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| ok well this officallly my last entry evr:
( actually im addicted vist my other one fer icons and qoutes
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your mind will convince you of something ... but your heart will go against your mind . my mind lost sight of the perfect person and my heart wont let me ferget . 1st loves nvr die in your heart . ©
life is nothing short of perfect -
ILOVE YOU SHMOO!
thanks to everyone fer the -hugs, KISSES , PUNCHES , cards , gifts , money ( HOLY SHIT THERES A $50 dollar bill in here .. wait HOLY FUCKEN SHIT theres a $100 bill with it )) - almost passed out thanks kait nd jeff u generous bastards haha , EVERYTHIIING!!!!!!! oh yea and and EXTRA THANKS TO:
*CAR - her BIRTHDAY DANCE aaah u made my fucken day ! laughffed so hard <3
* MEL AND RICHARD!!!!!!! FER CAKEN ME AT THE END OF THE DAY WITH A CAKE WITH MY NICK NAME "MC" IN MA FAV COLOR GREEN ... all up in ma haiir , my face , jaket EVERYWHERE !!!
looking fwrd to this weekend sleepover at mels - small aprty a cake , prolly drinking , and then SUMMER PARTYS FER ME ND MISS KASE MAC!!!!!! <3333333333
sweeeeeet 16 *!! and im getting a jeep in august IF i get my learners permit!!!! whih im studying vry vry hard fer !!!so no doubt bout that im getting it!!!
-|laur|- over and done with.
  
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| seems like jus yeterday you
were a part of me
i used to stand so tall
iused to be so strong
your arms around me tight
everything, it felt so right
unbreakabel, like nothing could go roung
now i cant breathe
no, i cant sleep
i'm barley hang'ing on
here i am once again
im torn into pieces
cant deny it cant pretend
jus thought u were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears i cry
bbehind these hazle eyes
i told you evrything
opened up and let you in
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| theres a love that could fall down like rain... so lets begins this and wash away alll the pain.-GC
yesterday was the best day iv had in 5 months ...
well woke up met up with mel and nigel at madonnas(12)
went to school fair
walked to oneils-got bagel bites::frozen::
mel ate a frozen one !! adn then we went to sev to cookthem
nigle had to wait outside and i tryed to put the bagel bites in the hotdog rolly thing...they kicked me out ...mel laughffed at me and yes im a moron ...she sed theres a microwave in the store lucky mel wnet in cooked them and wlaked out and the arabenas didnt notice ...
went back to mels
downed an 4 pack of coors light beer ...yummmm havent evr drank wit mel and i havent drank since my fall ...it was good but i didnt really feel anything mel had 2 i had 2
then we ordered from APOLLO - those assholes ... nvr called me back after my 1st day owell there food sux ina way .
went on the trampoleen
played with nigle the whole effin day
then we dyed our hair my 1st time i ever dyed my hair ::black streaks:: mel ::,multicolrs::
then went to the park and ran around with the dog .
came back layed on the ebd talked and laughffed fer hrs and then went home at 10 .
i fucken love ya mel!
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| ello 
i fell from my bed slammed my head against the ladder , and fell to the floor hitting my head once more. yet everything was ok except minor head ache , dizzy , and i thought it was saturday . and apprently iv lost memory of the love of my life ... to me jus a guy named nick .... according to all my friends i was inlove with him... well if he was so dearly close to me why dont i rember any of it ... or him at all ? liz pointed at him 10th period informed me how close we were best friends known since 7th went out 4months broke my heart still insanely inlove with him wrote a letter he rejected .... yet i have no memory of any of it ... i saw a smilen face that matched the name nick thats all i kno of him .-- but im about to go to the hospital to get my head checked fer a concusion anyways ... so i gusse will see what happend to that part of my memory .
also - today another great day with me l and richard <333 alwyas fun CANT BELIVE U PERICE UR GINA!!!!!!
well ill update wen i get results from the hospital....
much love <33
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-sry mel had ta add this in !
where the hell would i be w/o yew ...who the hell would i be?! keepin things live,real,and awsum.