"Pinky promise you won't change when you come back. "

im finally starting to realize thaat..we're all gonna be going our separate ways soon.. its alittle scary "/ .

school = blah . sluts nd little hoodlums needa grow up or shuttup . i dont need to hear about yer sex lives . especially when yu kids are only like 14 =___= flippin; disgusting .

me angel christine evan nd sampson went to the junior assembly last period lol . gosh . it was fun sitting in the baack making silly remarks :] nd those cookies they passed out were good but tiny o__o..good grief . lol .

work = tiring >_< but fun :] i haad such cute custumers<3 nd this one lady with her three kids who were about 12 nd under asked me if i would consider being their babysitter . lol aw ! xD ! i told them i was interested nd to call me if anything :] i was a little iffy about doing it but michael aka Lexy [lol XD insider] said i should . extra cash ;] nd he'd give me rides to their house if i split the cash with him lol that whore . i was wicked cheesed thaat i gott $205 for my paycheck today<3 love it . :] hrmm..speaking of work.. gosh . David Pena Peanut >:] where have yu been???? i havent seen his sillyface is so long "/

Aghhhh . time for sleep . i should do my english journal but.. i have health long block..nd lets be honest . that class is a joke . all we do is watch movies that have nothing to do with health x____x.... im not complaining xD but.. its alittle wierd . nd ugh i hate hearing those wierd freshman talk all hardcore nd crap -_-; . lame .

Baby ; i miss yer saltyface . <333 hangout with me tomorow ? n___n ily

i know the perfect present to buy for yu :D yu'll love it .

p.s

So, there yu are nd here i am . No need for words, we've tried every phrase in the book . No need for nice gestures, we've been far too kind that a proper gentleman would blush . No need for "i miss yu"s or "lets catch up soon", we've both been pretending so long that our lies have became so used . So, there yu are nd here i am .

 Nothing like a hot cup of coffee to brighten up my cloudy morning .

i love coffee <3 . good stuff . gooooooood stuff :] my moms sad that i drink it cause she thinks im no longer a kid anymore . lol . oh mommy n___n . little does she know, ive been drinking coffee even when i was a kid XD ! lol .

Anyways :] i gott the serious case of the sniffles >_< ..ughh "/ .. sucks . ! Yesturdaay was sats nd i think i did ... o____o.... "ookaay" .. x_x there was this stupid sawh girl who gett putting her foot up on my chair >:[ ! i wanted to smack her nd be like stop touching my ass ! -__-;... stupid girl . After sats, sanabel came over<3 nd she loveloveloved her presents ^_^! yaay !! im glaad<3 cause i loved it too x] lol . Then we went out to eat with Leely Kate nd Jenniel for Jenniel belated birthdaay :] im glaad yuu liked it love . i wasnt sure if yu did x[ .. lol . nd yes . thaat waitress totally deserved her $3 tip . harharhar >:]

Hrrmm ... whaat to do todaay ? work on my marine bio project of course ! :D  so much fun -_- *sarcasm

Just like the little engine that could, i'll be chanting " i think i can, i think i can " all the way through .

Ah....so .. i think... i finally found.. whaat i want to do with the rest of my life :] career wise of course . i was doing some research nd such on it..nd.. its gonna be hard..especially since the industry has tough competition..but.. i think i can do it . i know my parents will be slightly dissappointed since they want me to be in the medical field like my sisters ..but .. i know doing that wont make me happy . i know whats best for me nd im gonna do my best to do it :]

Talking to Kate nd Jenniel yesturday made me really excited for college :] ! it was cute how me lee nd sanabel were just staring that them taaalk in such amazement . they made it seem like heaven @_@  lol . i cant wait for college though :]

ps.

I Love Kimtran . <3

"when yu swear...its like..hearing jesus himself swear . but gosh yer voice is so sweet that when yu do swear it just makes me smile ."-casey

LOL i love working with him :D

im glaad yu guys liked my smoothies :] i added a special ingredient....love<3 . lol x]

yu + me = making spaghettie tomorow kaay baybay ? :] ive missed yu bunches x____x...

i need sleep -___-ZZzzzzz

So Long Sweet September .

Hello Awesome October ^_^

(i couldnt think of an adj that started with 'o' for october x_x...)

 All I wanna do is bang bang bang
And kaa chinnnng
And take your money $$

lol . that song is wickedly addicting . thaanks tj for showing us the dance lastnight . lol . *does dance*

Yesturday was flippin; cuhrazy =___=; ... woke up at 7am nd went to work..it was sucha busy busy day D: ! thaaank gawwddd anabella nd julie were there with me x_x .. there was like.. a wave of people every flippin; second we couldnt catch our breaths X_X.. i felt like going to the corner nd crying :[ ... but it wasnt all thaat bad :] i made like.. 6bucks for tip lol swampscott people sureee are loose with their cashh ;D "its because yer a cute little asain girl nd they felt bad for yu . " yer just jealous anabella >:D lol .

i gott out of work at 5issshh nd it was pouring out ... o___o... went home..showered nd changed really quick nd left to tims party . it was fun nd all at some points but i was so wiped out from work that i just wanted to sleep >_<... it was funny seeing people drink like shawn nd sina.. nd a certain someone else >:] <3 . lol . nd sigh :] drunk guys caan be really really reallyy big creeps . ohwell n_n

Oh nd just to recap with yu guys :D i did win first place for the speech contest ^__^<3 but its sort of a bummer cause .. i have to go on to another competition 5 more times nd win those in order to win the money -_-; . laame but im glaad i went through with it nd won :] yaay :D

Friday night i watched "Another Cinderella Story" nd loved it . its cute! :] i wish i was mary <3 . mmhhm . but i have to admit xD the first one was better . lol . more...relatable . but this one was still great !

Today was pretty much my lazy daay<3 i dont have them often so i totally took advantage of it . lol . x] just relaxedd, did some homework, nd relaxed :] oohhhhyeaaaaaaaa .

On a more.. different note :

Hrm . how do i saay this.. i dont want to be... anything with yu anymore .  

Anywayyys . time for some green Ai-Yu jellyy <3 . yummmmmmm .

ps.

yer like... wicked adorable when yu drink nd yer face turns pink nd yu act silly<3 ....