Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
LOVE FOREVER LOVE IS FREE
LET'S TURN FOREVER YOU AND ME
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
LOVE FOREVER LOVE IS FREE
LET'S TURN FOREVER YOU AND ME
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Frankie J : "How To Deal"

Sometimes a man has to choose
And do something he doesn't wanna do
Do I live my life with you as my wife
Or do I go on and pursue my lifetime dream
I gotta do this for me
Cuz if I don't I'll probably regret it
But if I do I'll probably regret it
How do I cope

How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebody else
And there's nothing you could do about it
How do I deal with
The fact that you had a chance
But you chose to turn away for your career
I gotta take it though it's heartbreakin'
It's something that I had to do
But nobody said that it would hurt so bad
So how do I live...how do I deal without you

It's killing me to know
That your heart hurts with me
But you're with him cause I chose
To be in this industry
Money, shows, and hoes come along with luxury and pain
Is all you see when you think about it
But this is the life that I was given
So I have to live it to the fullest
But how do I deal in the meantime without you

How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebody else
And there's nothing you could do about it
How do I deal with
The fact that you had a chance
But you chose to turn away for your career
I gotta take it though it's heartbreakin'
It's something that I had to do
But nobody said that it would hurt so bad
So how do I live...how do I deal without you

Well i dunno how to describe this feelings its not all bad or anything its not like down but i guess it still does stick with me about the kind of guy i am its all good though. I mean i started to have actual feelings but i am not gonna be down about it so its all good. Atleast i am great enough to still be friends and not go and be a jerk about it. things happen but also other things happen also. Take Care Everyone

Hey was up everyone. Everything is going pretty cool i am kinda actually getting into the system of doing more and more stuff and not being so lazy so thats all good.

You know when someone says there are gonna do shit and talk shit and say watch your back and i am going to beat you up well how they dont do it when they are passing by. it happened in soccer and now at a high school wierd huh. If ppl say they are gonna stuff they better do it cause whats the point saying it. I think everyone agrees on that. well enough of that.

This week i am going to stay in the sf dorms see whats up have some fun get away i was gonna go to santa rosa on sunday till tuesday morning  but i have work on monday so i cant go. Next week i will and hopefully it will be ever more great than the last time i went. well take care everyone.