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Thursday, November 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 11:07:10 GMT

22 more days til I come back to Maryland!!!!! I'm tired of school so I'm ready to come back

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 01:42:56 GMT

WOW. Its been a minute since I wrote in here. So much has happened to me in these 2 months. School has been stressin me out as usual. But I'm doing my best to manage. I'm in the process of getting over someone that I am really in love with. I dont think I'm going to be able to fully recover from this one. I really my heart and soul into him. I feel that he took advantage of me for all the wrong reasons. I did everything for him. He was my "everything". But I think things are better off as us jus being friends. He's a sweet person so I think we can handle it for the time being. If its truly meant to be then we will get back together. If not then he was a GREAT lesson that I know I will learn from and make sure I never do the same things that I did with him. I still love him though. I know for a fact that will never change no time soon maybe even ever. We'll see.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 21:57:04 GMT

I missed these damn people @ school so much it's kinda scary.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 21:40:10 GMT

It feels good to finally be back home...I feel like I aint been here in forever :). ***Awwww Damian I'm sorry I aint get to c u either***

Friday, August 12, 2005

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 00:51:21 GMT

Almost time to go back to NORTH CAROLINA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm leavin at 4am Saturday morning :)

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 22:46:30 GMT

I dont really have much to say...I'm in Maryland STILL...and I'm counting down my days til I leave to go back to WSSU. I'm really startin to miss everyone at school. Things up here are jus too boring for me...if I woulda went back to work at the Nursing Home things woulda been better cuz I woulda had sumthin to do. But whateva its over now finally. THANK GOD!!!! As usual things with me are always crazy but I try my best to make the best of everything because everything comes your way for a reason. Things will flow the way I want them to I jus gotta keep praying and hoping for the best. GTG!

Friday, July 29, 2005

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 19:45:21 GMT

Ok maybe I'm not going to 6 flags tomorrow. Plans changed. I really wanna get a bunch of people together and go but I dunno how well thats gonna play out...cant do nothin but try. I'm tryna get em together so we can go next Saturday, August 6 before I leave to go back to school on Aug 13. And I am more than ready to go back to school

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 22:33:30 GMT

Theres not too much of n e thing to add becuz Maryland is jus torture 2 me. I wish I coulda stayed in North Carolina. Its a lil bit too boring here....I'm glad I'm goin to 6flags on Saturday...I get 2 have sum kind of excitement while I'm here.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 22:29:52 GMT

DAMN CAN PEOPLE PLEASE ACT THEY AGE? IF YOU WANT THINGS TO BE A CERTAIN WAY, JUST TELL THAT PERSON NO BEATIN ROUND THA BUSH! WHATS THA POINT? I DONT UNDERSTAND PEOPLE NO MO. WHATS REALLY GOOD?

I'm sorry ya'll I had to vent real quick.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 09:29:54 GMT

Well.....

Alot of stuff has happened since I been in Maryland. I guess separation brings out tha true colors of a persons personality. I dunno. But everything happens for a reason...should I still try to pursue things through or should I jus let it go now? I'm not really sure because either way my heart is on the line. But rite now I'm hurting and if I decide not to go through with things n e more I will still be hurting...Maybe I should just let it go. He doesn't understand where I'm comin from when I attempted to tell him how I felt...he called me CHILDISH!!!! But I'm good though. Like I said...THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. Maybe I'm not suppose to b with him, maybe we're only suppose to be friends, BUT why do we have so much in common, why do we know how the other is feeling....I guess those are jus questions that will never be answered. I guess things between us will never be the same. He's a wonderful person so hopefully we can still b friends...I wonder how that will go.