Oh dear god. This still exists.  I can't believe that it still does. I mean I haven't been on here for like least a year. I suppose I'm only updating for old time sakes. Great memories. Xanga held some great memories for me. But you know the whole one year older, one year wiser thing. I'm finally going to be a Junior. Can you believe it? A JUNIOR! Frankly, that means I'm getting old. But I'm still 15 suckers! I usually chill at Myspace. I refuse to get into Facebook. >__> I suppose since I'm updating, I might as well say what's been happening so far since the last time I've been here. Since this is a blog. I find myself completely apathetic to the notion of dating someone or becoming someone's girlfriend. In fact, I could care less whether or not I get a boyfriend or not. But that's the thing! I need inspiration! I'm suppose to be the hopeless romantic of the group! Which apparently has been changed to the Queen of Porn Writing. Yeah thanks alot guys. My writings have always been inspirated with the notion of being in love! But the fact that I'm actually horrible in that section in life, I fear that my writings have also taken a hit. All my stories involve the girl being thrown into pits of depression. Or one of my favorites being used as a whore and then only to get runned over after being raped by her special person. Yes, I believe my view on the world has truly been twisted. I mean, its not like no one likes me. Heavens no, of course thats not it. It's the problem of me, not liking anyone. But for some reason, and I'm terribly sorry Jose, but I get angry when people like me! *shrugs* I can't help it. I felt nothing but the rage of wanting to beat up Jose again, who was close to being one of my best guy friends ever, when I found out he liked me. Again. And its not my fault that him being poetic and sentimental just made me want to sock him, and made me angered more. Trust me, Rene knew exactly how mad I was because I was ranting my ass off in Debate. But, Jose and I are still friends because how can one truly ruin a friendship filled with the pure torturings of Ms. Kankel? I mean all those times he laughed at me after getting in trouble for talking, when I wasn't. Because after she turned her back I believe everyone saw me making freaky hand signals at her back. All those times, we kept turning things in like weeks later. Asking her "Um...were we suppose to turn this in?" Which by the way I passed with a 93. Although I was so pissed that she ruined my all A streak with her stupid 87 which she can shove up her lesbian ass! RAWR! She was being a bitch about it too. I don't know why I have so many absences though. Hm...although I did sort of come into Mrs. Mosleh's class late alot. I can't help it! People know I have trouble waking up early in the morning. Although poor Cherie had to suffer for it. I did try though! I had like 2-3 freakin' alarms, you'd think I'd be able to wake up on time. Oh, the funny thing is. Mr. Shah and his threatening saying that the people who didn't do their science fair couldn't make over a 90? Guess what? I got a 99! That's because I am a good student who didn't talk. *grins* Not like Rene, Cherie, Wendy, Matthew, and I could actually learn anything. We did do alot of extra credit meaning clean up the labs. Which we have never truly finished a lab. But Mr. Shah loved us. Even though, techniquely, Natasha, Monze, and I never turned in our science fair. I actually did the stuff though! And I kept telling him what we were planning to do and stuff. But we never actually gave him the stuff. English III with Ms. Gray. Oh my god. Sucked. I still kind of wonder how I passed with a 100. Because I seriously BS'ed everything the very last 2-3 months. Cuz Ms. Gray left because she was tired of "them damn ghetto kids". Haha. Anyways the novel "Their Eyes Were Watching God" sucked ass. It sucked horribly. But the funny part is the essay we had to write for the last 100. I only turned in the final copy. And I don't even understand how I got a 100 for it. Because I started writing some autobiography stuff on "lesson's of love" I think. Oh my god. I reread my essay. Damn, I'm good. *concieted ego* Haha JROTC. Best times of my life! I'm still sort of mad about that one time that Martin unhooked my bra! Arghee. Most unforgettable moment indeed. He was just playing around because I kept complaining to Tasha that my bra kept coming unhooked. Which was a very unfortunate thing when I was cheering for a kickball tornament. Thank god I wasn't playing though. I loved JROTC with Sgt. Harris. Who doesn't? I mean the fact that the man will diss you and wouldn't think nothing of it, is awesome! Oh god. Military Ball was embarrassing. Cuz he finally did call me on my dancing. -_-;; I believe his words were "Damn girl. What did they give you?" Haha. I even have a video from the Staff dance we did. My partner was Keron Johnson. =D Freakin' My and Phi and they're uber hot Asian dance skills. I frankly was more worried about my dress falling. Spanish was funny. Because Rene, Martin, Brian, Anisha, and Wendy were there with me. I am still mad that Ms. E made me cry. But everyone stuck up for me. Although, I'm pretty sure it was more because they just wanted to yell at her than actually caring about me. Also on that day, apparently, when I cry, snow falls. I remember when Anisha wanted to pee in Spanish, and Martin did his "expressive dance of water". Haha. Retards, we're all a bunch of retards. But you love it. Kankel by far was the worst class that everyone dreaded. But I swear, hearing stories from Period 4...awesome as hell. I had her 6th. But 4th period was her worst class ever! They stole her phone, called her mom and said she was doing cartwheels in the classroom. Then threw confetti at her and said Happy Birthday. And I believe Sean went behind her and was about to do the "I'd hit that" motion. Utterly disturbing. Best moment for me is just talking with Monze and Jose in 6th period. Cuz all that stupid crap they did. Jose and his "back in my day" we didn't have bottlecaps for glasses. Jerkass. And he always kept trying to BITE me! -_-;; Debate. I was so the black sheep in that class. The only Asian there. And also the only person to do work. Although, it was also my chill class. Haha. I remember when Josh came in there to visit and he grabbed Rene's ass. And then the fire alarm rang and he picked me up into his arms and ran out of the school with me. We talked about everything from sex, to beer, to sex, and to other stupid crap. I remember when Chris and me, the two asians, were watching the mexicans conversing inside Mr. Hosch's office and we were like "crickey. I think they spotted us. Look at the female sitting there lazily as the males stare on." And then Rene scared the shit out of Chris by jumping out at us! Cuz we were trying to avoid being spotted so we hid behind the wall. That was also my time to give massages. Haha...I remember when Mr. Hosch gave Josh a massage...teehee...he was nipping. xD I think he was aroused. It was awesome. I love Josh and Chris. I wish I could have given them a hug before they get shipped off to the army. And Martin Duran. They finally helped with one of my wishes to be in the middle of a reversed harem. Cuz I found myself surrounded and trapped in between all 3 of them. =P Oh the Halloween Invitational was awesome. I think I can find a picture of me in a wig with fake blood on me. Anisha made the most awesome Grudge girl. Some girl tried to kick her though!! UIL Regionals was awesome. Being with the senior girls like Colleen, Priya, Keta, Victoria, oh and Joy in a hotel room was so much fun! Although Juan did say the clothes I walked out in, were slightly mixed up. I had short shorts on and long knee high punk socks. =X Must say I shattered any images of nerdy Asian girls. Eatting whip cream straight from the can. Priya is a freakin' master at making the whip cream look great. Victoria always saying somethings cute. And then being in the car with Larry, Nancy, and Juan. Juan flipped off this old guy on the high way. It was hilarious. Singing showtunes and Disney songs with Nancy. And taking funny videos and pictures with Larry. Pictures!  Anisha isn't actually in 6th period with us. She skips. Tsk tsk.
 This is what we actually do in lunch. We jump Jordan. Haha. We actually mess with people. Like the time I had on the Burger King mask and was "sneaking" around at people.
 It was obviously freaking awesome. Too bad I wasn't in anything creepy. I was just playing around. Mr. Hosch is in the background. XD I've always wanted to be blonde.
 That's right. We're total hobos.
 Rene's missing though! O.O
 I got Brian's Fender and Wendy's got Martin's bass.
 The perfect Pimp slap pose.
 Posing in bathrooms. xD
 Haha My looks like she's constipated!!  Josh and Chris. Truly one of the best!
Hey! It was hard twirling around Keron. Give me props for attempting. By the way. We only had 4 days to learn everything because Major was being a total adsrekljf. So it's uber sloppy. It was hilarious. One time when we were all practicing. The part where Keron's suppose to come and get me after we all spin around and stuff. xD He forgot to get me. So I was standing there part of the practice. And I'm like ..."uhhh...Keron." While all the other girls were with their partners. LOL. Oh well, me and my boo made due with what we had. I'm pretty sure you'd also see him help me go around him by pushing me. xD <333 Dolly | 
