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Monday, September 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 12:04:20 GMT

psh...get a myspace......loser...

FIXED with love from angie...

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 17:15:30 GMT

"there must be something there that wasn't there before."

-beauty and the beast

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INTRO: well it's 11:19...wait scratch that...it's 12:19...does anybody else's computer play this dirty little game where it pretends it's an hour earlier than it is all the time for no particular reason...DAMN YOU COMPUTERS....DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL!!!!....oh no i was just kidding...oh don't be like that...ok whatever....just chill while i update this thing...

SCHOOL: it is at hand...move-in is the 21st...i'll be a rez of the burg again...burg...that's slang for bum fucking egypt i think...i heard it on campus...don't ask me...anyway here's to another year...and one seriously kick ass suite mate!!!

HOUSE: is currently full of all my crap...new futon...new entertainment center...fabulous new dry erase board...i'm sure it'll be my mother's house again someday...she's just finished the decor in the "asian room"...took jared and I on a several hour shopping spree at the antiques mall...good times...she's a cute one that mom of mine...

THEATRE: debbie is done...she came...and came...and came...and went... ...that was quite and experience...those kids are amazing...i miss them already...next project?...yeah me too...who knows...it's time to direct something...but what...i'm not sure about this wait a whole year to work on another musical thing...we'll see...

CLUE NIGHT: "oh, that's tacky. that's really tacky." -murder by death

JOB: i'm keeping the job...$11 an hour is just too much money for too little work to give up...that means i'll be home every weekend...that's right audrie williams and jared hill and....other....people i like that live here...there is simply no excuse for me not to see you...often!...mmk

YOU: i think you get annoyed with the little things to keep you from going insane over the big things...so by all means...be pissed at those apple bees wannabes...maybe i should have spelled that with z's....seeing you everyday...it's like eating a lot of chocolate...only my tummy never starts to hurt...and you've got a pretty smile...and a great butt...and a few other attributes in your favor...ok so it's not really like chocolate at all...did i say i love you?...i do...and i love watching disney classics with you...and i'm going to love watching them with a family someday too...and that's what i have to say about that...smile baby...it makes the sun shine....

MARCH OF THE PENGUINS: josh, jared, audrie, and melba...soon my friends...very soon...would a ryan fortney or any other fun folks like to join in for this fantastic film?

WASHINGTON DC: leaving on the 3rd or the 4th...back on the 9th or the 10th...we need to start making a music list...i'm thinking abba for the first quarter...

love and kisses folks...and a hi there snuggle for you...

josh

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this month's question courtesy of Jared Hill:

How many licks...really...to the center of a tootsie pop?

And I quote, "Cause on the comercial it's always like one, two, three *makes bite noise* so it's really not three..."

...that's my boy...

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 12:20:29 GMT

!!!JOIN US FOR A CELEBRATION OF ABSOLUTE PLEASURE!!!

Friday the 22nd at 10:30 following the performance of Debbie Does Dallas at the Just Off Broadway Theatre there will be a benefit performance (featuring songs from The Rocky Horror Show, Shock Treatment, and Disgracefully Yours) celebrating the work and charity of Richard O'Brien.

A $10 donation will be accepted at the door and you may want to bring a little extra cash to bid on fabulous auction items. All proceeds will be donated to Richard O'Brien's favorite charity, "The Hole in the Wall Gang" camps created for the enjoyment of critically-ill children.

I hope to see you there in lingerie or P.J.s or whatever you want to wear!

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"Some people just feel like home."

-High Fidelity

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INTRO: wow...has it been that long?...i suppose it has...what happened you ask...you missed me?....yeah....i do too...i wonder where i went...hmm

SCHOOL: no...no it's really done this time...online and everything...i'd just like to say that i had a 99% until the final project...which dropped me to a B...the class average on this final was an F!...should this say something to the teacher...hmmm...grr...argh...

HOUSE: we've been picking out paint colors...more importantly...an effing tree fell in our back yard...hit the back of our house...knocked out power, phone, tv, and our poor little fence...damn you wind...we shall meet again...

THEATRE: and here's the important stuff...

!!!CLOSING WEEKEND!!!

***DEBBIE DOES DALLAS***
presented by Eubank Productions

     July 8, 9, 11, 15, 22, and 23 at 8:00pm
            16 and 23 at 11:00
            17 at 7:00

Adults are $15 and Students are $10

The Just Off Broadway Theatre at 31st and Wyandotte

224-3004 for tickets and info

Warning: This show is not for the kiddies and may offend some parents. It's a PG-13 assuming you're comfortable with some naughty humor and an R if you're not. There is brief male nudity and sparse clothing galore. Mature (or immature as the case may be) sexual content throughout. Just ask if you're concerned.

More details to come...including all the juicy backstage drama...kelly jo and josh are totally into eachother...and i'm not sure...but i think one of the girls who got cast as a cheerleader...is actually a guy

JOB: ok so get this...my mom is working with me at the club...how cute are we...i know...no really...tell me how cute we are...ok i know...

YOU: ooh baby that's a what i like...hehehe....did i apologize again for being a big dumb head sometimes...well there it is...i am...and i am...i love you more than i'll ever be able to say...i guess i'll just have to keep saying it...hmm...you can't tell where mine ends and yours begins...

ok so i guess that was the real important stuff...but Debbie is still really important...

MOVIE: go see Mr. and Mrs. Smith...it's just hot...there's no better word to describe it...

love and kisses...and kisses and kisses...

josh

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you'd do anything for your life's goal...right?...so what exactly does anything mean?

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Thu, 12 May 2005 02:12:43 GMT

"All I want forever...is you."

-Love Actually...modified

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INTRO: it is almost 2:30 in the morning...i'm not tired...i didn't go to sleep the first time my body told me to...and now i'm screwed until 5am when it decides it will be tired again...you ever have that problem?

SCHOOL: school?...what school?...i'm done!!!...done done done done done...*does a little dance*...what's that?...well yeah...i have one online class...but seriously...it's almost like being done...i believe a night on the town is in order...is everyone home yet?...or do we need to hold off?...

HOUSE: i moved all my stuff home...sweet...i don't really have a room...but i have several closets i can call my own...and the garage is free game...i'm feeling good about this...i put a buddha under my mom's sigh plant...now i can sigh too...life's a beautiful thing in the minnis house...

CAN I CALL YOU SVEN: i've thought it over...i've thought this through very carefully...i don't really want to call you sven anyway...if i were going to pick a nickname...it would have to be something more like a pokemon...like euby...or even ooby...and i associate you with karla penechar...which is a pokemon name all by itself...so that totally works...give me some time...i think it'll probably just continue to be steven...

THEATRE: i'm doing nothing...nothing tra la la...but!...ray-pec is fast closing it's season...you can enjoy award winning competition pieces this friday (i think) at 7:30 (i think)...which reminds me...

CONGRATS: props to the theatre department for pulling off an amazing, truly moving piece of theatre with anasazi...it was a challenging piece to be sure...you handled it brilliantly...and you didn't look bad in those kilts either...and i had a chat with my mom...and we decided that sometimes...people have to have brains to enjoy theatre...and despite the process...and despite people's oppinions...you did something different...and you touched people...and you told a story...and i'm learning...that's all you can really hope for in theatre...money is nice...crowds are nice...but it's not what the art is about...what you do is art...and i'm proud that i graduated from your program...was that weird for you?...i felt a little stupid just now...oh well...honesty is the best policy...

RYAN FORTNEY: i watched hotel rwanda...and when you're right you're right...and that's all i have to say about that...and i kinda miss you being a building over...is that weird?...and i watched house of flying daggers...and you should too...and count the places they could've ended the movie...and then love it anyway cause that's what i did...and funk dis...i'll just talk to you later

JOB: correction...i am working at a country club...an equestrian country club...did i even get close to spelling that right...they're about ten minutes from my house...they pay a little over ten dollars an hour...and i'll never work another ten hour shift...it's a sign...did somebody say money fast?...

YOU: my skin wants to be near you...maybe it's hormones...what is it about you...that makes this world a brighter place...i think i'll make a list some time...and print it on wallpaper...and cover our bathroom with it...in a color that will look nice in candlelight...i dunno...it's late...i'm getting silly...thank you for calling my mom for mother's day...you don't know what it means to me to have a companion she relates to so well...next time you come over, you can join in the chat about the corruption in our school system...who could ask for anything more...blah blah blah...i'll see you soon...i love you baby

love...lub...does it make you think grub when i say lub?

josh

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i've had some important conversations recently...and they made me think...so...what's your passion? what's your drive...your objective...no need to get all spiritual...you can be shallow...i'd call it honest

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 12:34:12 GMT

P.S. tomorrow is the day of silence...lovely mr. donovan was kind enough to share some motivation with me...are you being heard? are you doing your part? will you allow hatred and ignorance to prevail?

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EDIT: I'd just like to include that the finest performer I've ever come into contact with took a one in both his group and solo pieces at contest yesterday...the judge all but suggested he audition at juilliard...i'm beaming...can't help it...i love you baby...you and your gorgeous voice...and your bum...and everything about you...nice that it's all so neatly packaged...kudos to the maker...good luck with the meeting...and ask your dad what color he thinks we should paint our bathrooms...something to go with all those candlelight baths we'll be taking...

the rest of those ray-pec kids did a fabulous job as well...all around incredible job...hooray for choir kids!!!...ok i'm done...

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"fly me to the moon...let my sing among those stars...let me see what spring is like on jupiter and mars...

in other words...hold my hand"

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HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH: last chance weekend ladies and gentlemen...if you haven't been down to see it yet...get your butts out this friday or saturday at 8 or 11:30 and sunday at 7...224-3004 for tickets and more info...or on the web at www.planetkc.com/eubank

EVIL GOSSIP FOR STEVEN'S SAKE: oh my god...did you hear about those eubanks...after this process...i can only say.....they were the most pleasant, dedicated family of artists you could ever hope to work with...and steven...don't even get me started...i'll never work with him again!!!.....but that's because he's moving...so his genius can be put to use in NY...and i'll never really get over the awe and respect i've developed for his process...i can only hope to put it to good use as i teach others...the end

HOUSE: so...the plants have overtaken our home...they're everywhere...just sitting there...looking at me...sometimes i hate those plants...we have a grill now...a real grill...no more stooping over that miniature charcoal thing you're only supposed to use in football stadium parking lots...yes sir...we're moving up in the world

SONG/YOU: appropriate...the night can be unkind...i will always be here to help you...thank you for being there to help me...for shining warmth on me with your smile...for bringing me happiness that i didn't know i could still have...i love you baby...

MOM ACTION: that's right...mom...and action...in the same line...at the same time...what the eff is going on here...she puts on makeup and everything for this guy...he asked her the other day which cologne he should wear...ugh...it's cute...but weird...maybe cute...no weird...oh i don't know

MOVIE: i'd like to comment on a movie i've yet to see...get your adorable butt over here and watch bridget jones two with me!...p.s. i really love lindsey lohan...who knew?

RAYPEC CHOIR: WEE!!! i'm no expert...so i asked those that were if i was correct to be completely dumb with awe at your incredible chamber choir performance...as i suspected...i was right...you were amazing...congratulations to all of you for your work...for rising to a new level of excellence in the face of a lot of hardship...you're all fabulous...particularly you dear...i'll never understand how you can be so talented...and yet so lovely...all at the same time

ADDED THOUGHT: dog show moms and dads...just a moment ago...i watched a woman get excited and emotional looking at her dog's sperm under a microscope...television is the devil...and i can't help but look

FACES: i'm still missing faces...something should've been done about this by now...i do not approve

i'm late for make-up...it's clown day...hooray...

love and kisses...love for you guys...and kisses for you...one more...make that two more...

josh

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you are __________, partron saint of _____________.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 14:09:47 GMT

fun game at the bottom...i stole it from mike...shh...don't tell

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...it is BEAUTIFUL outside...i've missed the sun so much...i feel like i can breathe again...who could avoid a good mood on a day like this!? there's only one thing that could make this day better...hey you...i'll see you soon!!!

"oh...i feel giddy as a school girl" -...me

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HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH: March 25th through April 10th at the Just Off Broadway Theatre...why yes this would be a great chance for all of you buttheads who haven't made it to a single show at CMSU to makeup for the lack of support...come on down and see the show...details available upon request...or i'll just start emailing you....all of you... www.planetkc.com/eubank

HOUSE: I know...you've come to look forward to these updates...my mother has purchased plants for our home...many plants...it's funny how something so trivial can bring her so much joy...plants are a good thing...i suppose they're good listeners...maybe i'll get my own plant...belated birthday ideas!!!...right here ladies and gentlemen!!!

I wonder how many people are having orgasms right now...15!

HEY YOU!!!: oh my gosh the sun is so pretty...but it can't compare to your shining face...so...here's the deal yo....we grow up a bit...we get married...legal by then i'm sure...we move somewhere where you can be famous and i can teach...we get your dad to make our home beautiful...we get a child...we use your genes if we have to choose...cause you've got a hot butt...oh yeah and you're charming, funny, intelligent, thoughtful, kind, warm, and an all around beautiful human being...we let my mom play with the kid and spoil it so it will turn out to be a wonderful young man...or woman...then we get a dog...and we live happily ever after...good plan?

PUPPY: Edgar has stopped humping my leg...on the one hand i'm glad he's moved on...but i'll never forget what we had...

MOM: my mom has a date tomorrow...i just don't understand what's happening...hehehe...it makes me giggle... (or tehe if you prefer mr. fortney)

MOVIE: saw Constantine...hmmm...did anyone else like it and then feel almost insulted by the end...grrr

I MISS YOUR FACE: kelly jo, matty, david, ryan, jennifer, christina, amanda...s, korey, all the girls, tyler, all the kiddies, chris, zack, keith, lacey, angie, angela, kristyn, the list keeps going...when the eff will i see you all again!?

enough of this...i'm gonna get my butt outside before it starts snowing again...god bless missouri...

love and kisses...and kisses...a few more kisses...

josh

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how many people are having orgasms in your neighborhood? come on...listen hard...

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 15:29:59 GMT

"without you, today's emotions would be the scurf of yesterday's."

-amelie

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HOUSE: all moved in...haven't been shot at yet...that's a good thing i suppose...i'm learning where things are...it helps...the big black women at the grocery call me baby...it makes me smile...we got new bedding too...the house is looking up i'd say...

"home sweet home." -lots of movies...geez

THEATRE: shadowlands opens next tuesday. we run tue-sat, all 7:30 shows. come see it if you're a c.s. lewis fan. i'm a witty englishman again...hooray! hedwig auditions are this sunday for anybody interested, amazon woman witha rock'n voice? gimme a call...or check out www.planetkc.com/eubank

"fuck the fourth wall ladies and gentleman." -hedwig and the angry inch

YOU: HAPPY TWO DAYS AFTER YOUR BIRTHDAY!!! you're fabulous darling...you know that. this is my sad face about your cell phone... ...but i'll live...speaking of which...jared's show is this weekend at ray-pec...go....it'll be funny...fo sho...anyway...i'm sorry i suck at making brownies...i'll make it up to you someday...i make a mean turkey sandwich...oh yeah...

EDIT: kick ass performance guys! i peed a little...several times..i feel like an old woman...but an amused old woman! i'm so proud.

"and i believe yoiu're working on an anagram version of shakespeare?" -monty python's flying circus

PEOPLE WITH BRAINS: ...i don't really need to keep saying it do i? i've gone to a more expressive face....whatcha think? speak out...speak loud...speak soon...please.

"i got rid of my teeth at a young age...because i'm straight. teeth are for gay people. that's why fairies come and get them." -aqua teen hunger force

SAW: i saw saw...ba dum chink...eww...disturbing...bad writing...but the plot was fabulous! beautiful development....just wish somebody would have told them they were casting some bad actors with bad lines...really good movie overall...don't you think so ryan?

"game over!" -saw

MY BIRTHDAY: is the 24th...i have everything i need...everything i want...but maybe you should call me or send me chocolates anyway...just to be safe...

"happy birthday to me..." -canadian nun

$$$: i need money...a job that pays a lot in a short time for summer...any ideas?

"money makes the world go around." -cabaret

MY MOM: is dating again...what am i supposed to do with that!?

"kiss me, david. love to, sabrina." -sabrina

YOU AGAIN: let's bake together next time...it just works out better... iou a zillion and a half hugs for the smiles you put on my face...now that's a happy birthday.

"way to go, you beautiful gay (boy)." -clerks ...i changed bastard to boy...it's nicer i think...don't you?

love, lub, and everything inbetween,

josh

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what's up with that!?

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 01:48:00 GMT

"to me, you are perfect..."

-love actually

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MY HOUSE: it's official...my house is sold...we bought a new one...we move in the end of january...ugh. we will now be card carrying white trash...we will be moving to grandview...sorry if i offended anyone...white trash is just as well at redneck...grandview is just as well as raymore...i suppose. the new one is old...and not like cool antique old...sculpted carpet and dark wood old...but it's ok...one of mom's christmas presents from her ever thoughtful and practical son was a set of trading spaces books...to redecorate her new/old home...there's a brass eagle over the door and a fake well in the front yard...

"this is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time." -fight club

THEATRE: i asked for it...i got it...mo state thespian festival tomorrow...then get ready for kcactf in st louis in a week...in the yose was chosen to perform...woohoo!...now we get to perform our children's show...designed for gradeschoolers...for a bunch of college kids...*cough*...pray for me. production meeting saturday for hedwig...opportunity knocks...i get down on my knees and thank eubank productions for showing it my door...woohoo!...again. auditions for round two at cmsu are monday...cross your fingers...monolouge auditions?...not since state festival last year...ugh!

"find a place on that bloody wall and focus on that spot. then whip your head 'round and come back to that spot. prepare!" -billy elliot

YOU: no worries love...it's all just fine when you think about it...i've got you...and you've got me...and there's nothing really that anyone can do about it...try as she might...did i mention i really enjoyed making cookies with you. cookiedough and your hands...two of my favorite things in the whole world...all squished together in a bowl...don't even try to measure the smile on my face...squeeze that bear...your body is a wonderland...and you are my dream come true...and that's all there is to it...i love you...a lot

"michael- you ought to ask for a tutu. billy-i'd look a right dickhead. michael- i think you'd look wicked." -billy elliot

PEOPLE WITH BRAINS: nope...still not done being concerned...probably won't be for a long time...so help your world...speak out...speak loud...speak soon.

"right mr. braithwait, the sun will come out tomorrow...fat chance." -billy elliot

gosh...i'm just a font of billy elliot quotes today...what can i say...it's one of my favorites...

TROY: so many people told me it was a bad film...bad film my ass!...or more appropriately brad's ass!!! i thought it was a lovely movie...with lovely eye-candy...de-lovely is also on my list of movies i've seen in the past week i liked despite what i'd heard....and yes...that's really the title of the list...i centered it on a landscape page and it fit fine...so don't gimme any of your lip!

"do you know what's waiting beyond that beach? immortality! take it! it's yours!" -Troy

ALL THAT TALK OF EYECANDY MAKES ME THINK OF YOU: know what i miss even more than your adorable butt...(mom and candy agree on that one...there's no arguing)...i miss holding you...and falling in and out of the kind of peaceful sleep i can only have when i'm so close to you...let's do that soon...mmk?

no movie quote for that one...see the first...muah!

PUPPY: we bought a puppy...his name is edgar...because we were listening to batboy on the way home when we named him...he's no roscoe...but he makes my mom smile..and that's a good thing...by anyone's standards...

"dogs obey so much better than children...don't they?" -beethoven

AUDRIE MATT AND DAVID: road trip to dc this summer?...i think it sounds like a lovely idea...we'll make sandwiches for the drive...

"i could do some of things i've always wanted to...i'd do just whatever i liked all day long." -roman holiday

i have to sleep...early start tomorrow...

love and such...most of all for you...

josh

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what's the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to you...the one that made you melt on the spot?

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 02:01:26 GMT

"If you look for it, i've got a sneaky feeling you'll find that love actually is all around."

-love actually

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MY CAT: a moment of silence for my cat roscoe...after 16 years together...he died last week of cancer...well..he was going to die very soon...so we ended his pain...the people at the vet refused to charge my mother for the procedure...people can be more beautiful than i'll ever be able to understand...

"Come on cat, let's go home..." -Breakfast at Tiffany's

PEOPLE WITH BRAINS: ok...so i still have that ever so slightly scared look on my face...is anyone at all worried about the way the world is turning...what can be done? we're too smart, too happy, too wonderful, all too beautiful to allow the kinds of injustices i've recently seen in the news...from texas attempting to define marriage between man and woman in health books to new senators declaring homosexuals unfit for public school teacher positions...i'm tired of it...are you? speak out...speak loud..speak soon...please...

"and on the third day, God created the Remington bolt-action rifle so that man could fight the dinosaurs...and the homosexuals..." -Mean Girls

THEATRE: ...nothing...abso-friggin-lutely nothing...here's hoping a certain guy with a name that starts with S and ends with teven will be able to get his latest off the ground...it'd sure be an honor and incredible opportunity for me...if not...anyone wanna put on a puppet show or somethin?...i hate not doing anything...

"I think that whenever one has anything unpleasant to say, one should always be quite candid..." -The Importance of Being Earnest

YOU: i was sitting here...in my stupid print boxers...wishing i was watching a movie with you...but not really watching the movie...watching you watching the movie...and catching your eye every now and then...and laughing at my own silliness...and kissing your cheek to quiet myself down...and going back to watching the movie...but not really watching...

I MISS: i miss matt...and david...i wish we could have a slumber party...it was so much easier when you lived just through the bathroom...good god i miss you guys...uck

"I detest cheap sentiment." -All About Eve

WARM TV MOMENTS: has everyone seen the new ebay commercial...it's so nice...just makes me tingle all over...too bad it's for ebay...oh well...take it however you can get it folks...

DORRIS: listen up oldladypower...don't make me open a can on yo ass...i ain't playin' beotch....das my man...shiiiii....hahaha

WHICH REMINDS ME YOU: i love you...more than i know what to do with...it spills over into every part of me...and makes me a happier person...thank you...for being you...you little blessing on the world you...

i suppose that's enough for now...

love...mostly for you...

josh

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what's your favorite smell...the one that makes you feel safe and warm inside...?

Friday, November 12, 2004

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 01:41:47 GMT

come away with me...someplace where people can't help but smile at our embrace...where they see nothing but pure happiness and love in every beautiful aspect of our existance...where we can finally see the truth...i love you

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that's my just a little bit frightened of the way things are going face...

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so...who's ready to move to tahiti...people are disgusting...it's a good thing i've got people like you to remind me to smile...who cares about ignorant politics when i have the greatest gift in the world in my arms...a beautiful heart like yours...still, i'm not kidding about that tahiti thing...we're moving...

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sometimes you just have to make your own damn pyramid...

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YOSE: (that's place to tell stories in japanese) hmmm...sometime i think to myself....why can't you act...and then i remember...oh...it's because i'm trying to figgin kabuki! new challenges make us stronger...i suppose if anything will push my limits...it's children+japanese style...excited?...why yes i am!

FOR YOUR WEEKEND ENJOYMENT: i'd say there are two must sees for the weekend. all who can should visit union station and take a look at the Eubanks production of A New Brain. It's lovely....with stunning performances from the talented Erica and Tara and Stephen and JVP...the others were wonderful too...i just don't know them as well. Cameo apperances from Tyler and Brett were minimal...but stunning none the less. Go see it...it's worth your time. ALSO, go see my lovelies in Little Shop at Ray-Pec. The guy of my dreams is the lead (that's right Shea is the plant) and Jared is Seymore....ba dum chink....that was a joke...of for god's sake work with me here....

ON THE ELECTION: who's excited...*raises hand*...i have a feeling things are going to change...let's hope it's for the better....

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...GROW UP!!!

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MATT!!!

Added my first two customers to the net porn service...Ryan will be my first model...ok so it was a little blah...but work with me...it's progress...hahahaha...if only money were that easy

CARE BEARS: shizo bear?...stereotypical gay bear?....god love you people...you is some kinda beautiful

LESBIAN UPDATE: you didn't hear it from me...but rumor has it...that the RP theatre community is leaning towards a lesbian revolution....A-LLEG-ED-LY

"What if this....is as good as it gets?"

i suppose i could handle that...but i'd rather make it better

YOU: did anyone tell you that you were beautiful today?...sometimes i worry that nobody will treat you like you deserve if i'm not there...but it's ok...i have a solution...at some point...we shall have to creat a situation in which i have regular contact with you (every morning when you wake up for example) and then you can go on with your day with full confidence in how much you are loved....did that make any sense....bah...fuck it....just know that i love you...and i'm thankful for you...and i'm thinking about you...and that's all

i love you...particularly you....

josh

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if you could build your own rainbow....what color would you be sure to include?