| | I know I just updated this but, I love to write.
Being back at home sucks. I already miss college. Granted, seeing
friends and family is great, but it feels like I just graduated high
school again. I'm bored as shit and need a job. I'm in the process of
looking, but it's not that easy. Who would've known? I bust my ass for
four long years only to find job listings for welders and diesel
mechanics? Sounds like Snyder County to me.
Trust me, you'll know when I got a job, because my screams of joy and
relief will no doubt be loud. So in the meantime, I've been doing other
things to relieve my boredom. I've been helping out my parents, taking
walks in the woods, attempting more poetry, taking naps, etc. I'm going
to go to the gym tomorrow and start working out again. I'm going to
make sure I don't overdo it like I do every time I start out again. I
bought Age of Conan today too to relieve my boredom when the weather
isn't the greatest outside.
Speaking of weather, it's been pretty damn cold outside lately. That
sucks, no? It feels pretty good in my house though, almost too good. My
dad has been running our furnace on the lowest setting, and it still
feels like hell in my house. It's really hard to breathe. Yeah, who
would've thought? But I'll sleep good tonight, cause I'm going to keep
my window open.
I'm really looking forward to this Friday. I miss Kyndra like crazy,
and I can't wait to show her more of the life I live in, the positive
side of course! She'll get to meet all of my friends too. I can't
believe two of them are already getting married this summer. Where has
the time gone!? I wish there was a way I could bring the kid or the
rebellious teenager back in me without it being too disruptive. Maybe a
trip to Chuckie Cheese?
I'm really looking forward to the future. I just hope I'm doing all
that God wants me to do. Sometimes when I look around at everyone else,
especially my friends, I feel like I'm not doing enough. That's when I
get depressed and worry about the past. But I quickly bring myself back
to speed, because why worry about something that already happened? My
Carpe Diem strategy hasn't failed yet. But the price of gas has really
isolated me from getting out and doing something. It hasn't stopped me
from seeing my love of course, but it's been stopping me from getting
away somewhere.
Yeah, I just need to get away. Kyndra and I are going on a bus trip to
DC in June. Maybe a little culture is what this mountain man needs.
But for now, I need sleep. Good night everyone.
Current Song: "If" - Charon |
| | Posted 5/20/2008 12:49 AM - 17 views - 0 comments
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