all-day- i --dream a-bout sexxxxxx. why the fuck am I listening to korn? I used to be obsessed back in liike, what, 3rd/4th grade///Then I just absolutely hated them, and their logo pissed me off because it had no possible way of looking attractive.
Yeah yeah I watched a korn dvd at dale's the other day, and I guess that's what has got me going? I'm really kinda taken aback by it all. in all of the old videos Johnathan Davis wore adidas track suits, and that's it. I thought it was the shit.
Today I'm filled with regret. regret about stuff that probably shouldn't really matter. but I realized how many people I miss, and how many people I should have gotten to know better.
i miss a kid who scared me off with love (ewww, what's that?!joiyaeh;d4w).
i wish i could see that daniel lutz just ooooneee moreeee time.pleaase.
i wish me and p.h.h could have done what we wanted to so badly those couple of months.
i wish i could remember that Hickman kid's name. He was so smart and cute, and we totally dug (dig had a change in tense nigga) eachother.
and heey when I went to get my sunglasses fixed at the mall (OLGA i saaw you) I saw that hickman guy... and he totally did a double take when I walked into pearle vision (smart kid=glasses. chyeaaaah). neither of us said a word. but his eyes never left me.
If I'm meant to see any of those people again, I will.
If they are a relationship that really is meant to happen in my life, then it will happen.
I'm starting to believe this statement more and more, because I just keep running into these people...but I usually am too scared to re-hello, you know?
I saw the boy me and Hannah met at the Bright Eyes concert, the one who took us back to his place and as he took a shot of his whiskey said "I like my whiskey like I like my women, 16 years old and all coked up". Ahhh I swear to God he was just a harmless "indie" kid. he was adorrraaable and little. anywaaaays I saw him at the Artisan working behind the counter...ahhhh holy shit (and talk about steroptypical...he works at a coffee shop). I didn't say anything- usual. But I'll see him again, and then we'll get married..or...you know, something like that. HAHA
I feel like I'm living a movie to be honest.
PamelaBrittanyandLauren went out on a cliff by Pamela's today, and I got some pretty pictures, and soon maybe everyone else can see them too.
I think i'm in love with the shawn martin .
He was always so clean cut///and neither of us heard the Brand New cd skip in the heat of the moment
aewyioujw4srohf
mmmm I kind of want to post a poem or something. poems are such a waste of fucking time, but I like writing them anyway. they are a wa aaaaaaaasssstt ttt ee
you are a w a s t e
by the way: "crutch" by Pinback---totally awesome
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