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Name: Lauren
Birthday: 8/17/1987
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

So. A little update I suppose.

I'll start in order of importance:

1.) Mom had surgery on Monday, both boobs gone, but it went really really really well and if there is no cancer in her lmyph nodes then it's quite possible she may not being having Chemo which would probably be the best news ever.

2.) I'm making a few solid friends up here and it's great, but I've been aching for my bests.

3.) Elliott decided to move out, without telling me. I came home last night and all his stuff was gone. No note, wouldn't answer my calls. He finally sent me a text saying that he told me his mom needed him at home and he was bummed I couldn't give him a ride to his car the other day. I've never met someone with such low character but at least he is gone. It gives me a new problem but at least I can be done with all of his bull shit.

Any ideas on how to pay a 1,000 bucks in rent each month? Plus utilities. Of course.

4.) Italian midterm tomorrow? Nope. Today.

Oh. K, well, failed that one.


Umm kind of it. I'm bummed but not...defeated? I guess may be the word. At least my mom's okay. Life is more important than all these trivial things.

Sorry I've been MIA lately. I'm trying to come back. Love you.


Monday, October 02, 2006

Currently I'd wish to be time warped back to 1st semester senior year. thanks.

or 2nd semester freshman year. either one will work.

I miss Mrs. Marin and Mrs. Schirer. I liked those ladies and they liked me.


Monday, September 25, 2006

Blah. Kinda down today.

School's really hard. I hate not doing well. It's annoying.

For those of you who do not know, my mom recently found out she has breast cancer. She had an MRI last week, got the results today, and they found two more lumps. We don't really know what this means exactly. She is scheduled for surgery on Thursday, but that might not happen, because of the new stuff they just found.

SUCKS. sucks sucks sucks. SUCKS.

Having a hard time concentrating on much else really.

Good thoughts. Positive thoughts. Good energy her way, please.

 

Life is good, just frustrating and kinda confusing at times.


Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Oh hello. Yes all's well.

Except for Italian. That's not well. At all. Anybody know Italian exceptionally well who wants to tutor me? Please?


Wednesday, September 06, 2006

If people just cared about each other. Truly cared about the well being of another, the world would be so much better.

Do something good. Anything. I'm begging you. I'll try too.

Care about what you say and how it will affect who you're saying it to.

Don't let the water run while you're brushing your teeth. Sometimes it's all you can do.

Smile at someone.

Think about someone and hope they are having a good day.

Tell someone something you like about them.

Try not to worry about what they think. Does it really matter?

Don't smoke pot. All the time at least. I'm basically addicted and it sucks trying to stop. Smoking increases the amount of dopamine in your brain at the time.

Dopamine = happy chemical your brain naturally releases.

When you smoke a lot, it gets to a point that your brain relys on the pot to trigger that chemical.

No pot = no dopamine

No dopamine = no happy

Fa real. Refute if you must.

 

Just try to do your best. I love you and so do they.

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a great battle." - Philo of Alexandria



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