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Name: Lauren
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: weatherford
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Hey,

 things are going pretty good for me...i have been with an amazing guy named Will since october so its been about 7 months i care about him so much he means everything to me so i just hope that with summer and school ending that things will work out but ne ways im totally excited there are like 8 or 7 days left of school and yea it will be awesome to be up out for summer well i have this project thing to do and i have powerpuff practice in like an hour so i guess maybe ill update later

 Lauren Ashley~


Friday, October 07, 2005

  1. full name: Lauren Ashley Welch
  2. favorite color: red or green
  3. favorite thing to do: play volleyball, talk on the phone, talk on the net
  4. least favorite thing to do: study
  5. when is ur birthday: December 29
  6. where do u live: briarwood (haha im not giving the adress so that u can come tp my house WOW)
  7. who do u live with: my mom
  8. do u have any pets: yea, 3 cats yoda, mitter, jinxy
  9. where do u go to school: weatherford
  10. what is ur favorite subject: history
  11. what do u wanna be when u grow up: a 12th grade history teacher and a volleyball or a cheerleading coach
  12. favorite saying:  it is better to have love and lost then to never have loved
  13. have u ever been in love: yes i think soo
  14. r u still in love: no
  15. have u ever done something that u regret and if so what: i  skipped school to get high lol im jk im sure i have  i just cant think of ne thing right now
  16. name some good freinds friends: wow theres a ton.....shleby lyns candace morgan felecia maggie taylor katie nikki alllissa kortney alyssa mikkie carrie ashleigh scarrlett jenniifer victoria jer savannah chelsea rachel amy alex blakelee brittney mal rocky lauren andrea kate kim allison becca brenda danilell ericka gabbs holly katylin megan yasmin kyla melanie randi nicole taytum vidi caroll elizabeth dena michell cindy jackie patricia renee veronice erin kaylin molly... theres more i just dont feel like typing ne more
  17. favorite sent: coffe and cream
  18. favorite food: apples and peanut butter
  19. favorite book: true meaning of cleavge
  20. favorite thing to say: WOW or GEEZE
  21. favorite memory: " i wear my sunglasses at night" lmao
  22. favorite story to tell: wow now i have to tell it haha its better in person eso if u see me and want me to act it out for u all u have to do is ask lol.......ok well Drew and this kid Daniell to be his partner cuz he thougth that he was really smart becasue he didnt talk much or ne thing and alot of smart kids are like that soo Drew told him to take home the project so that Daniell could get half done and Drew would finish the rest well Daniell comes to school with nothing done and so Drew is like wth why did u do ne thing and Daniell looks up slowly and really creep and says" i was having to much celbrating my birFday" and Drew was trying not to laugh and asks what did u do Daniell says " i played video games and went to skate queen" lamo u had to have been there
  23. what did u do last night: went to the mineral wells parade then to the bond fire it was awesome then hung out with a buch of muh freinds
  24. what dou think about ur self: im a bitch sometimes lol
  25. do u wish u could change ne thing about ur self.....what: sometimes i wish i wasnt so freaking mean
  26. what was the 7th text msg u recived who was it from and what did it say: from some one that is gay and wont tell me who they are they said everbody knows who i am..im rick james biotch lol that was funny tho
  27. 3 missed call: justin evans
  28. 3 incoming call: paul hensley
  29. 3 dialed call: Ze Barrow
  30. what kinda music do u listin to:  well pretty much anyting
  31. favorite song: get low
  32. favorite bands (singers): brad pasily kenny chesney keith urban lee ann womack miranda lambert lee ann rymes missy elliot lil john ying yang twins  audioslave nickelback kelly clarks destinys child
  33. what ringers do u have on ur cell phone: ummm lots linkin park numb lil john get low jlo get right brook valentine girl fight mike jones still tippin mariah it like that amerie one thing beastie boys girls akon lonley gwen stefani holla back girl webbie gimmie that  mariah we belong together pussycat dolls dont cha bow wow let me hold you destinys child cater 2 u snoop dogg signs fat joe get poppin fall out boy grand theft autum evansence my immortal kelly clarkson behind these hazel eyes destinys child loose my breath mario let me love you desnitys child bug a boo special ed i got mail omarion touch missy lose control nintendo super mario brothers theme pacman theme 50 cent candy shop jessica simpson these boots are made for walking
  34. last perosn u talked to on AIM: dalton love
  35. do u like any body: yes they know so u dont need to lol
  36. last person u went on a date with: ur mom
  37. what are u going to do when u are finished with this: clean my room and get ready for my volleyball game!!!!




Lauren Ashley


Thursday, September 29, 2005

Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: ricardo, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: ****tear (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Ricardo

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,

It says.

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...

-Ricardo]

Girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Ricardo wa dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a msg. "Its Ricardo, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 ueverything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!!

[...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also kills himself...]
















OMG i cried so freakin hard when i read that i swear that was the saddest thing ever i love all of yall so much please just remeber that




Lauren Ashley



Tuesday, September 27, 2005

hey,

well lets see umm i dont have much to say but i luv yall and i luv getting 842309482 comments it makes me feel special lol umm ya i have a game tomorrow so yall come watch cuz yall luv me and u know it lol well im gonna go to bed cuz idk there is nothing else to do...comments u know u wanna

Lauren Ashley


Sunday, September 25, 2005

hey

well i was in mineral wells all day today and then i went to some familys house so yea that was ok i got sun burnt tho so....ne ways i went to go get my toes done yesterday which was so freakin funny cuz Joaquin ( for those of u who dont know thats one of the varsity football capatins lol)came with Mel and I and he sat there in the massage chairs making fun of the ppl with me i felt bad after i left but it wouldnt matter if i apoligized cuz they wouldnt be able to understand me lol im so mean i know lol but yea i am tired and i have to clean my room and take a shower so ill ttyl u know u  wanna comment

Lauren Ashley



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