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Interests: Lord of the Rings, Hobbits, Elves, Elvish (Sindarin), Rings, Pirates, Ewoks, Wookies, Swords, Geek conventions (Comic Con), skinny ties, regular ties, Guitars, Punk Rock, Rock, Alternative, more Hobbits, schizophrenic little people that like fish and have a strange attraction to shiny jewelry, LOTR RP-ing, eating, volleyball, beach volleyball, indoor volleyball, biking to the beach, hanging out on the beach, In-N-Out (ANIMAL STYLE WOOT!), NOT running, shopping, being different, finding Engrish, storming the internet, hockey, archery, drawing, flying, aMINals, llamas, platypuses, jackalopes, monchhchis, vacationing, randomness, more Hobbits, Relient K, Switchfoot, Hoobastank, Fall Out Boy, Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Jars of Clay, Evanescence, Beatles, Jet, the list goes on...
Expertise: Sindarin and many things Tolkien, little bit o' guitar, volleyball, and drawing (you can determine that...)
Occupation: Artist
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Monday, October 01, 2007

Currently Listening
Define the Great Line
By Underoath
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Must Reads...

To Read:

Literature by:
Charles Bukowski
Ayn Rand
Isaac Asimov
Kurt Vonnegut

Books:
The 21 Irrefutable Laws of Leadership (Maxwell)
A Heart Breaking Work of a Staggering Genius (Eggers)
Treason (Coulter)
The Witch of Portobello (Coelho)
The Case For Christ (Strobel)
Twilight (Meyer)
House of Leaves (Danielewski)
Brave New World (Huxley)
Portrait of an Artist

If you've read any of these, tell me how they are. ^^
Got any more suggestions? Lemme know! :)

To Do Before I Die:


*Attend The Olympics.

*Swim with a dolphin.

*Travel around the world.

*Send a message in a bottle.

*Write a book.

*See one wonder off each of the nine "Seven Wonders of the World" lists. (I wonder if it's insane to try to see all of them in my lifetime.)



The Seven Wonders of the Ancient
World


The Seven Wonders of the Medieval
Mind


The Seven Natural Wonders of
the World


The Seven Underwater Wonders
of the World


The Seven Wonders of the Modern
World


The Seven Forgotten
Natural Wonders of the World


The Seven Forgotten Modern
Wonders of the World


The Seven Forgotten
Wonders of the Medeival Mind


The Forgotten Wonders

*Write a song/poem that I'm proud of.

*Understand what it's like to not want.

*Go to a concert in a foreign country.


Thursday, September 13, 2007

Currently Reading
The Alchemist
By Paulo Coelho
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YOU GOTTA WATCH THIS!:

           

I recently had a somewhat lengthy discussion with a good friend of mine on spirituality. It wasn't about God. It wasn't about Jesus, so if you're not comfortable with the subject (there are people that are afraid, believe it or not), don't hold back on reading my post. I won't tell you what to think here. I'll bring up topics; you can make your own deductions, and formulate your own opinions. I'm not here to do that for you. So if I don't explain something in writing, you'll know it's because I'd prefer you to think about it rather than being stuffed with my personal beliefs, ideas, etc... Towards the end I'll just leave something to stew about from my own thoughts just for the sake of a some sort of conclusion/cliffhanger.

The point I wanted to get across was the importance of spirituality. Spirituality doesn't necessarily have to involve a deity or ritual like many religions. Spirituality simply involves the belief in something bigger, if you follow me. Some may even take it as what we humans will never understand simply because we aren't meant to. Some take it as fate. Some as coincidence. (If you're still wondering why people are afraid of the subject, it's because certain perspectives of this subject involves some lack of control over one's own life, yet it doesn't have to be so: spirituality can merely involve belief in another presence, omnipotent or not).

I found myself in an extremely difficult situation trying to explain why I felt spirituality was so important, so I moved to fairly universal topics: priorities, materialism, and death. For example, we all know that friends, family, relatives, etc... are of much more value than material possession. Now combine that idea with the priorities of life, everyday priorities, dilemmas. "Should I go to a beach party or a birthday dinner?" "Should I spend a year working or go straight to college?" There are no "right" answers, so to speak. To bring it up a notch, how is any of this, I repeat, any of this, going to matter when we're on our death beds. It certainly matters to the people that we affect that are still alive (considering that we're not yet looking at the subject of an afterlife), but how will it affect us? Here come the slew of questions...

What happens to us when we die? Do we cease to exist? What happens to our state of mind? Our conciousness?  Maybe we just go out like that! No more! No more thinking, theorizing. No more emotions. No more rational thought.

Imagine not being able to think, not being able to deduce where you are, when you are, or even what you are. Pretty impossible for me, personally, but I don't retain the knowledge of ever knowing death (I leave it open for interpretation that I may have been dead before "this life" but I don't remember it). We know death (earthly death) is for eternity, but is it possible to lose all conciousness for eternity?

Now is when I leave a little rambling about what I think and possibly what you might have concluded. If you agree, that's awesome! If you don't, that's awesome too. I figured that spirituality is something that keeps us living, gives us something to hold on to, and gives us some comfort for the "death concept". Spirituality helps me grasp things that I may never be able to understand. Not only is spirituality a gap-filler for me, it's become a way of life. A long time ago, I realized that I have nothing to lose if I chose to live my life in this certain way. Yes, I'd be giving up certain things, but none of these things are nearly as important as having something like spirituality. Personally, the benefits of my decision have been amazing; I don't deny that I've faltered, as I have innumerable times. Choosing to live with a belief in some spirituality is a lot like having morals, values, or scruples. I have a set of morals that I stick to, I have a laid out set of priorities, etc... There are times where I've felt lost and alone, and in saying this, I want to put it out there that there really is no perfect solution to life. We're human, we're going to have our ups and downs. Not everything is going to be peachy. Everyone is going to depart.


Spirituality is a philosophy to some, but I also see it as something much more. I've spent plenty of time thinking it over, going through a journey in search of answers, and I expect to continue to do so for the rest of my life. The real treasure in the journey is not the end point, but the journey itself. I deeply encourage everyone to make a decision to go on a journey, as alike or as dissimilar as it may be to my own.

Don't limit yourself.


Friday, September 07, 2007

Currently Listening
Jars of Clay
By Jars of Clay
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Beautiful, letting go of all you've held on to... Why can't I? Why can't I?

A Franciscan Benediction

May God bless you with discomfort

At easy answers, half-truths, and superficial relationships

So that you may live deep within your heart


May God bless you with anger

At injustice, oppression, and exploitation of people,

So that you may work for justice, freedom and peace.


May God bless you with tears

To shed for those who suffer pain, rejection, hunger and war,

So that you may reach out your hand to comfort them and

To turn their pain into joy.


And may God bless you with enough foolishness

To believe that you can make a difference in the world,

So that you can do what others claim cannot be done

To bring justice and kindness to all our children and the poor.



Amen

*Title of journal from "Beside You Now" lyrics by The Fold


Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Currently Listening
Come Away with Me
By Norah Jones
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I could go on forever... almost

I suppose I'm in a very writing mood. I even made up my own adjective. This stuff was something I threw into a MySpace bulletin. Of course it was intended to be short and mostly unintelligible or illegible, like most bulletins are. But I started rambling and I realized that I've missed writing. A lot.

Illness, Record Labels, Books, and Classes
This has been the weirest 4 sick days... but I think I'm just about healed up! Almost...

On another note... why are all these bands changing/leaving their record labels at the same time? Is it that time of year? I mean, all the changes I've seen have been great! I'm really happy for them because it's a step up! It's just funny to see everybody upping and going at the same time.

On another other note... I got a Coelho book to read! :D And another Palahniuk. ^^ I'm excited for both. And Switchfoot's next album is coming in '08! Woot! Coming on their Indie label!

On another other other note... I just got back from the UK, as you might've seen. New pics everywhere. Here. Facebook. Actually, that's it. Still uploading them. THAT many pictures.

On another otherx3 note... Warped Touring with ONE this year! Check out the ONE Campaign and Make Poverty History! I'mma get all grassroots this Saturday, hahaha. Not crazy about the line up, but Warped is fun anyways! Plus there's a Mae show at USC afterwards. ;) Be there. Buy their new album, Singularity. I'm going to. :D

And then... (I have no clue why I'm writing so much; haven't been to Xanga in a while, I guess, heh. Then again, there is something nice about doing blogs in bulletins instead of blogs: sending your ramblings off into the void where they'll be deleted 15 pages later.) Shoot-- I forgot what I was going to write about. Oh yeah, college: I hate class scheduling. I DEFINITELY should not be complaining because out of this entire week, I got Tuesday afternoon to start scheduling. There are people waiting til Friday night to do that. But at the same time, I'm frustrated. I don't want to get up for class at 8:00! And I don't want to wait (on the same day) to stay out for a class at 8:00 PM! 12 hours to do laundry I guess. And another thing sucks (this goes for pretty much everybody though): ten minute passing periods. A genius came up with this really neat campus map that tells you how far it takes to walk from A to B, and most of my classes are over 10 minutes away from each other! That's assuming I wallk a 16 minute mile. :P
Having classes on Friday is inevitable, I suppose, but I kept my Friday nights open! XD Yes! Hopefully this doesn't backfire on me... I'm looking forward to this year, but I already miss everybody! It's gonna be hard trying to make new friends without trying to look for my old friends within these new ones...

Talking about my classes has made me nervous about my schedule again, so I'll stop and go check that out... make sure getting that dreamy 10:00 class I got wasn't a figment of my imagination...

Cheers!
-RxW

The rest are just the remaining thoughts I didn't think of while writing the bulletin.

This is going to sound very bizarre, but it'll open your mind to some new ideas: I read something written by someone I deeply admire and respect and basically what he said was that everything natural we worry about as humans eventually comes down to reproduction, or the passing of our own genetics. I couldn't stomach it. He spent a long time in college, probably making flow charts and lists, on the subject, so I thought it over. And it makes sense. As he said if we think in terms of people our age, we want to look good to attract people, to gain affection, in hopes of starting or becoming a family, and then to pass on our genetics. Makes sense so far. What about Mr. or Ms. One Night Stand of today? Well, that's where humanity (or should we say nature?) went wrong.


Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Currently Watching
The Goonies
By Jeb Stuart Adams, Steve Antin, Sean Astin, Bill Bradley, Josh Brolin
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On the edge of a rainbow

I. Am. So. Stoaked. Right. Now.

A friend of mine, Sarah, has been working with me and other WHS artists this past year to send some of our artwork to less fortunate kids (past/potential sex trafficking victims) in Calcutta, India, and I'm proud to announce that the article for our project is up at her website Faceless International. You can see the article here.
I'm also going to post it because I'm so STOAKED:

Mary Lange, art teacher at West High in Los Angeles, had a very important goal for theupcoming school year. She wanted her class to be involved in an outreach or community project that would utilize them and their artistic talents. “I talked to my classes about this and mentioned a project that I had seen on the news that described high school artists drawing children from other countries.”

Raechel Wong, West High artist and high school senior, remembered reading about a trip that Stephen Christian (the lead singer of the band Anberlin) went on with his friends in the music industry. “Being a frequent visitor of Stephen Christian’s awe-inspiring blog (modesty.blogspot.com), I couldn’t help but dive into his amazing description of his trip to Haiti. His account of going from the main stage as an artist to the streets of underdeveloped countries completely changed my perception of myself as an American and my ideal of the American Dream. The most prominent idea to me in Stephen’s entries was that every person has a responsibility and the potential to help others, whether it is through a massive movement or a small, simple gesture.”

Inspired by Christian’s words, Wong wanted to be involved with Christian’s next trip to Calcutta, India. “I wanted to incorporate his [Christian] next trip to Calcutta into my mission. Without a plan, I stumbled upon an article that I introduced to the board of West High’s Art Club that explored media coverage of third-world poverty through art. The two ideas were meant to come hand in hand, later giving birth to The Likeness of Love program.” Wong, along with other West High Artists, would hand draw portraits from photographs taken of the children Christian worked with. The hand drawn portraits would then be framed and mailed back to the children of Apne Aap, the school Christian worked in, giving them their very own hand drawn portrait to share with family and friends.

“The results are outstanding. I think it gave West High Artists the opportunity to create art and think about a special person on the other side of the world. The more you look the more you see and by creating these portraits, West High Artists were able to open their hearts and see a Likeness of Love” said Lange. Katie Peters, a West High artist, agreed. “I felt like this project was a way for us to connect with someone we’ll probably never meet. It’s a way to begin building bridges between our cultures and countries– to demonstrate in a visible way the love that you can feel for a complete stranger.” Jonathan Tong, another West High artist, wanted to not only capture the image of the children-but their culture as well. “The project was like gazing into a window at a foreign world within. So many new ideas revealed themselves within the composition. So many wonders and possibilities. The challenge laid within capturing not just the image of the children, but the soul of the culture before us. Through the point of a pencil, the bristle of a brush, and the tip of a marker, we were finally able to join these two worlds into one, resulting in the art that now lies before you.”

Wong does not want the newly started program to end with her graduation. “I hope with all my heart and soul that this project does not sit as a glorious one-time spark in the past of West High; this project was created to fuel inspiration for years and years to come, and it is our intention to keep The Likeness of Love as an annual tradition.”

Because of the energy and passion of some high school artists in California, other students halfway around the world in Calcutta, India, now have memories that will bring hope to their days and will remind them of the love that will continue on throughout the rest of their lives.

Thanks to every one of you guys for inspiring and encouraging during every moment we put this together! Any doubt I had in my mind, one of my friends was there to make it disappear, so thank you!



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