Christy = Quality Uncertainty

基於本人太懶的緣故...如閣下有需要update 本人近況的話...唯有到本人的facebook account一遊：

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=684625721

然而<聽聞>需要sign up才可以view<又可能是我不懂得set 啩>...工作生活近況請見相片<遇著我有閒情逸致的話 - 但其實真的算是很update 的了>...如有疑惑可留言...必覆<如有時間>

嘿...可能你沒有這個需要...那就得看你對facebook有否興趣了...它的picture organization是不錯的~無上限upload<應該係啦>...

< >證明我是一個不太肯定一切的人...

這個沒有外遊的星期揮之則去...我不時徘徊在這個從沒有試圖解決或根本沒有存在的關口上：畢業後工作工作又工作...即將踏入第四個工作的年頭...有時候覺得自己進步了 <從現在進行式的現實角度出發>...但細心一想其實自己仍在原地踏步<從未來式的幻想vs計劃角度出發> 所以嘛...你說我的工作很愜意嗎？我一定會微笑附和...但心裡面一定會問自己：到底這就是我想要行的路嗎？然後呢...到最後...我又會繼續逃避/ 見步行步...同自己講：不如想想下個假去邊度旅行啦啦啦...

反正我就是個不太會肯定的人...對工作前途如是...觀感情感亦然...只因為在我那個uncertainty的國度裡...存在著一個對自己有要求的原則...於是工作上我就會繼續努力做到最好 (所以我投入工作並不代表我好鍾意工作 - 我都話唔係workaholic)....感情上我亦有自己的堅持唔會輕易俾所謂的機會(所以我單身並不代表我好享受單身)

明解冇？ 打打下都打左d 野啦~總算有交代~至於放假期間做過乜..遲d upload photos to facebook...see you there

沒心肝的人why are you working so hard?

親愛的第二最愛：

嘻...看來「忘記生日」是我難以根治的毛病~

嘿...做公關~基本上每天都與死線為伴~但可能習以為常...結果對於日子. 時間變得麻木...也就不會數算身處何月何日...於是...

嗯...大概以上都是本小姐沒有心肝的藉口

我會好好尋覓一份就如本小姐尋覓至愛所用的眼光的禮物

第二最愛上

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忙與很忙有何分別？

四月份~我成功每天都搭邨巴番元朗 = 未到九點已離開公司 = 前所未有 = 好叻呀!!!! ~番到屋企沖埋涼都未夠十點...雖則我仍然捧這捧那save this save that 番屋企繼續...週末~又雖則總會做點公事~但不會佔據所有私人時間~我亦有時間繼續沒完沒了的「房間整治大計」~亦有與朋友相聚的時間~不錯不錯~此乃忙的日子

剛剛那個星期~好像未有搭過邨巴番元朗...離開公司時身心俱疲...死線多而密~event 多而撞期~做到面口繃緊精神緊張~稱之為很忙的日子~再觀察本小姐笑容的真摰度、回應MSN的頻率與速度、以及回應朋友約會的答案(如「果日唔得喎」)~就可以再仔細區分出「忙到想死」丫還是「忙到死左」喇

五月份乃忙到想死

試過做到有個moment 想喊出黎~是今年的一月~那應該就是忙到死左的日子了~

不知不覺間就走過2007年的半個年頭~

下半年的schedule 好可怕~每個月都好像「趕盡殺絕」 一樣~必死無疑!!! 我只係想晚晚趕得切搭邨巴啫...回到自己的房間OT總比困在公司好~

不過~下半年的projects都幾新鮮~所以我仍對這份頗為吃力的工作充滿熱誠...因為...

I really enjoy working here, and do my best for whatever opportunities given to me. As I mentioned to Sze Wah, I'm not kind of person who can easily have a sense of achievement - I won't feel very excited for a succesful event or for many post-event coverage etc...well.....yes a bit happy to receive appreciation from client sometimes, but in fact I rarely have a strong sense of  achievement from the things mentioned above. Instead, I can feel myself grow and improve in the past two years, while this advancement is recognized by others - it is a fabulous feeling that drives me to go ahead, and is where my sense of achievement comes from.

這應該解答到不少人的問題：點解你要做得咁辛苦？

了解

等於結束的愛情
我和你　從兩個窗口看出去
往事遠遠地
演著一場無聲的電影　沒人注意

躲著回憶的身體
帶領我和你的名字向前進
作廢的曾經
留在離開你那天　揮不去

因為太了解所以很傷心
沒有你只好聽著風的呼吸
卻有種叫做時間的東西
說沒問題　最後我們會痊癒

因為太了解我無法堅定
這一次會要掉眼淚的決定
有些遺憾只能一個人聽
很對不起　我還是珍惜

所有的事情

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沒緣沒故但近來就是哼著這首歌呢...

Surprise

ok, start with this, my colleagues do not have access to my blog, I am sending them the same note below...second thing to mention, I'm always feeling I'm soooo lucky lucky to know all the good friends around! (especially when I've never imagined I could meet trust-worthy friends at work!)

To me, it was a great fun yesterday! (hope you enjoyed too! and believe you did!) I appreciate all your effort in organizing the secret and special tram party for me, and will for sure remembr how you guys sing the birthday songs and scream Happy Birthday to me at Causeway Bay!

You know, I've never treated my birthday very seriously and it's always just a simple day for me to meet a few friends for tea or dinner, and it never happened to be a great party with various friends. But, YOU, my valuable friends, all contributed to my experiece of an unforgettable birthday party at my 25th (oh, i dont wanna mention >.<)!

Thank you all - first, have to thank you Hon Gay very wholeheartedly! I know you have spent time and effort on making this party a real surprise to me and you have made it and it is defininitely a memorable one to me! And of course the surprise won't be a success without ALL your good acting skills or good 'hiding the truth' skills - Money, Pink, Carson, Lor, Helen, Tina, Irene, Tammy, Tiffany, Bonica, Keeley - and also those who were invited/ informed but couldn't come - Wendy, Paul, Jenny, Sum, Tivani, Cliff - and those who joined the drinks afterwards - Anthony, ManHay. Please correct/ forgive me if I missed any name...(as you know I'm always absent-minded on this...)

I know I can be a nice friend that you are happy to have one or to talk to, but I am definitely not a very good friend at all - at least I always forget friends' birthday, and I'm never eager to organize anything special to my friends, or always turn down dinners or do not appear in your parties or activities...it's too touching for this sort of me to receive such a great surprise and such a warming treat from you all! I swear: I will continue to be a good friend to you and will continue to be a friend that you can have pillow talks with (but not guarantee, or well I don't think, I can change much regarding the mentioned 'boring' lifestyle or b-day treatment to others...)

Just another thank you note to specials: my long-standing friends Kylie, Kevin my second lover wakaka, Roe (the first and the only call from France!), Cossette, Raymond, Plane, Ricky and some other good friends that I met in recent years (feel honored to be mentioned? hehe) Clement, BrandC, Maxx, Tony.Not to mention all but really thanks for whoever sent mt b-day greetings!

See, not the blue (colleagues) dominates = not working life dominates! YEAH

Monthly update...

I guess it's more than a month....Just tooooooo lazy to update and I don't really want to mention work stuff all the time...a few lines: April should be a busier month but I target to leave office by the time to catch the last shuttle bus to yuen long - and by the time the central air conditioning system no longer functions.....though very probably I'm taking stuff home...

Another thing is...the renovation of my room is in progress!  I've chosen light green as the key color, with the combintaion of light-colored wooden furniture. The furniture should be ready by mid-April....BUT I haven't started packing or dumping the stuff....really don't know HOW to START with soooo many things which I won't define them as rubbish while they have been put at this and that corner for ages...How about the clothes..... ok...I'm going to postpone the date to receive the furniture....towards the end of April.

Be an independant woman (well I always suppose myself to become a splendid single wakaka), saving money is not enough, I have to GROW my wealth! April is a good start for me. I start to invest in funds, and start to LEARN very hard on stock investment ( well....still learning the very very basic knowledge.....maybe I will end up with "investment without knowing much" ).

Well...a very brief review on March...not very busy, or maybe cox I took another leave. Went to Tokyo with family. I've never tried such a packed route. Here are the places I visited in a 5-day-4-night trip: 新宿/原宿/淺草/銀座/上野/涉谷/表參道/築地/disney/dome city.....among all, loved 涉谷 and 表參道 the most. To me, 涉谷 is like a place where I can be surprised by a special shop at the corner of the street. 表參道 is also delighting me by the similar street structure. But people who are looking for convenice may love 銀座 where all shops are just along the main street (but I enjoy 柳暗花明又一shop.......more) 新宿is good for its convenience and never-ended happy hours....

Nothing is perfect - disappointed at the followings: first my mum failed to get a passport so we couldnt go together (um...that's why we were capable to go to many places) Second, it was early march and we didn't see many sakura. Third, I believe it would add fun if i remembered some basic Japanese I learned a year ago! Forth, we were terribly tired every night, though we already gave up 池袋/御台場/六本目 where we ideally planned into our trip. 

Definitely 5-day tour is too short for me, both physically and mentally. And definitely I will visit Japan again, maybe next year or a couple years later, go to somewhere I hvaen't been to, and have to try spa as well!

The last remark is about the reb bombs! Congratulations to 阿安 and 瑩瑩 the MSHH (my hall in U time) new wedding couple! It was my first time to attend a wedding dinner, AND I'm expecting at least one more in the year of pig - Congratulations to Jerry the August husband!