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So im getting tired of all the drama...before i started talkin online to ppl it was just me and zac and some other ppl that live around us...but i started talking to ppl online and now i know nothing but drama...im ready to...just enter HIATUS and not deal with women...im sorry i love u women but....im getting to stressed out...im about to have an aneurysm and my brains going to explode...and i have ppl makeing me out to look like the badguy cuz they cant admit that they did wrong too...i admit some stuff i do is wrong but im not the only one doing bad shit...and i atleast fess up to it...but im not a bad person....__DELETED CONTENT__I KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE AN EXCUSE BUT ITS THE TRUTH...YOU WOMEN DRIVE ME CRAZY TO THE POINT THAT I DO BAD SHIT...i cant escape the shit and it wont leave me alone...so please if ur going to be a bitch to me ppl....do me a favor and leave me the fuck alone...if ur going to be nice to me...ill greet u with arms wide open...
 
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that i keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
What i really meant to say
Is im sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
UPDATE...i've created a Blogring...support me and join it...its on my blogrings...its called VAMPIRIC UNDERWORLD BLOOD HARVEST...join up plz...love you all
UPDATE...ive decided to delete some of the content of this post because some good friends are hurt by my talk of suicide...in respect for them and myself i will comply...__DELETED CONTENT__
UPDATE AGAIN...just now me and her got in a fight and she called me gay...she told me i should turn gay to avoid women problems...so i dont know if we r friends anymore...__DELETED CONTENT__...so W/E
So yea once again i was hurt once again by my stupidity of thinking i can ACTUALLY find the right girl...hahahaha...boy thats funny...i should know by now that the right girl for me doesnt exist...and i always seem to find girls that have some problems...i would name off problems of all the girls i had but i dont feel like dealing with more angry women...anyway the fact is that the one girl for me...in my opinion...was probably crystal...im sorry to all the other chiks that read this but i dont want to offend any of you...but Crystal was the closest to perfect ive ever had...except the fact SHE KILLED HERSELF...so she had problems too...BUT TO BE REAL I LOVED ALL OF YOU...EVERY ONE OF THE GIRLS IVE BEEN WITH HAVE GIVEN ME SOMETHING SPECIAL...i know some of you will ridicule me for being emotional over an online relationship...but it wasnt supposed to be online much longer she was supposed to move to this town and we would be together...that didnt happen...nothing ever goes the way i want it to...IM NOT MEANT TO BE HAPPY...im supposed to be alone in a house with a cat...maybe a dog for the rest of my sad, lonely, pathetic, miserable life...maybe i will atleast have some friends that can stop by on occasion and say hi...__DELETED CONTENT__...
__DELETED CONTENT__...all that keeps me going is the little group of friends i have left...not many but it keeps me trudging along slowly...I hope to find the answers to the reasons why im not allowed to be happy someday...then i will realize why the world is so cold to me...
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im just not meant to be loved or allowed to be with anyone...
ill continue my journey throught life alone once again
<///3 Jeremy
<///3 <---upgraded to 3 slashes for my poor broken heart
P.S. if anyone gives a flying fuck i will update on my sad pathetic life someday...maybe i will have good news...maybe i will be just as sad of a person as i am now...we will see
WHATEVER...I GIVE UP...FUCK ALL WOMEN...i think 6 chances is enough...I cant say that...there are some women out there that care about me...they r there somewhere... |
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