recent feeling

I can only use one word to describe my recent life is busy. I am facing shortage of man power in my team. Honestly, I feel frustrated to this company especially under the new management. My boss cannot understand my current situation and even take my people to another team for help in such a short time. When I finally know the truth of this decision making, I really feel angry about his management skills. I am querying about his MBA qualification. For this sudden change, my whole planning to achieve the sales target is collapsed. And this is my first time feel frightened and hopeless on my job. The pressure make me furstrated and even cry few times.I do not think I will have a good career path in this company anymore because the relationship with my boss turning very bad after the Basel Fair. This decrease my loyalty and motiviation to work in this company. I think it is the right time for me to change another atmosphere.

I finally understand why all the ex-Latitude collegues has that kind of feeling to this company and everytime i meet them, i only can listen the bad things of this company but no good things. Honestly, if you ask me whether this company is worth for me to keep working, I can say i will think about it.....

My house decoration is in the final stage and will plan to be finished within this month. Actually, the whole process make me quite exhausted especially under such busy life. I need to make lots of decision and spend quite lots of money on buying new stuffs. I hope my decision for the house decoration is correct and worth...... 

busy day

Finally i pick up all stuffs and move back to Tai Po now. I think I need to stay here around 2 months. In this period, I can eat my mum's cooking, so good.

On Monday, I will go to Switzerland for the fair. I know I will be super busy this year because there is a lot of meetings and only me to write the meeting record. Moreover, I am quite worry my team when i am not in Hong Kong. But i understand that it will be a good learning path for all my sub-ordinates.

I wish my team can rebuild shortly and so my teammates can work happily.

my planning

1) Declaration my house from the end of March to end of June. It cost HKD 150000. And I need to buy all new funiture.... so I need to save money and cannot spend so much.

2) After someone talk to me, I am clear that I  have no hope to get married in these 2 years. Therefore, my marriage should be in 2011.

3) I do not understand what is the meaning of guarantee..... my boss blame me i cannot reach the target and thus cannot get thirteen month pay. This makes me so upset to this company, i think it is the time to planning my next career.

I am a good man

Last night, I found someone who lost the mobile phone on the street and i send it to the police station. Am I a good man?

傷情路

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLjKFmVJjHw

好想再共你橫濱散步
好應該有著你無須帶地圖
稱心路線已經找到

可惜我任性常走錯路　多番不聽預告
沒人陪伴我於旅途　才明白你那天的好

常抱恨我　不懂分寸
無理太多　因此疏遠
今天方珍惜你點點好處
可惜雙腿行錯圈

難再共你　星光繾綣
懷裡抱緊　只有在前傳
情失守怎算　不想迴避疏遠

不應太任意隨便氣傲
不應該有著你仍一塌糊塗
我竟令你太多苦惱

終於再沒有陽光雨露　天荒不再地老
突然離別棄於半途　才明白我錯手推倒

常抱恨我　不懂分寸
無理太多　因此疏遠
今天方珍惜你點點好處
可惜雙腿行錯圈

難再共你　星光繾綣
懷裡抱緊　只有在前傳
情失守怎算這　戀人路有分叉線

盼深愛可回頭修補　怕會見十秒亦難做
心有定數　流落到不起眼荒島

常悔恨我　不懂分寸
無故發嬲　不懂收斂
今天方珍惜你雙手溫暖
可惜得單程發展

由暖漸冷　不得不算
時間說出　戀愛沒迴轉
誰不懂心軟　於傷情路兜轉