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| Ive always wanted to live in a town where no one moves and nothing ever changes and where everyone knows each other. Have that same neighbor and best friend since you were like talking. The smae school every year of elementary and that same middle school and high school that everyone talks about until you get there. The high school Im going to that I already knows half the teachers because my brother went there all 4 years like I will. A little town you know by heart and know every street and every hide out place and your backyard being all woodsy where you and your best friends build this awesome little tree house you were so proud of when you were all small at age 7. And when you grow up and go through high school its always been your hide out spot or secret place you and your friends only know of becuase its that special secret hide out that no one can find even though its in the middle of the woods. But you keep that to you and your friends. Ive always wanted a guy to be my best friend and to know me by heart just like I know him. A guy I can ask if that looks ok and he tells me the trut. My best friends thats a guy whos lived next to me my whole life through good and bad times. A best guy friends anyone has ever had and just to knows hes there to talk to and share everything with and he shares everything with me. A guy to know your best friendes but will never be more then love but you guys have always loved eachother since you were 2. Your best friend who no one touches or they know they'll have to mess with both you "badass" girls. One to jump up and down with you when you get your 1st car and know she'll be the 1st to test drive it with you. Your best friend that you both know will let you cry on eachothers shoulders when your heart breaks for the 1st time. The girl you know will share all the gossip and secrets with you and she knows you'll do the same. And through all the fights and nights of not calling, you both always remember even before pre-school being friends and it always goes back to normal. Those walkie-talkies you pull out from under your pillow that you and your 2 best friends used and still use since u were 8 always come in handy when you dont want to use your cell phones in the middle of the night. On clear nights you have that window you sneak out of to sit up on your roof and look both left and right to see your friends joining you on theirs. For years now you've memorized every door and floor board that squeaks and the ones that dont. Your a master mind of sneaking in and out without gettin caught. Ive always wanted the same room in the same house on that same stret of the same city that never moves in that same state of that same country. And all those times you've wanted to leave and run away you never get past the end of your town becuase you always come back. You come back to your house. Your forever same house you call home since you were born. Ive always wanted that protection of knowing nothings goin to change in where I am and who Im with... Ive always wanted that TV sameness life
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| ok so really....ive almost totally given up on this whole xanga thing
again. its really pointless n i dont feel like spillin all this crap of
me on here cuz i mean like random ppl could read it if they wanted to.
plus im not really inta a lot of things right now n its jus bs wit me
right now. so sry if this is the last entry for a while.
later,
ry-ann
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| yea...new look here n all. i still totally loveeeee john mayer but i
thought i needed a change. find my inner ryann side and stick wit bein
a band dork. haha. yea im still changin a couple things here n der but
i think its really cool so im gunna stick wit it. well...dats it
for now again
always love those band dorks,
Ry-AnN
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