The What if game...

Its late...2:30 am late. I can't sleep because I took a nap after work today (which I know I shouldn't have done, but my bed looked so comfy and it was rainy out...) So now I am up, and actually not thinking about my future...I am thinking about my past and saying "what if"... I should not have gotten my old year book out...

What if: I went to a different college, didn't major in Nursing, made certain descisions sooner, went back to work at camp this summer, ect.

This is a dangerous game to play. I don't want to get caught in the past. I can't go back and change it. I can only look towards the future and the plans God has for me (still trying to figure that out).

ok, change of subject (throwing yearbook into dark corner of closet!)... Beach was awesome with Rachel, Cindy and Anna. We watched the whole first season of 24 and half of the second season (which I finished last night). It is safe to say that I love that show and the character Tony! We had a blast playing cards, lying on the beach, and drinking Margaritas. Cedar Point was also so fun. Melissa, Brad, Eric and I drove to Ohio, set up camp and spent two great days riding the coasters and eating Chick-fil-a! This week is back to work, but then my Parents are coming out on Saturaday. Which means I will be up late friday night cleaning my room! Well, I should try to get some sleep before the sun comes up.

Late nights and Jesus talks...

I think I am going to take the GRE...

My vacation at home was wonderfu. It was so good to see all my highschool friends again, not to mention being able to be a part of Addison and Megan's HUGE day! IT was wonderful and the weather was beautiful and sunny, plus dancing is always fun!

Coming back to MI is always hard, but once I got back to work everything was normal again. Sometimes I feel as though I over commit myself. I have several groups of friends that I have to divide myself between, plus working at Raybrook 32-40 hours a week and babysitting 15 hours a week, life gets a little stressful. However I am loving summer, but also ready to go back to school!

Today I went with Anna and some friends to the B93.5 Birthday Bash. For those who don't know it is a two day country concert with artists like the Wreckers and Sara Evans performing. It took forever to get in. Once we got in we put on sunscreen and set up our chairs. I got burnt to a crisp...seriously. Thats not all, I have racoon eyes from where my sunglasses were. I look like a lobster with white eyes...trust me, its scary!

Well, I am tired to I am going to eat dinner and watch a movie! Yay for sleeping in tomorrow!