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Name: Leesa
Birthday: 2/28/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: God and being a witness, I can't live without Chapstick and Gum, getting stuff in the mail, wearing random colors together, I can't live without music : all american rejects, yellowcard, tBs,matchbook romance, my chemical romance, jack johnson, fall out boy, senes fail, the darkness, ashlee simpson, kelly clarkson, avril lavigne, shadows fall, soooo many more... mmmm, fudge brownies, Gilmore Girls and Smallville, taking pictures,dealing with a broken heart, sleep, FRIENDS AND FAMILY, dancing with no skill and singing with no skill, beautiful eyes, college life, kisses on the forehead, cuddle when its cold, smell and warmth of fresh laundry,
Expertise: not knowing what im doing, not being able to let go of people, i can be mean when its called for, stressing any situation,not being able to control my emotions, being insecure, becoming jealous, perfectionist at nothing, i still act like a little kid
Occupation: Student, Kinder Kare Day Care,
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  leesuh04
MSN: leesuh04@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  lees3304
Member Since:
3/25/2004
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| so ive been thinking, and i finally know what i need... i need a really nice, great, sweet, funny guy to take me out on a date. ( and i can safely say this [ a bold statement for me ] bc hardly anyone reads this). and not necessarily a dinner and a movie date. in fact im pretty sure that's not what i want. something different. actually, something simple. just make some dinner together, watch a movie on the couch... just being ourselves. but i want to hear the words
" hey i was wondering, would you like to go on a date with me?" okay maybe not those exact words, but something close to it you know? ive been on "dates" before but nothing that was the basic boy asks girl out thing... it was more of a, "hey, what are you doing tomorrow night?" thing... or an "its understood we are going to see each other tonight" kind of thing. so... hopefully this real date thing happens sometime... probably wont. but a girl can dream. | | |
| ugh... im back in my depression. great. my sister has inspired me. maybe ill be able to write and bare my soul in the same way or well similar way that she does. im going to give it a try in the next few days... | | |
| finally...i spent all of today with my mother. all of it. now, dont get me wrong, i love spending time with my mom, in fact its actually one of my favorite things to do, but we spent all day at my grandma's house cleaning it, and we're still not done, we also visited my grandma at the nursing home, but like always, she was rude and unappreciative. i hate it, its not like my grammy to be like that, but thats another day, another blog. and after all that we went to wal mart... finally just before 930 i was able to get home, put away groceries and begin putting away laundry... then finally... FINALLY i get a phone call, it was carolyn, asking me to come hang out at their house. do you know how long it has been since someone called me to come hang out? if i go out with friends, its usually bc i called or texted them to see what they were up to. but tonight, i was finally asked without me instigating it. it made me the happiest ive been in a while.. especially bc i have been so down lately. so thanks to carolyn, wiley, matt, jonathan and brian, my faith in friends has been restored! now i must sleep bc im going to make a valiant effort to make it to church tomorrow! | | |
| i am already tired of opening up Kinder Kare at 6:30 AM and i still have plenty of summer left to do it. i feel like such a grandma bc i cant hang out or stay up late bc i have to wake up at 530... it sucks. i hope we find someone new soon! a longer blog will be soon to come. | | |
| i should be studying for a math test tomorrow.... :( but i just thought i would let you know that formal was a bust. i enjoyed being with all my sorority sisters, but the event itself... not fabulous. and it wasnt the formal committees fault. it was the stupid hotel for only letting us rent the rooftop for 2 hours BEFORE it got dark. :( but it was good to get out of town for a bit, and i got to see my nephew so that is always fabulous. he always just fills my heart with so much happiness and love.  thats my curtis! he's graduating this semester though, so im kinda bummed out about it. he's one of my best friends at hpu. :(
 thats elise, she is one of my little sisters and i absolutely love her!
 i love kim, she was in charge of the committee and she is so so cute!
 thats my pammers! ( pamela) she just finished pledging with elise and i love her as well!
 thats my tater tot, and i am her ketchup. we go fabuously and she is also one of my little sisters, and a great friend. i love my telina!
 these are my 3 best friends at HPU. Robin Wheeler, Lauren Chesworth, and Amanda Whisler. I love them with all my heart and im bummed that they are all graduating early next december! what am i going to do without them??
 this is the XAO group that showed up to formal! although not everyone was able to make it. :( such a good looking group of girls! ( with hot studs!) i love Chi Alpha Omega!
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