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Name: Courtney
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Kansas City
Gender: Female


Interests: ***i love music. Especially Finnish Rock like HIM, CKY,apocalyptica, the rasmus, the 69 eyes, guns and roses, Bloodpit, hanoi rocks, Lordi, nightwish,killpretty, poets of the fall, To/Die/For,sentanced, and soul relic. other music i like is MCR, FFTL, A7X, senses fail, underoath, taking back sunday, Kill hannah, alexisonfire, breaking benjamin, bullet for my valentine, Finch, Dresden Dolls, From Autumn to Ashes, imogene Heap, Hawthorne Heights, Hinder, Seether, Stained, Iron maiden, The Misfits, al little bit of marylin manson, paramore, Pretty girls make graves,and she wants revenge...to name just a few
Expertise: screwing things up....
Occupation: Student


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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Currently Listening
Angels
By 69 Eyes
perfect skin
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102% depressed...riiiiiiiight.(i love retarded surveys.)

(x) You wear mainly black.
(x) You have had 5 or more arguments with your parents.
() You owned a pair of ripped jeans.
(x) You've cried yourself to sleep.
(x) You've thought about suicide.
(x) You've screamed so loud that your throat hurt
Total: 5
() You're a transvestite
(x) You own at least one metal CD
(x) You buy/bought stuff from hot topic
(x) Sometimes you'd rather be someone else
(x) You wear eyeliner
(x) sometimes, even with your friends you're quiet and or sad
(x) You cry every day, well pretty much
(x) You cry at least once a week
(x) You'd never be seen in bright pink
() You have smoked Cigarette(s)...
(x) You've lost a close loved one
() You wanted an old love back but they didn't want you
Total: 9
() Right this second you want to die
(x) Your bedroom wall/s are black or dark colors
() You've attempted to starve yourself
(x) You've dyed your hair black
() You've dyed your arm hair
(x) Your computer is full of or has Gothic symbols
(x) You sometimes feel like the whole world is against you
(x) You stay up late
(x) Sometimes you feel that your family couldn't care less about you.
(x) You only leave your room to pee and eat when you're home
() you drink/drank/tasted alcohol.
Total: 7

(x) You wear long sleeves in the summer
(x)You have fallen down from crying so hard before..
(x) You have worn spikes
(x) You have worn chains
(x) You have at least one band Tee
() You own merchandise of The Used
(x) You own a death metal CD
(x)your myspace is or ever was black/Gothic/emo
Total: 7

(x...sometimes) you dislike your siblings
() You care more about your looks than alot of more important things.
(x...almost) Your hair is currently black
() You own hand cuffs.
() Satan is your friend
(x)You own at least one shirt with sayings
() You have to take medicine because of depression..
(x) You lick or have licked your blood when you are bleeding
(x) You're not afraid of the sight of your own blood
(x)You normally don't smile in pictures.
Total: 6

Now take your total number, and multiply it by 3 and post saying "I'm _% depressed


Sunday, February 18, 2007

Currently Listening
Devils
By The 69 Eyes
Feel Berlin / Christina Death
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Feel Berlin and Christina Death

. Christina Death

She likes to sleep her nights with the window open wide
Just in case her Dark Prince would come by the silvery light
She lives with her two cats a "please no ads" sign on her door
Memories in her photo books some of them still a bit sore

Christina Death
Smokes cigarettes in her bed
Christina Death
Paints her lips every night blood red

She hates Christmas nights more than dressing up in white
The lightning's something she adores like Frankenstein's Bride
She's obsessed with the Hollywood Book of Dead church yards give her more
No room for the living in her heart cold as 1334

Christina Death
Smokes cigarettes in her bed
Christina Death
Paints her lips every night blood red
Christina Death
Drinks Absinth after giving head
Christina Death
I know you before we ever met


Feel Berlin

Do you like concrete agony Kreuzberg on Saturday
Tell me baby what you need
There's the Zoo alive as the city sleeps tonight
Eternal divided dreams

Going down to Potsdame singing Checkpoint Charlie blues
The 70's brought Bowie baby


Do what you do
You gotta feel Berlin
Baby yeah
You gotta feel Berlin
Baby yeah
You gotta feel Berlin

Do you like punk rock mutiny rock'n'roll depravity
Tell me baby what you need
Boys keep swinging Wild At Heart until the morning
Let the city baby set you free

Going down to Potsdame singing Checkpoint Charlie blues
The 70's brought Bowie baby


Do what you do
You gotta feel Berlin
Baby yeah
You gotta feel Berlin
Baby yeah

Just life that's what it is
Don't be afraid of an angel's kiss
Just life that's what it is
Don't be afraid of
A criminal kiss

 



Currently Listening
Devils
By The 69 Eyes
Christina Death
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"Goth"......retarded surveys are fun....

[PREP]

[] You own a digital camera.
[x] You've been called white
[] You own something from abercrombie.
[] You own something from pacsun.
[] you own something from Hollister.
[] You own something from American Eagle.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPOD/MP3 player.
[xxxxxxxxx] You love/like Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat.
x] You love shopping.
[] You have more than one house.
Total: 6

[GOTHIC]

[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x]You have thought about death.
[x] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] Your hair is dark.
[x] You dislike preps.
[] You're an athiest.
Total: 8

[PUNK]

[] Your can skateboard.
[x] You've worn plaid.
[x]You like Converse.
[] You hate MTV.
[] You have/had blue/pink/purple/red/green hair.
[x] You dislike pink.
[x] You hate/dislike preps.
[] You wear skateboarding shoes
[] You play the electric guitar and are actually good at it.
Total: 4

[GEEK]

[x] You like the computer
[] You like Harry Potter.
[x] You are supposed to wear glasses/contacts.
[] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading.
[] You are in band.
[] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew.
[] You always do your homework.
[X]You never miss school unless you're sick.
Total:5

[EMO]

[x] You have been depressed.
[x] You have black rimmed glasses.
[] You like the band Taking Back Sunday.
[X] You cry easily.
[] You like emo music
[x] You hate being called emo.
[] You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[]You have/had a sad MySpace layout.
[x] You think emo guys/girls are hot
Total: 6

[GANGSTA]

[] You like rap.
[] You are in a gang.
[] You wear/wore rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear all of the time
[] You swear in front of your parents
[] You have free styled
[] You have worn high tops with the tongue flipped out.
[] You can break dance
[] you say the "n" word.
Total:1

[HARDCORE/SCENE]

[x] You like loud music.
[x] You love/loved the Ninja Turtles
[] You never walk anywhere.
[] You wear slip-on shoes.
[] You wear band t-shirts.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[] You like/love the band Norma Jean.
[] You love to "hardcore" dance
[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
Total: 3

WHICH ONE HAS THE MOST X'S?
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"Goth"......retarded surveys are fun....

[PREP]

[] You own a digital camera.
[x] You've been called white
[] You own something from abercrombie.
[] You own something from pacsun.
[] you own something from Hollister.
[] You own something from American Eagle.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPOD/MP3 player.
[xxxxxxxxx] You love/like Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat.
x] You love shopping.
[] You have more than one house.
Total: 6

[GOTHIC]

[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x]You have thought about death.
[x] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] Your hair is dark.
[x] You dislike preps.
[] You're an athiest.
Total: 8

[PUNK]

[] Your can skateboard.
[x] You've worn plaid.
[x]You like Converse.
[] You hate MTV.
[] You have/had blue/pink/purple/red/green hair.
[x] You dislike pink.
[x] You hate/dislike preps.
[] You wear skateboarding shoes
[] You play the electric guitar and are actually good at it.
Total: 4

[GEEK]

[x] You like the computer
[] You like Harry Potter.
[x] You are supposed to wear glasses/contacts.
[] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading.
[] You are in band.
[] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew.
[] You always do your homework.
[X]You never miss school unless you're sick.
Total:5

[EMO]

[x] You have been depressed.
[x] You have black rimmed glasses.
[] You like the band Taking Back Sunday.
[X] You cry easily.
[] You like emo music
[x] You hate being called emo.
[] You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[]You have/had a sad MySpace layout.
[x] You think emo guys/girls are hot
Total: 6

[GANGSTA]

[] You like rap.
[] You are in a gang.
[] You wear/wore rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear all of the time
[] You swear in front of your parents
[] You have free styled
[] You have worn high tops with the tongue flipped out.
[] You can break dance
[] you say the "n" word.
Total:1

[HARDCORE/SCENE]

[x] You like loud music.
[x] You love/loved the Ninja Turtles
[] You never walk anywhere.
[] You wear slip-on shoes.
[] You wear band t-shirts.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[] You like/love the band Norma Jean.
[] You love to "hardcore" dance
[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
Total: 3

WHICH ONE HAS THE MOST X'S?
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

.......

Wow, i havent updated in a while....oh well....

so anyone that has read Twilight and/or New Moon by Stephanie Meyers  and can write, should totally come join the coolest RP site ever.

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Its awesome. anywho....yeah im just über bored.... oh! speaking of German..... (which i was) I am now in German 2.... its amazing. my teacher is so cool (i love Frau W.)  that and i get to randomly say things in german to people (specially VIKKI) and its fun to have them get annoyed. :D

thats about it........

XXXCourtney Rochelle

p.s. JOIN THE RP!!!!!



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You can't escape the wrath of my heart Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone) All faith is lost for hell regained In the dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave) Let me breathe you this song of my heart before I lead you along this path in the dark Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth I'll be the thorns on every rose You've been sent I hope (You'll grow cold) I am the nightmare waking you up From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before) Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close Paint you my soul, scarred and alone Waiting for your kiss to take me back home Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart Hold me (Like you held on to life) Like you held on to life (When all fears came alive and entombed me) My vampire heart Love me (Like you love the sun) Like you love the sun (Scorching the blood in my) My vampire heart




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