Ai! I know naught what to do anymore, dearest pages. My wife loves another. Yet still claims love for me. I know it to be true; her love for me. But why would she fall for another but for the fact that I have not been good to her?
I spoke with Leac today; the man she loves. A good person, to be sure. He's known her longer than I have. Perhaps, then, she has loved him longer, but could not have him because he already loved Shahalla?
What next, then, did she marry me simply because she desired to be with someone...anyone, and I was the lucky one to walk into her path first?
I hardly think so. Melaamin is not like that, and I know she is not, no matter what she thinks I believe. She loves me! And I love her. I love her with every essence of my being, my existance. We have two lovely children, a happy marriage. No true mountain path can be called so without rocks.
Leac spoke of his relationship with Sha, as well. He says that despite the slight problems here and there, he'd never change it for the world. Yes, he admitted loving my wife, but he never planned going any further with it.
Hear me, Dearest Lehanna, I hold no wrongs against you. I hold no negatives and only love. You are forgiven, though you did not need to be. As Yu told me yesterday, everyone has desires, even I have. Let us get ovet this rock together and come out closer than before.
I know we can. | 
