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Name: Catherine
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State: Florida
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Interests: The darker things in life. I simply adore books and children movies. ((shut up. I know you're laughing behind that computer screen))
Expertise: I write poetry and stories. I also do pathetic attempts at drawing.


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Sunday, February 03, 2008

Currently Watching
Tin Man (Two-Disc Collector's Edition)
By Zooey Deschanel, Neal McDonough, Alan Cumming, Richard Dreyfuss, Raoul Trujillo
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Hey Look IT!

I actually still live...wow. It's been oh what..about a year now....

Sounds like an update. Now set in convenient easy to pick and choose categories.

Friends

Krystal is now living in an apartment with her boyfriend, Jonathan. Her mom had kicked them (yes them...) out of her grandparents house. So she was living with Brittany's family for awhile. Jonathan cheated on her (yes I know who with..no I'm not going to say) suffice to say I still wish to beat him him every time I see him. Krystal may have forgiven him but he still hurt my friend. They plan on getting married when they have the money to spare.

Tiffany
lives in New York, New York.  She's in an art college..or at least art geared classes. She seems to have a problem getting a stable room mate though. Other than that she seems happy if sometimes lonely and crazy busy.

Beth came over to the state for her brother's graduation. Meant to visit each other...I didn't have the gas and she did not have the time. Promised to actually get in touch next time. She broke up with her boyfriend and moved from Ohio to Nevada. She's in love now ^_^ and seems to be doing well.

Shayla I haven't talked to in months. I keep trying but since October which I saw her.. yay! she's been busy with working and other such things. She graduated high school finally doing an internet course.Her and her boyfriend are going to get married and they are sickeningly in love..seriously lol.

Sara contacted me via text message... I txt ed back..She still hasn't answered months later.

Jennica She doesn't call she doesn't write.. I worry for her and her siblings. Her mom is being neglectful and abusive and Jennica tried to get custody of them but the court ruled against it.

Audrey Send me an e-mail! I miss you.

Nate heh Him and me have had some words. still friends but yeah.

Roger you know I know like almost nothing about his life..we talk off and on but he's all sorts of evasive on the subject. but he seems ok.

Satheian (is that his name? you know I don't remember and I never think to ask cause I don't even remember if he's given me his real name) In the marines now. He seems to like it. All I have to say is it is NOT for me. flirtatious as ever though -_-

Mitchell
(new internet friend) He's getting a book published ^_^. He says it'll possibly be under the title Hero, Second-Class.. look for it this fall. Sounds very amusing.

Family

Almost the same as ever. My Aunt Karen divorced Chris... All very amicable. The rumor mills whisper constantly about wether or not she has a boyfriend. Personally I could care less. My family was pist when she announced the impending divorce though. Acting like she hadn't tried everything under the sun to make it work. Of course they're all in love-less marriages. I don't have that infliction. I'm glad she got out of a marriage where neither person was in love with the other.

John is back at Bay High unfortunately. Mom says it's changed but I don't see it. The way they talk he's still being treated like he's in elementary school and even worse they want him to make a career out of working form the school. John is NOT stupid for goodness sake. The only thing beyond a wandering mind (which we all techinically suffer from by the way) that messes with his schooling is the fact that no one has challenged him. They have left him stuck in the fourth grade since he got there. so it's all he knows.

Kenneth and Miranda seem to be doing well in school. Kenneth will be entering Middle School next year and is reportedly doing very well with sports. Miranda will be going into first grade if her current teacher would just get over herself. She thinks that Miranda is retarded because Miranda would rather do other things instead of school work. Mind she knows very well what to do and understands all the assignments. She just doesn't like work. Which is normal. She's doing her work now anyways after her mom got onto her.

Job

Well I am now an Independent Mary Kay Consultant..... sadly I have no customers. I try I really do but I strike everyone as horribly ugly or much too young to be doing this credibly (neither of which surprises me) I have been working off and on with my grandad.in the mean time

College

I went last semester payed it myself. Absolutely bombed. I started out really really well but completely lost interest. It really doesn't help that I don't think furthering my education and having career is at all important. I'm re-taking the courses now. Still suffering from nonchalance. Auditioned for both plays...got in neither...not a surprise. Joined the dance team..made substitute..can't be in it now cause of my bad grades.

Me

Well I'm incredibly and horribly emo. I've had my heart broken..most of my friends are gone and I can't seem to make new ones. The church I went to and has been around since before I was born now no longer exists. I've completely lost hope that anyone will ever love me because and despite of who I actually am. The only thing that gets me through is God.


Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Currently Listening
Somewhere Only We Know
By Keane
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I live!

*giggles* My stars and garters I have not posted on here in two forevers. Update!

I quit my job at KFC..again! Yes I know what you are all thinking. Why did I ever do so a stupid thing. Jobs are good they gives us the monies in which to purchase stuff. ..Well the sad thing is I have this little thing called pride. I hated that job I always have, but I simply could not bear it anymore the annoyance of working with people that not only did not respect me, like me, and tended to accuse me of being horribly lazy when there were others that were doing nothing when I was racing around filling orders.... *sighs* anyways I'm looking for yet another job..again. Hopefully I shall be hired ^_^

My friends.... Well poor Tiffany is disconnected to the net therefore I can only talk to her via phone. I am not a phone person I do not talk on the phone unless I have something to say. I do make it a perogative to get vital updates though. Her birthday was the fifth ^_^. .....Shayla.. she seems happy enough with her boyfriend in Arizona. They gots a kitty ^_^ and he got her a promise ring. So marriage is on the agenda....Jenica... I actually  haven't heard all that much from her. I know her betrothed when she moved is now gone and a most foul cretin he is. Her mother is ugh absolutely positively horrid and therefore Jenica is fighting to gain custody of her siblings. Jenica! I pray for you and gives your sisters and brother hugs from me! ..... Sara...still hasn't contacted me since New Years. She's moved by now for sure. She never dropped the stuff I had in her car over at my parents like I asked. I am a little peeved at her. I do hope she is well though with..whats-his-name.. if you're reading this it's nothing personal I'm just really really bad at names..I mean really bad. ....Beth! I've been talking to Beth ^_^ She's in Ohio and quit her job too. and it seems that she has had an identity crisis since she moved. Poor thing.......Krystal...hmmm she's that same mostly..weaving in the unemployment line....I get the feeling I've left someone out.... oh yes Roger.. we talk about nothing important..that reminds me he wanted me to write him a letter.... Nate ^_^ He makes me feel all warm in my squigeadly-squooch..... He also has gotten lots of bad physical stuffs happen to him..poor baby.

I gots my first ticket(s) ever!!! One for speeding... and the other for an expired license plate.....the one for the license plate is taken care of but I gots to go to court the 27th for the speeding. I just hope it is nothing more than a fine. I really was trying to get home before it started seriously storming and I would have made it too! By the time all the officialness was done and my grandad came to pick me up it was a good hour or two later and then it started to absolutely drown the world. This was the first of march by the way that this happened.

I've been all sorts of creative. I wrote a new poem last week. First one in almost a year! and I've decided to draw stuffs again no matter how horrid it looks... seee -----> http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/52720160/

there now a plausible thing...the embedding obviously didn't work before


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Currently Reading
The Scarlet Pimpernel (Enriched Classics)
By Emmuska Orczy
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gah! my sinuses started acting up saturday and ever since then I've been all sneezy..

Kfc is going the same way I thought I would. I still despise it, but it's a job. Thanks to my manager's scheduling genius I worked a double saturday and they've been trying to call me in when I have off since but I have declined. I know I need the hours but I'd rather not have the stress of an under-staffed fast food restaurant.... Customers tend to be insanely impatient. Remember people do not be rude to the person that prepares your food!

I've been talking to Nate alot lately. ^_^ We've absolved some problems we've both strictly ignored for the past few years.

I'm gonna go fill out more applications soon, cause I don't wanna work at Kfc forever. T_T


Friday, January 05, 2007

Currently Reading
Twilight
By Stephenie Meyer
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Yay?!?

well I have the job at KFC and the other places I applied to said "you're not what we're looking for" ...... I'll find out when I start on tuesday.

Oh I've added some links (finally) under Each Impossivle Thing Before Breakfast

...not much else to say that isn't terribly repetitive.oh yes

My church's pastor's mum (I think she was his mum..maybe she was his wife's mum *shrugs*) died yesterday morning.

A moment of silence please for the dear departed Joe.


Sunday, December 31, 2006

Currently Listening
Flyleaf
By Flyleaf
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Have a Happy New Year!!!!

Wow I haven't been on here in two forevers..... nothing terribly new has happened...more of my cats have either died or ran off and they have dwindled from 18 to 8 in half a year.

My friend Sara  is moving to Texas in January and I went with her to Disneyworld two weeks ago. I know it's supposed to be a really exciting thing and it was, but my being really exciting when it comes to theme parks isn't very contagious and well apparently via sara's mum who went with us, I'm a stick in the mud. I have this advice for anyone who is going to venture that way. Never ever ever attempt to take part in all six parks in two and a half days. My legs hurt worse than they have ever hurt before. They hurt more than they did after I was in recitals and had to dance all day and night. I thankfully remembered I had brought my extra strength aleve and midol and took both of those....yes I realize mixing medicine is hazardous but I was seriously going to get a wheelchair by the third day if the pain didn't stop.

I also went to North Carolina afterwards with my family for a week to visit with my dad's mum and her new husband. It was fun. ^_^ I missed her. I was insanely depressed Christmas but I kept it contained enough that no one noticed anything was amiss.

I'm probably... possibly...hopefully I'll get offered a job somewhere else......going to start working at KFC again. I know I'm going to hate it and I'm putting it off like the plague.

Oh yes I have gotten comments recently and at other times by friends and family and complete and utter strangers about my slightly dark and unusual tastes. Let me tell you even though I never really fit in into any of the cliques  that people are shoved into. I do consider myself of a lsightly gothy nature. Everyone takes that the wrong way. Being a goth is not about satanism or condemning the light in things. It is about enjoying the beauty that lies in the night and enjoying the things that modern society condemns because it isn't all rainbows and smiley faces. Yes there are those that dilute it and completely become the stereotype that everyone expects, but the next time you go to condemn a goth just remember this. It's only in the darkness that you can truly see the stars.

Snuggles ( my only inside cat) followed me everywhere friday night and saturday when I got back...and she still has today, but friday night she slept all night next to my pillow and she rarely sleeps on my bed.. it was so cute ^_^

My poor friend Tiffany is having serious health issues and has no way to cover doctor appointment so please please pray for her.

My mother has gotten this crazy idea in her head that Nate( long time internet friend...and one of my bestest friends) and I should be an item. I mean sure I couldn't imagine a greater guy to be with but he lives in Virginia and I know for a fact that he does not think of me in that way. In his words he considers me to be "a great friend and someone I [he] care about alot" but nothing more. gah now I'm going to get all angsty..... anyways enough about my lack of a social life

How was all your holidays?!? ^_^

 



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