Everyday that you have been gone.

Ive realized.

I never wanna spend any of my days without you.

i love you.

I don't know what happens with us somedays.

I know  I get attitudes and I know i get angry easy.

And Im sorry for that. Im sorry for the mistakes I make most days.

But I don't think you understand me sometimes.

Sometimes is all I need is "hey, I love you"

Just to always throw that reminder in.

Because frankly I love you more than anything else.

Your my everything.The reason I decide to go to school.The reason I get up. And every moment I have I always want it with you.

I never take any moment I can get with you for granted.

Just being with you.Not doing anything at all Im perfectly happy.

I love you without a doubt.

I want you to feel the same way about me.

I want to be your everything. I just want to be that only girl you say your absolutly in love with.

I'm nothing without you.

totally scratch that last entry.

this is more on the lines what i am thinking now.

1. what the hell is your problem.seriously.

can you only get girls by like playing a freaken game of let me get this one mad..then be nice to this one back and forth till you get what you wanted.

that is messed up.

your fucking patheic.

2. i don't want you in my life either.

you pushed me outta yours. fine. i get it. im too good for you thats all.

3. i don't wanna hear your bullshit in a few months or how ever long it takes for you to fall apart.

i don't ever want to hear you ask me for help.

because

i won't be there.

like you weren't there for me.

got it?

4.wheither you like it or not. you completely used me.

and i know you hated when i said it because its true. true to the fucking max.

5. i know karma bites you right in the ass for everything you've done.

because all i did was put in my trust to you when there was no one else.

ill admit you had a pretty good plan going on.

when girls in need of friends..pretend to be close to her and then just dip

thanks for telling me i ment the world to you..when i ment nothing at all.

Its really been awhile is ive thought about you. thought about us. and those crazy memories that followed.

i really liked thinking everyday i would get to see you. it just made things seem easier to always go home and have that one person there..just to ask how my day was..or even how i was..and how much they missed me during the day.

i loved that.

im pretty sure i loved you.

but things changed unfortantly but what can we do.

im so glad you are happy now. that makes me happy.

i wish we still talked. i wish what we had was still left there untouched and perfect.

 but you just ruined all that. and its fine. i understand.

but thats all i really wanted to bring up about you..other stuff just gets me upset.

just to get it across

i just wanted you happy.

and im really glad you are.

p.s. i still am here if you need me. don't forget.

so like i wasn't sure that feeling of mine would ever go away.

because it would make me sick to my stomach day after day.

now im glad to say..you have been forgotten.

just want you wanted. and i hope its the same for you.

im glad your gone.

im glad that feeling is gone.

im glad im gone from you.

its pretty crazy how everything went back to th way it was ment to be.

i lost you.

gained her back.

and soon everything was back into place

that is what i get for taking a risk.

you were one crazy risk.

and now im glad you are gone.

so now i can say.

you were the worst mistake.