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| i'm drunka nd i don't think anyone reads this.
gay. | | |
| Second week of classes are starting, and I’m pretty nervous about this year. A lot has already been happening with new friends old. This past Thursday, the 4th, I had my first house-warming party, which went really well. It was good to see my friends familiar faces. :) But, I’m enjoying meeting new people...which there hasn’t been too many of, but one in particular’s name is Nolan. I met him the night after Craig and I had gotten into a pretty big arguement...and he was pretty jealous about it, but let’s face it. I’m in love with Craig, and nothing and no one is going to be able to change that in one night. I’d like to get to know him more, on a friend-basis only, but I’m not really sure how that’s going to work out. I guess we'll see.
The classes at KVCC are going pretty well- all though, both Monday and Wednesday classes I have with one of Craig’s old friend Ashley, who doesn’t really seem to like me, and my second class on M&W is with a girl named Jess, who also doesn’t really like me, and again, I’m assuming because of Craig. But, this year, is a new year, and I’m not going to deal with BS from high-school, and people I never really liked from high-school either.
It’s weird not living at home...and I always am missing my mom, and my cats, and my puppy. It was definitely weird to be home this past weekend and to be in my own bed for awhile. I didn’t sleep there or anything, but I like living on my own, all though it can be frustrating.
Balls. Iunno. I'll write more about everything later. Christ. | | |
| well, it definitely didn't go how i'd hoped.
but, he's got tonight possibly, and tomorrow to make up for it.
tonight i'm going out to dinner with the madre, the mere, my mommmy. : ]
then, going out to kate's dorms to see her and then we're going to a partyyy.
if it sucks, the annual greenwood block party's tonight.
if we go to that- hopefully we don't go too late.
i went last year, it's pretty fun, but you definitely don't want to be around when those cop's get there.
yikes.
and then tomorrrow.
craig & i have a date @ olive garden.
yommy.
and then nicole, me, her friend, and craig are going to eric & coles.
possibly anitas.
i'm not really sure.
balls.
whatevvv.
we'll see?
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| i'm not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance.tonight is kelcey's last night.
it's so weird.
i almost wish that i would have applied for an actual college, instead of KV.
then i could up & leave.
..and maybe he'd figure out how it feels.
whatever.
anyways.
tonight we're all going out to dinner.
dressing up & everything.
[how weird?]
i'm just going to wear a dressy top & jeans.
i looked @ the menu for fooddance, where we're going.
it looks nothing like i thought it would inside.
fuck. my leg/foot's asleep.
anyways.
after that, we're all going back to amy's.
where we'll have a surprise party for kelc.
it's a pretty cute idea.
i think she'll really like it.
craig said he'd go with me to the surprise party.
but, then he also realized that it was carolyn's birthday party too.
so, i guess we'll see what he does.
he didn't call last night like he said i would.
and, i didn't call him either.
i was pretty proud of myself.
it just bothers me when he doesn't call.
cause i'm thinking, "great. who's he with this time?"
i hate thinking like that.
because i'd really like to think that he wouldn't do that to me.
but, it happened with abby.
and then he decided to go to mae's and sleep with her.
[not like that. they just slept together. but that still really bothers me.]
i think too much.
balls.
whatever.
we'll see how the night goes.
wishmeluck. | | |
| Sometimes I just don't understand him.
For the past week, things have been going really well.
At least I thought so.
Then he pulls shit like yesterday.
Leaves me to go golfing with Aaron, possibly Dan.
I don't care, because, why would I?
He can hang out with his friends.
He's a big boy.
But, he promises to call later.
He says, yeah, we can hang out later.
We're supposed to go to a mutual friends party.
It's about 3 when he leaves.
He's got other crap to do before he's going golfing.
I call numerous times from about 7-10.
No answer.
Finally calls back.
I didn't hear it ring.
I call him back.
No answer. Again.
Finally answers.
I'm like, "well, since you ditched out I'm going out to Cliff's with Kayla, but he's not there yet- do you think we could hang until he's back at his place?"
I get: "well...we're going to one of Aaron's friends party, so we won't be here that much longer."
Wow. Cool.
I go: "Okay, whatever. I'll talk to you later."
Then, he calls at like 1130.
"Did you wanna hang out?"
And of course.
I go.
But- to be fair on my part, I didn't leave Cliff's for Craig's until like, 1.
When I got to Craig's, he was passed out on the couch, waiting for me to get there.
Bah.
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