| It's official!!!! My boyfriend is now a Centerville Police Officer!!!!! He swore in today at Centerville City Hall and signed papers for three years. Just ask to see his badge! ;) Oh, and you might want to call him Officer Turner from now on! haha! He's such a handsome police officer, if I do say so myself...and I do! :) Just thought I would give an update! Love to all and hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! :) |
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| Today I walked around campus with my ipod in my ears to drown out the world and so I could get away from my own thoughts. Guess what? It worked. I want to sleep. When I'm sleeping I don't think about it. When I wake up, I just want to cry and I dread the day that is before me. "It just takes time"...yeah right. Shmoo... Lord, put your arms around your broken child. I need your strength alone. "I need Thee every hour" |
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| So today I start my junior year at Cedarville University. Here we go...big gulps, eh? Have a wonderful day! |
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| Foolish heart, looks like we're here AGAIN.
Same old game of PLASTIC smile,
Don't let anybody in.
Hiding my heartache,
Will this glass house break?
How much will it take before I'm empty?
Do I let it show?
Does ANYBODY know?
But You see the REAL me.
Hiding in my skin, BROKEN from within.
Unveil me completely.
I'm loosening my grasp,
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause You see the REAL me.
Painted on, life is behind a mask,
Self-inflicted circus clown.
I'm tired of the song and dance,
Living a charade, always on parade.
WHAT A MESS I'VE MADE OF MY EXISTENCE.
But YOU LOVE me even now
And still I see somehow...
WONDERFUL, beautiful is what You SEE
When You look at ME.
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life
Into a perfect tapestry.
Oh, I just wanna be me,
I wanna be me.
and You LOVE ME just as i am.
wonderful, BEAUTIFUL is what you see
when You look at ME. There it is...
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| Ew. I feel gross today. I don't feel pretty. The End Me |
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