| Today was a really eccentic day for me. Last night I could barely sleep at all. I had so much on my mind, that I did not know how to liberate my mind with tranquility and contentment. Sometimes it is hard to believe that I am actually growing up into a young woman. Sometimes it is hard to accept the facts about life. I presume now that I am becoming more matured, I am starting to apprehend several data that I have never overcomed before. gosh, it's so hard to describe how you feel in words..sheez. hehe!
As for today, I woke up at 7:30 in the morning and went jogging. When I went home, I cleaned the house and took a shower. After, I took a nap before I headed to work, until Flanny called and asked to play tennis, but I could not, becasue I had work. I'm so sorry Flanny. TOday at work, one of my co-workers blew up at me threee times. She was stepping all over me as if I am less than a human being, which really hurt. I do not know why I did not fight back. I guess now, I became soft. But I know for sure, if she ever does it to me again, I will converse with her in an irrational manner. She is the most vulgar person I have ever met. She acted as if she was a Lead or a Manager, which in fact she is the same level as I am. That is just so wrong. Well anyway, today at work, Flanny came to my work and visited me. It was so nice of her. Once I heard her voice call my name out and said hello, Oh my gosh, my heart just melted. I was full of joy and gratitude that she came. She really made my day. I had a bad day at work, not until she showed up. It felt so heart warming just to see your friend to just visit. That shows devotion and campanionship towards your true friends. She didn't even bother to buy anything, but to just visit. I know it sounds kind of dumb and stupid that a friend just visits. I know it sounds dumb as if I've never had anyone visit me before, but it's your real genuine friends that really make a difference. It really does. Thank you Flanny for stopping by. It meant the world to me, just for you to stop by. I almost had tears in my eyes when I saw your face. Thank you. Well I guess that's it for now. I don't want to continue my weird entry for today. Who ever reads this, thank you.
Last ThOught: Stars are like people, becasue when they have immense problems, they burn out, turning into a speck of dirt. But with the right steps, it can come back bigger and brighter. |