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LiLMisChickenH21
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Country: United States
State: Maryland
Birthday: 11/20/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: SpoRtS!! DaNcIn!!aNd PartyiN!
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Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
5/23/2003
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| Dude! it's been so freakin long since I've written in this thing lol I don't even know why I still have it! But yeah... summer's flying by  school starts in a month or so, which completely sucks ass but there's nothing you can do about it.. besides I'll be a SeNiOr ne way so it can't be that bad! :-p 3 weeks vacation--arizona, vegas, LA, San Diego, then New York--finally back home it feels great :) glad 2 be back & see my friends again lol Me and Nicole have def. gotten closer & i'm glad we've been hangin out again like b4, only it's been a whole hell of a lot more fun since it's not basketball lol My love life is well "blah" considering the my whole situation is pretty fucked up EITHER way. Life's been goin up & down for me, a lot of trouble and worry back up in NY & w/ the family not 2 mention my own problems back here at home... guess all the stuff goin through my head have been doin a lil damage specially since 2 certain ppl who i didn't even think would matter about it all did figure out stuff was wrong lol even when I tried not to sound down, guess I'm starting to slip on that skill if those 2 knuckleheads figured it out lol but other than all that i've been enjoyin my summer, makin sure to have fun & hang out w/ my buddies  been doin a lotta drinkin on vacation & since i came home--not 2 good but oh well i guess lol but yeah i'ma leave b4 i start 2 write other stuff down lol...*oNe* | | |
| the long expected day of my grandmother's arrival has come... don't get me wrong, i love my g-ma but she makes my life a living hell when she's here, specially durin the summer--only b/c she's completely middle eastern culture which messes w/ everythin here. ahh but she's comin 2day & i spent a couple hrs cleanin, not many b/c i slept in till 1!  it was great lol but it's saturday & i think that there's something special about this day, i just can't remember what lol oh well... well it's gonna be a looonngg month, i gtg finish preparin 4 stuff ttyl...*oNe* | | |
| the stress of life, bein a teenger, & a good daughter & all that BS have suddenly become extremely overwhelming i'm tired of all this crap, always having 2 live up 2 someone else's standard when this is supposed 2 be my life, i'm through with all that crap, i'm gonna live my life the way i want 2 now, honestly, I JUST DON"T CARE NE MORE! there's somethin missin in my life right now, i wish i knew what it was cuz then i'd feel much better ..:sigh:.. school needs to be over & summer needs 2 come soon! 14 days, 14 days & it'll all be over & i'm gonna live this summer to the fullest, considering the fact that we'll be back in school sometime in August! it's okay 1 more yr & i'll be graduating & then i'll be wishin i had another yr left in high school, yup that's how it always goes--eghh.. u ever think that some days u might overthink on some stuff? well i have, egh ..:sigh:.. but then i always end up just confusin myself, or makin things worse, or i just end up w/ more problems than i had 2 begin with in my life...but things will always get better sooner or later right??...well, yeah that's what I have 2 believe, someway somehow, everything will be better & when it does it'll be the happiest day of my life, just wish it would happen soon...just wanna say 1 more thing: *2 aLL my friends, thanks 4 makin my life so much easier 2 deal with! I LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART!!  *
*live rite now n b urself who carez if its good enuf 4 sum1 else
*Just when u think things cant get ne worse..they do. But ive learned that life is like hr glass sand. Sooner or later, everythin hits rock bottom, but all u have 2 do is be patient & wait 4 sumthin 2 turn everythin around.
*Our lives can change in an instant,Jus a moment in our time N theres nothin u can do.U cant jus press rewind.We can learn 2 endure the pain N turn it in2 strength N value all our time w/ our neva-endin faith.We can learn 2 face our fears B4 they knock us 2 the ground N we can build up hope,Enough 2 fite anotha round.In life there r no pauses,No time-outs n no stops,It jus keeps passing by u Wen u need helping out.Although we sumtimes wish Tha we could press fast forward 2 c if its all worth it.We have 2 work real hard Becus our lives can change in an instant, Just 1 moment in our time.There is somethin we can do But its sumthin we mus learn.
*2 ThA 1z WhO dOnT UnDaStAnD-WaLk A MiLe iN mY sHoEs-C wUt i C-n-wUt i fEeL..n DeN u'LL kNo Y i Do WuT i Do
*Ur gonna come across people in ur life that lie n say things that u take 2 the </3 that really weren't true, it might hurt @ that moment in time but it will get betta just keep ya head & say 2 urself i tried my best, & thats all u can do. It's part of life & learning from ur mistakes.
welp i'm done writin, quite a lot there- i'll leave ya'll 2 thinkin..ttyl-- *oNe* | | |
| WHOO HOO! lol...I'm rather excited about how 2day's been goin, minus my whole body shakin fiasco..which by the way I have NO idea why I was doin that but I dropped sum popcorn lol but I'm all better now! ya know what? Math is completely gay! pre-calc is like seriously eatin away my brain lol there's wayy 2 much stuff 2 remember! whoever came up w/ math is gay lol So yeah ne way...lunch was pretty sweet, i'm offically a senior now that the old ones graduated yesterday so me, pip, alex, ryan, & chris chilled in the ToWnE RoOm- that was pretty sweet, Oh & ryan, we are def. gonna go 2 OC w/ alex & chris this summer I hit up Rita's after school, gettin some cookies & cream gelaties--mmm mmm mmm! lol but the bestest part was when i went runnin 4 like an hr & a half! aww it was soo perfect! although my calf is tight as hell & my feet hurt cuz i had 2 run barefoot on the pavements cuz all i had were cleats lol went 4 a snowball w/ yvonne & went ridin w/ PiPPeN! it was nice a day & 2 top it all off....my rents aren't comin home till 10ish so I'm lucky cuz i won't be seein them 4 awhile!!!! YESSSS!! hmmm, well i think it's about time i started on my hw egh!! hw sucks but only... 15 SchOoL DaYs LeFt!!!  YESSSSSSSS! ......*oNe* | | |
| Always tend to be late w/ keeping up in these things lol....
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The day I've been waiting for since tuesday has finally come...MONDAY! & i'm soo glad, well plans kept on gettin held back, thanks to you know who yvonne i'm tellin ya, he's always messin w/ our plans lol... 2day was a great day! We had a lil family/philippino cookout which turned out really good! We had sooo many crabs, ah it was crazy & they were DeLicIoUs!!  Yvonne finally came home from her day-trip to DC & we went on w/ our plans, & can I just say it was SPLENDID! lol I luved monday & it is now my favorite day of the week lol syke i'm out...*oNe*
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welp, today's graduation day   My senior buddies are all leavin me! But it was nice 2 see them all durin the day, the "suspended" ones lol I didn't go 2 graduation, although I could've, I went 2 the mall w/ Yvonne instead... I figured I'd rather do that then end up cryin the whole graduation Ne way, shoppin, well it was fun lol I found the perfect outfit that I wanted, it's my goal now & I'm gonna get it, just b4 my special occasion, right yvonne? lol School was extremely loong 2day, I guess cuz we've been goin 2 school 3hrs later 4 the past week, but I actually worked in English lol I was actually workin on my freakin slide show when the damn cheap ass comp in the school library busted down on me! Go figure! The day i actually do work i can't! lol & u see why i've become such a slacker now?! THE BEST part of the day was when Cole called me from Rita's & was like ur fav is finally in!! Aww man that was the best! lol :) oh & yeah, my mom is the biggest bitch in the world right about now!!!!! no worries, 1 yr & i'll be graduating this time around & then i'll be outta the house....*oNe* | | |
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