LiL_OgO's Xanga

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 20:56:52 GMT

wut up wut up??? I'm in iowa rite now with my g/f's family...it's pretty cool and they treat me like i'm one of the family...shane(lynsee's brother-in-law) is hilarious, he's alwayz ripping on me, but one day...one day i'll one up him!!! o well gotta go, peace

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 10:14:32 GMT

ok, so i'm finally updating...well nothin' much has been goin' on, jus partyin' at frat houses and gettin' myself prepared for wut's gonna happen to me over stupid shit i did in the past...well i learned a hard lesson and that wuz that i'm not bullet proof, i got a.p.(alcohol poisoning) on saturday nite, started pukin' everywhere at chris's house and blacked out, almost choked on my puke, thanx to chris i didn't. apparently according to chris and his mom, i wuz cryin', thinkin' i wuz gonna die and then i puked in my hair and ya, big mess to clean up in the mornin'...anywayz, other than that, i've been havin' a lot of fun partyin' even tho i know all good things have to come to an end...once i get out, back to the parties i'll go...

"In the beginning it wuz all so clear, that i could do wut ever and have no fear, but now as punishment starts to near, thinking about the outcome, i start to tear. scared that i'm gonna lose wut i once had, the anger grows more and i jus get mad...can't believe i fucked up this fucking bad, knowing that i would've disappointed my dad...so now i don't know who i am or gonna be, now i can't live my life happily...wanting to end it every fucking day...knowing that's the answer i wanna hear u say..."

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 11:13:40 GMT

fuck, it's like 6 am and i'm still awake and bored as hell...well, i went to islands and had a pretty good time except for one person wouldn't dance*cough*cough*...but w/e no bitchin' or complainin' from me...well chad i think is still upset that his g/f dumped him cuz she wanted to hook-up with me, but ya, o well, i could never hurt one of my friends...called MUTUAL RESPECT!!! newayz, this is gay, so i'm gonna go sleep or eat or sumthin', i'm too bored to keep writin' in this

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 13:38:35 GMT

ok it's like 830 am and i still haven't slept...i need to sleep, but i can't...so i've decided that everyone i hang out with is jus drama drama drama...i need a vodka break***ok, i'm betta' now...newayz ya, if u wanna party or drink or jus hang out...hit me up or sumthin'...well i'm gonna go finish drinkin', so peace

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 10:35:39 GMT

islands wuz the shit, but last nite wuz the best...brandon"that's a hi-5er!" lol...long story...newayz, i think i had 14 beers and 3 shots too many, but newayz got out of the apartment without a minor, it's pimp shit, no warrant eqauls no reasonable cause to give me a breath alyzer...newayz, jus hanging out, but ya, if ne one wants to go to islands get a hold of me, either hit me up here or find my white ass, idc but we gotta hit it up on monday

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 22:41:19 GMT

ok, i'm bored, sittin' at steve-o's...shit i can't wait to go to vegas 2 weeks away, newayz, i'm gonna go bike cuz there's nothin' else to do...fuck i'm bored, fuck u, fuck cj, fuck u, i'm cool, fuck u

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Sat, 14 May 2005 03:43:42 GMT

wut, up, this nite wuzn't that great, cuz it's fuckin' cold as hell, it's only fuckin' 39 degrees out, fuckin' crazy shit...newayz, delt with police earlier scared the crap outta me...came into my house and blocked off my balcony, but everythings fine now...well, l8az for not

Friday, May 13, 2005

Fri, 13 May 2005 06:28:30 GMT

ok, my internet sux, i keep gettin' kicked off it...newayz, thank god fuckin' subway is open 24 hrs in north fargo...fuckin' got hungry for a while, anywayz, not to much here, jus got a 95 eagle talon...pretty bored rite now, if u wanna talk or if u wanna help me out with my boredom, im me

Monday, May 09, 2005

Mon, 09 May 2005 05:25:59 GMT

tired, fed up, pissed, upset...none of these describe me, im jus annoyed at the fact that i'm bein' controlled, it seems like no matter wut i do isn't good enough...idk nemore, i need sum serious help, if any gurls wanna give me advice plz comment, and if ur jus gonna criticize me, plzz don't, cuz i dont' want no trouble with nobody...on a good note, i got an old, wise friend back that has been m.i.a. for almost two years due to my stupidity, but i'm so glad u wanna be friends again(calyn)...well it's back to my life where idk wut's wut or wut i'm gonna do to solve this problem...l8ly i've started to think about how my dad would've handled things and i'm basin' my decisions on that, i know that if my dad were in my situation he'd try to work it out the best he could, newayz, i'm done borin' you, so polish my nutz and serve me a milkshake...cuz.................IM BACK

Friday, May 06, 2005

Fri, 06 May 2005 08:18:10 GMT

y don't u guyz get up and do sumthin' positive, i'm doin' sumthin' positive with my money, i'm workin' on achievin' my dads dream...but apparently u guyz can't see that, cuz ur blinded by the fact that u hear that i'm wastin' my parents money...i'll show u or anyone else all my bank records and pay stubs, i have not even touched my parents money... that's sad that all u can do is try to bring ppl down who have already lost everything they have...real sad