i miss xanga, period. its confimed that myspace has taken over everyones world - including mine.  lol well yesterday was interesting .. had a lil get together with all my new indian friends lol and there were only like 2 non-indian people there .. including myself lol but its definately okay .. cuz i felt comfortable and whatnot and it was definately so much fun =] i looove my new group <3 well so yes i have moved on from da drama .. its haunting me but .. i'm still moving on tha best way i can .. yes i do care about fighting with everyone .. but i made a choice to step out in my own way becuz i thought over and over about whether some things are worth chasing after anymore .. and i'm tired of making initiative as always. so there. i have changed .. but i just wanna be happy and some things you do need to sacrifice - not forget, but move on from .. yeah so i'm not tha same .. but live with it .. i don't need anyone .. and you don't need me.  i miss everything from last year .. but i can't live with crying every night about fear of things changing. <3