hey hey..damn...i haven't wrote in this for a long time..but yeah..imma fill ya in on some things..um..lets see..where do i  begin??..

July 4th..was da greatest..i spent time wit my baby and his family!!..n' den we went to Ryan's house to see some fireworks..it was fun..yeah..i had da best time wit my baby all da time...

but yeah..and da BIG NEWS!!!..i'm leavin to Charlotte, which i think it's in North or South Carolina...but yeah..all i noe is dat i'm goin 4 sure..and yeah..imma miss everyone..and dats a true fact..and yes!!!.. i mEaN everyone..even da ones i hate!!..hehe..

imma especially miss my baby..Mark Anthony Cruz..he's my everything..i LOVE YOU baby..wit all my heart..and dat i mean!!!.. but  yeah..i noe u don't want me to go..but look on da bright side..imma be making some big CHEESE!!!!..hehe..and yeah..imma miss u too!!..dear..n' don't even trip.i'm not going to do anything  u don't want me to do..cuz u should trust me..baby..i love u and onlee u!!...

and imma miss my girls..ya noe who ya is!!..PYT!!.damn..even tho i haven't seen ya for a long time.ya still my girls..i love you guys!!!..mwuahz***...n' yeah..u noe imma miss ya..i hope to hear from ya girls soon..and don't even trip..imma big rep dat shit!!!..mwuahz**..hehe

hey hey..well yeah..i haven't wrote on dis shit for like forever..but yeah..how is everyone doing??..as for me i'm doing okay..but yeah.. i've just chillin over at my baby's house waitin for him to come back..   well while i wait for him i've just been thinkin bout a lot of stuff.... and i think everyone noes who i'm talkin bout..juz have thoughts in my head..and i just wanted to write them down..i noe wat i'm gonna write make sense..cuz reallee.. it doesn't even make sense to me....

lately things have been going not wat i expected to happen.. yeah..well all da situation i've been wit him...has been soo krazee..iono wat's goin on now and days..but yeah....like usually I ALWAYZ cry..iono wat has gotten into me..i'm not da girl he first fell in love wit..i mean..like he said..earlier.."i can't even look at u becuz i get disappointed.."..n' dat doesn't hurt me..fuck....make's me look like i'm not doing my Job..well, really i don't hink i am..iono..i feel like i'm just holdin him back from seeing other girls..i wonder does he feel da same for me like i do..cuz i mean..i've really fallen in love wit him.he's like da PERFECT ONE i've been lookin for my whole life..iono if i can live my life witout him..it's like i wonder how did i ever lived before i even knew he existed..but yeah..gosh..i NOe i'm not da PERFECT girl he want me to be..and i mean..i Say i do..but really does it look like i do try my best to be da best??..iono..too much for me..but it's not dat i don't wanna be wit him..CUZ BELIEVE ME..he's everything to me..he's made a big impact in my life..he's like errthang to me..i can't even STOP thinkin bout him..gosh..he's my husband!!..well..yeah..i jsut it's something i just wonder..well my baby is home..i g2g so yeah..i hope everyone takes care..bye..i'll write more later..

HEy hEY..daMN..me haven't wrote on dis mug for like foreva..well yeah..i'm juz here chillin at my aunt's house all bored like fuck..yennoo..but yeah..it's all good..don't even trip!!..but yeah...me, my aunt, her daughter, and my cuz, Rattana went swimming..but wen we went..we saw  a bug there..so i threw it out of da water..but den we spotted some more and like we were tryin to get them out..and wen i was tryin to get them out..one of da bug caught on my hand..so i started screaming..and den Rainelle..was like, "mommy i scared!!"..she started crying..me and Rattana juz started cracking up and shit..den we left..mang..we were onlee there for like 10 minutes..FUCK..hehe..mug was funnie tho..den yeah..me and jill were bored so we decided to do some prank calls..but yeah..i was wanted to trick my baby..so we called..but MANG..we couldn't trick him..i guess he noes me to well.gosh..I lOVE YOU BABY!!.yeah!!...but yeah..i'm all bored ass fuck..shit..mang...I miss Him sOO muCh!!..hehe..but yeah....aWW...it's our Family party tomorrow...and My baby is going to come..(hopefully)..yeah..and he's going to meet da family..yesh!!..he's da best....oh yeah!!..and yeah..i hope everything turns out rite..but yeah..imma go now..cuz i'm getting tired of writing..but yeah..i hope everyone have a good nite..and take care!!..hehe...

LoVe,

ShOrTcaKE