| I'm updating again! which means something........ but i don't know what. lmao.
Well, let's start the update.
First off, I'm unemployed. It bothered me in the beginning that I had to quit my job. I was a little attached to that place but it was my time to firmly place my foot on the ground and leave. I have other priorities to tend to, so that's that. Got my last paycheck in the mail the other day and enclosed with my paycheck was a neat note from my last boss telling me that she wishes me well in my future adventures, etc and a farewell gift.. which reminds me, I have to write her an email thanking her soon. lol it makes me a little sad! but.. life goes on.
I have a lot of pent up frustration with the people around me. Sometimes I wonder if some are really worth the trouble figuring out. If they just keep accepting all the support and etc you pour on them with nothing in return but games and no loyalty, what's the point? I seriously have never felt so puzzled in my life! so.... haha its wrong to say but the only solution I have in mind is to walk away. Limiting my time around them help minimize the drama and stress i receive from being around them.
It's sad to say, but I'm becoming a little more selfish and a little less emotionally available. SO... if you think i've changed, I have. It's not much of a change, I'm still my silly self so don't be fooled :)
K well this is all i could dish out for now. Lost my train of thought and what I was trying to aim for in this post. Hopefully you'll be hearing some more from me soon. Maybe making this a regular thing will help me relieve some stress when it comes pouring into my life. haha.
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| keri hilson- energyrealistic ... or just thinking in black and white terms?
nonetheless, life is more simple and there is certainly nothing wrong with that. |
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| indescribable It's been about 2 years, but this is the first time in a really long time I'm starting to feel like myself again. My mind's been at a loss after losing one person after another.. after one bad thing happening after another. I've made some bad choices in the last few months, but there's no room for regret anymore. Life is a live and learn process and I must learn from my mistakes. I've moved on to a better place and it feels good... the happiest I've been in a long time. Even the simple things makes me smile.
I wish I could elaborate more but for the moment I'm at a loss for words.
I love you guys for being so damn supportive & patient with me.
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"They say if you love something you got to let it go... and if it comes back then it means so much more.
But if it never does.. at least you will know that it was something you had to go through to grow."
- in my mind; heather headley
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