Keepin’ it :)

   hakuna -

     matata

I got asked to Prom :) Said “yes” to the third guy who asked.  Patience is everything ;)  First two, decided not to go after all. Life has been so wonderful. Being single leaves me stress-free. Keeping it hakuna matata. Living life to the FULLEST. Loving everyday of it. Just as I’ve always wanted. Can you say “SUPER”?? Not a day goes by with a feeling of regret. I’m just OH-SO-HAPPY!!  Last week or so, chilled at the bestfriend’s house &had a superdelic time. Saw a play @school, spent time with the sweeties &hunnys, played some ball with the hoopers &had some laughs with the cool kids. Could life get any better than it is now?? Yesterday, walked around with the devoted wife &doggy, like I’ve been doing the past couple days &must I say..we’ve crossed paths with quite a couple hunnys, hahaha. Adding all that FUNK to my SPiCE, life is just super.

PiCTURE

TiME!!

1| January 22, 2005 Winter Formal picture. Left to right; Girls: Me, Hazel, April, Monica. Guys: mike, yinka, Scott 2| Me &daniel’s camo dunks. WOO we match :) 3| my left over teriaky MMM… it was nummy!! 4| Daniel posing @ Co Co Ro’s 5| Daniel’s beautiful artwork with our waters, HAHA!! 6| Me &Daniel matching infront of Co Co Ro’s 7| my beautiful rose from will on valentines 8| Me getting home from my rainy valentines day @school 9| the box of chocolate my mommy gave me 10| class of '08!! 11| OOH SNAPPLES!! it's my WR04-05 baketball gear. 12| my collection :)

Just whatever

I’ve been so down the last two days.. Man, I hate stress. I really do, and its been so long since I last had it. But lately, people having been just soo retarded lately that im growing white hairs! I need another weekend. You know what I really need? A day alone at the beach. OHH CORNFLAKES..that’d be so nice to just lay out there on the sand getting a tan, while listening to the waves crash along the shore, and feeling the ocean breeze. Man, I miss Hawaii. It was so peaceful there. I NEED A WEEKEND NOW!! If only I had a pool..I’d be out there so often, that whenever people would be looking for me when I never picked up my cell, they’ll just say “oh she must be in the pool again”. Muahaha, I need a day away from it all. Hakuna matata right?? Well im trying.

today @school, we had that silence day thing going on. I did dress up in all black, and i mean...ALL BLACK. Even my undergarments were black!! haha. I was able to hold out to not talk for most of the day, but that's too hard to go throughout a whole day without saying anything. I could do it if i really wanted. I wonder what high school is going to be like next year with seniors. soooo much drama is gonna go on FORSHOW. no doubt of that. If only i could move to brookeside. Freakin' rich people. You and your many speed bumps, HAHA.

well, today was our last and final game of the season. Goodbye coach brown and coach davis. Will be missing all those stressful practices with you both.

EU VS WR

Scared..

Ever felt that way towards someone you thought would never hurt you?? I do.. From day one, I never trusted him. But I never thought for once that he’d ever hurt me physically. When I was little, I was sexually harassed many times by someone I looked up to. It affected my judgment on others from that point on. I wasn’t what you’d call “scarred for life”. It Just got me to see that not everyone is what they seem to be. Your best friend can become your worst enemy. Your idol could just turn out to be another loser. I wish I could’ve seen past his lies and fake smiles to see who he really was. But that’s what taking “risks” is all about. Boo..no one ever say that to me! I’ll just let the words go right out the other side of my ear. After my break up with so and so, I thought we could work it out and be friends. Something that exs try to accomplish after breaking up. Well its something I try to do, cause another hater is not something I need. Wow, was that a big mistake. Some people just aren’t worth it anymore. Days after our break up, he’d call, telling me he didn’t miss me even though I knew he did. Then when he would hug me and whisper in my ear  at scool, that he wanted me back. He’d always call to say “wsup” or see who I was with, what I was doing. Being all-protective. I thought it was cute at first. But when it got to the point where he’d hang up, or give me the cold shoulder out of anger or jealousy, I knew things weren’t going to be easy. He use to always play fight with me, like gently slap me in my face, or softly nudge me away. Then, there came a day where he let out some of his jealousy in a more violent way. It started out with grabbing me and not letting me go, holding me so tight I couldn’t move my arms then attempt to kiss me, twist my hand behind my back so id give in to his commands, then to a point where he’d shove me into lockers and slap me across my face. The moment he wouldn’t let me get pass him to my friends, and would constantly push me back into the lockers and slap me across my face, scared me.. Scared me because at that very moment, I realized he wasn’t who I thought he was, and someone who would conflict physical pain towards me. Never have I never been afraid of a friend. But now I fear an ex. I don’t want to run to anyone just yet because it was just a one time thing. Unless it becomes something he does more than often, then I will seek help. But for now, let me cry..