Well it's been awhile.

Figured i would come on and say merry x-mas.

alot has happened since i left Xagna. But i am not going to talk abt it. cause the alst belog i worte. I got chewed out for it.  so maybe in my own personal journal i will write abt it.

But heres one thing.........i got a diagnoses form my doctor abt my pains in my stomache. And he says its form HIGH STRESS. and i am to stay away form stressful situation.

Hence why i am not going to be to open on this thing no more. cause majority of the xagna world  can't understand me and bicker i guess. and i don't need the stress.

well Merry x-mas to everyone.

MMFCL,

LibraJ

Back form the hospital:

Ok i got my resultsback from my cat scans.......and I DON"T HAVE KIDNEY STONES woot woot.

They still don't know what it is. They either think i pulled a muscle .

Or  i had a stomache virus that causes aches in my rifght side. (which could be cause i was really nauseas the past couple of nights)

OR they think i have a mild case od appendisitis.

I was told to come back MONday if i don't feel better.

well i am really happy i am not giving birth to kidney stones lol

mcl

Moe

Hospital:

I have been haviong probelms with my stomacche this week. So i went to see the hospital. 

I thought it was appendisitis.  but they said NO 

They think its kidney stones.

I have to go back to the ER tomorrow moring fro cat scans and x-rays.

I hope its not that.

this is my last belog.

I see my belifs are picking out the friends from the non friends.

I didn't know that my belifs would get in the way of all ur lives and make u ignorant like most of the others who hate on us. I am very passionate onmy beilfs just like all the rest of you. Just because i don't go to church and read the bible don't mean i am not religious.

People  do ur homework and got to websites abt the dark carnival

like Insaneclownposse.com   or thesixth.com   or  realjuggalos.com.

and do ur homework and tell me if you can't find ONE thing thats not based off the bible that they sing abt.

Yes ICP has some relly disturbing ongs. BUt the message is there if u open ur eyes.

I feel like i am some black guy getting lynched here.  I hate biggotry.

BUt i am out.........most of the people that responded to my last few entrys really showed how much they cared for a person.

Well i am out like a cristain stoning a witch in salem .

Mcl

Moe

U know ur true friend when it comes to expressing ur belif structure:

Ok people. i am fed up with bullshit and back talk.

My last post has brought me nothing but hate and snap backs.  If u all don't like my belif structure on shit.  Theres the damn door. ok.

I just got rid of a friend cause she thinks shes better then me cause her beilfs are right  AND HER QUOTES...." YOU ARE WRONG AND I WILL NOT TALK TO YOU ABT IT  NO MORE! MOE U WRONG AND I AM DROPPING IT. Cathoics are the ones that are right. ur worng! blah blah blah!"  

Fuck that.....Yes this is a band......yes theres theatrics.    But let me ask u this.

How can a million juggalo fans be worng huh. we all belive in this dark carnival. Its a way of life and passage.  If u gave two fucking mins of ur time and actually try to understand me people. U would no i am not some SATAN WORSHIPPER. or some criminal thug ok.  Discriminating is one thing i learns abt form ICP. and to discrimante in the dark carnival brands u the name Biggot. Which means when u die u goto the echo side=hell instead of Shangra-la=heaven. I don't discrimante any of you. I have been loyal to you. I have given advice to you. I have been nothing be what Sada said....."kind and sensitive and gentle".

So like i said..........if u don't liek my wrtings or my beliefs

fuck off.........i am sick of haters trashing my life cause i am a certain way.

end of story.

for those that are cool with me Mad CLown LOve.

For the others ........suck my Dxck!

LibraJ