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Monday, December 24, 2001

Mon, 24 Dec 2001 11:18:32 GMT

Well it's been awhile.

Figured i would come on and say merry x-mas.

alot has happened since i left Xagna. But i am not going to talk abt it. cause the alst belog i worte. I got chewed out for it. so maybe in my own personal journal i will write abt it.

But heres one thing.........i got a diagnoses form my doctor abt my pains in my stomache. And he says its form HIGH STRESS. and i am to stay away form stressful situation.

Hence why i am not going to be to open on this thing no more. cause majority of the xagna world can't understand me and bicker i guess. and i don't need the stress.

well Merry x-mas to everyone.

MMFCL,

LibraJ

Friday, December 07, 2001

Fri, 07 Dec 2001 14:04:06 GMT

Back form the hospital:

Ok i got my resultsback from my cat scans.......and I DON"T HAVE KIDNEY STONES woot woot.

They still don't know what it is. They either think i pulled a muscle .

Or i had a stomache virus that causes aches in my rifght side. (which could be cause i was really nauseas the past couple of nights)

OR they think i have a mild case od appendisitis.

I was told to come back MONday if i don't feel better.

well i am really happy i am not giving birth to kidney stones lol

mcl

Moe

Thursday, December 06, 2001

Thu, 06 Dec 2001 18:34:02 GMT

Hospital:

I have been haviong probelms with my stomacche this week. So i went to see the hospital.

I thought it was appendisitis. but they said NO

They think its kidney stones.

I have to go back to the ER tomorrow moring fro cat scans and x-rays.

I hope its not that.

Thursday, December 06, 2001

Thu, 06 Dec 2001 14:18:10 GMT

this is my last belog.

I see my belifs are picking out the friends from the non friends.

I didn't know that my belifs would get in the way of all ur lives and make u ignorant like most of the others who hate on us. I am very passionate onmy beilfs just like all the rest of you. Just because i don't go to church and read the bible don't mean i am not religious.

People do ur homework and got to websites abt the dark carnival

like Insaneclownposse.com or thesixth.com or realjuggalos.com.

and do ur homework and tell me if you can't find ONE thing thats not based off the bible that they sing abt.

Yes ICP has some relly disturbing ongs. BUt the message is there if u open ur eyes.

I feel like i am some black guy getting lynched here. I hate biggotry.

BUt i am out.........most of the people that responded to my last few entrys really showed how much they cared for a person.

Well i am out like a cristain stoning a witch in salem .

Mcl

Moe

Wednesday, December 05, 2001

Wed, 05 Dec 2001 15:32:53 GMT

U know ur true friend when it comes to expressing ur belif structure:

Ok people. i am fed up with bullshit and back talk.

My last post has brought me nothing but hate and snap backs. If u all don't like my belif structure on shit. Theres the damn door. ok.

I just got rid of a friend cause she thinks shes better then me cause her beilfs are right AND HER QUOTES...." YOU ARE WRONG AND I WILL NOT TALK TO YOU ABT IT NO MORE! MOE U WRONG AND I AM DROPPING IT. Cathoics are the ones that are right. ur worng! blah blah blah!"

Fuck that.....Yes this is a band......yes theres theatrics. But let me ask u this.

How can a million juggalo fans be worng huh. we all belive in this dark carnival. Its a way of life and passage. If u gave two fucking mins of ur time and actually try to understand me people. U would no i am not some SATAN WORSHIPPER. or some criminal thug ok. Discriminating is one thing i learns abt form ICP. and to discrimante in the dark carnival brands u the name Biggot. Which means when u die u goto the echo side=hell instead of Shangra-la=heaven. I don't discrimante any of you. I have been loyal to you. I have given advice to you. I have been nothing be what Sada said....."kind and sensitive and gentle".

So like i said..........if u don't liek my wrtings or my beliefs

fuck off.........i am sick of haters trashing my life cause i am a certain way.

end of story.

for those that are cool with me Mad CLown LOve.

For the others ........suck my Dxck!

LibraJ

Thursday, November 29, 2001

Thu, 29 Nov 2001 10:20:21 GMT

Messages of the Dark Carnival:

SOme of you might be wondering where i have gotten my Dark Carnival theme. Messages of the void of our inner demons and blackened selves.

Below i will post all but 5 Jokers Cards out of the six that is suppose to drop, before the comming of Shangrala. So sit back and relax........And witness what churns in our innerselves. Witness the message of THE DARK CARNIVAL! (Messages brought to you by Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Blaze Ya Dead Homie. Info gathered at TheSixth.com.)

Jokers Card #1: Carnival Of Carnage (Click for the pic)

It was a soft gentle night
In the little town of, of, well, your town
The gentle breeze swept the streets
Creating that pleasant howl that these kind town folks
Have enjoyed for so many, many years
The wind chimes sent their peaceful melodies
Into the ears of the sleepy residents
But the unusual was approaching in the distance
Something evil was heading towards this small town
As the residents slept, something crept
Slithered and crawled it's way through the quiet streets
Guided by the moon light
These frightening strangers set up tents and rides
Shows and games, there were savage jesters
And wicked ringmasters
There were horrid freak shows
And sights only the impending doomed will witness
They brung with them the carnage
That they had lived with for eternity
The morning is a new day
The people of this town will unwillingly witness
The show of their lives, only rumored to exist
They will be the next to die helplessly
At the Carnival of Carnage

Jokers Card #2: RingMaster (Click for pic)

Greetings
Welcome to the Gypsy of Fortunes
Your coin was very much appreciated, and now I shall grant you your future
It seems my cards of tarot have dealt you a very odd hand
A hand of six jokers cards
This is very rare and suggest something neusant is approaching
You should be visited by a dark circus, a circus or horror, pain, and anguish
This travelling mass of evil will leave your lifeless corpse to rot while entrapping your soul to be displayed at future stops
Oh yes, you must also be aware that it is your own evil doings that have brought about this dreaded carnival's visit
All of the sins and hatred you have cast during your life have whipped and spun into form, the form of one...one who leads this gruesome parade of pain into your life...one sinister beast, one known only as RINGMASTER ...
Jokers Card #3: RiddleBox (Click for pic)

Part 1:

"Eh, man, fuck that bitch
I'm sick of that whacky bitch."
"Why's everyone always trying to kick it with that bitch?"
"Hold up, man.
Alright, turn up here."
"I just can't figure how she...
"AAAH! THERE'S ANOTHER CAR COMING!!!"
Welcome sir
"Where the fuck am I?
"Wh-where am I?"
It's not where you're at
It's where you're going
And you won't know until you
Turn the crank (turn the crank)
"Stop it!!
"Stop it now!!"
(screams) "I was good."
"I was good."
"Please."
"Please."
"I was good."
Boom.
(insane laughter)
Alright, who's next?

Part 2:

Ladies and gentlemen
Welcome to your death
Now let's see where you're headed
Turn the crank
And experience was in store for you
Deep with the mighty Riddlebox (riddlebox echo 3x)

The joke's on you, hehe, riddlebox
Hahahahahahahahahaha

Wicked, wicked, wicked, wicked clowns
Hey, I'm Violent J
And I'm here
Well, I'm here to kick your ass
We the wicked juggalos
We juggle those who live like hoes who chose
The express route, one way
Straight down the spiral twist
To the Riddlebox

The joke's on you, hehe, riddlebox
Hahahahahahahahahaha

Hey, what's up, motherfucker?
This is Shaggs 2 Dope
Congratulating you on opening the box
The Riddlebox
It looks like you received your prize
The cost, what it cost
Was your ass, bitch boy!
Hahahahah!

The joke's on you, hehe, riddlebox
Hahahahahahahahahaha

Tell me, sir, what can you do?
It looks like the joke's on you

Come on down and turn the crank
Let's see where your soul
Will spend the rest of eternity
What's it gonna be, mister?
Heaven or hell, the bonus or the bone
Turn the crank and let's find out
Come on down, mister
You don't have anything to be scared of
Do you, sir?
So what's gonna pop up out
Of the mighty Riddlebox
Spin the crank and let's find out
What'd you say!? Step right up, who's first?
Who's brave enough to step into
Their new eternal destiny
Surely someone must be confident
That there life wasn't totally evil

Step right up and seal your fate...

Jokers Card #4: The Great Milenko (Click here for pic)

Be warned, my children
Six will visit
Followed by the crumbling of time itself
Before the coming of Shangra La
A Dark Carnival will sweep across the land
As a shadow, plagued with destruction
A parade of freaks, jugglers, and death
This wretched nightmare is led by six faces
Three have come, three have gone
The fourth emerges, now
He walks among us as a shadow, void of light
Powered by your own darkness
Strengthened by your own weakening
A horrid reflection of your very own deep desires
Cast and reflected back upon yourself
Brothers and Sisters!
The time has come for the Necromaster
The unleashing of the fourth joker's card
The arrival of The Great Milenko

Jokers Cards #5: The Amazing Jeckle Brothers (Click for Jack's pic.....Click for Jake's pic)

Jacks Message: Boom shaka boom shaka (Hahaha)
Boom boom boom
Boom shaka boom shaka (Hahaha)
Boom boom boom
Lllladies and gentlemen (Come here)
Meet your greeter
Your keeper of wickedry the path to Shangri-La ha ha ha
Is misled by he, misled by you
He is of your NEGATIVITY, he is of your HATE, ha
Meet the other half of the juggling duo
That is your soul
The AMAZING JACK JECKEL, Jeckel!!!!
Jeckel another Jake catch one more
They'll try and catch all that's instore for you
How many souls will fall from the sky?
How many souls burned wondering why?

Jakes Message: Boom shaka boom (Ha ha ha!)
Boom boom boom
Boom shaka boom (Ha ha ha!)
Boom boom boom
Lllllady's and gentlemen meet your guardian
Your keepers of morals...hahaha kindness
The path to Shangri-La is led by heeeee led by you, ooh
He is of your positivity
He is of your love
Meet one half of the juggling duo
That is your soul I'm talking about
Uhhh Jake Jeckel
Jeckel another Jake catch one more
They'll try and catch all thats instore for you
How many souls will fall from the sky?
How many souls burned wondering why?

Jokers Card #6: ???? (No pic)

This anxiously awaiting Jokers Card has not been released. When it does......I will hook u all up with the message.

Theres the Dark Carnival messages. Theres more to it. But u have to get into it urslef to witness the full onslaught.

MMFCL,

Moe

Monday, November 26, 2001

Mon, 26 Nov 2001 05:03:52 GMT

Well the last few days been real damn boring.

Since the holidays were around. The court didn't process the paperwork for my lisence to be valid. And i got pulled over on Fri. ANd the cop says my lisence is still suspended for not paying a seat belt ticket. I told the cop i got that takin care of. And the court was sending me the paperwork in the mail. And that the courts said i was ok to put my car back on the rd. Well he wouldn't listen. He gave me 2 new tickets. No seat belt again. ( my seat belt on my side is broke and laying on the ground. It's due to be fixed this mon.) And a suspended lisence misdimeanor ticket. Which if ia m found guilty. I can get major fine.......loss of lisence....and maybe a small jail time. The cop took my lisence. And made me park my car and find a ride home. I was stranded at burgerking for 30 mins. Then my stepmom was home and she came up to get me and my Step-grandfather, drove my car home. But for the misdimeanor...... i won't get any of that......cause all i have to do is show the courts the paper work form the other courts and the charges are dropped. And today after classes i am heading up to Frankfort court to get that documentaion. Cause it has not gotten to my mail box yet. And i am going to get my lisence back.

I have been fighting with a friend over some stupid things. This friend is mad that i gave advice on this friends love life. This friend didn't like it and got sarcastic. So to protect my friend form my temper and sayng things i don't mean. I put my away message on. Well, now this friend is even more mad and is holding grudge. I said i was sorry like 100 times. But this friend's pride is to strong to stop the fighting. Its like its the friends way or the highway. So i just stopped talking to my friend till this friend realizes i love them and that this argument needs to end and all i was trying to do was try to stop any further bickering by puting my away message on. I don't know........maybe this friend will come around and see i was just trying to be a friend.

ok well its 4am or something. I was going to put my tree up last nigth. But fell asleep watching WWF wrestling. So ia m going to do that now. Since i am bored and have nothng to do till 1pm.

MCL

Moe

Saturday, November 24, 2001

Sat, 24 Nov 2001 12:07:30 GMT

Ok i was been told my last entry......(the pics weren't showing up). so i posted my new look pic on the left side.

Mcl

Moe

Friday, November 23, 2001

Fri, 23 Nov 2001 01:53:38 GMT

sup all,

Happy thanksgiving!!!!

I just had the best holiday. 1st, Mamasbaby, did a make over on me. We went shopping and i got all new ccloths. Stuff she picked (yes i had a say too ) but its a GREAT change. She also cut my hair and dyed it or highlitghted it blonde. I think she did a fucking great job. WHen i get the pic form her web cam sent to me. I will post my new pic.

2nd, Dinner...........Its been since Oct since i had a home cooked full corse meal. It felt so good to have that turkey, corn, mashed potatoes, stuffing. I got to see my father and my bros and stepmom. I don't get to see them much cause my dad and my little bro and stepmom live 3 hours form here. My other bro goes to college in the fingerlakes.........2 hours form here. S it was great!

Well i am out like a bug splattering on a fast car's windsheild

mcl,

moe

Sunday, November 18, 2001

Sun, 18 Nov 2001 06:22:01 GMT

Evening:

Well i just witnessed the meteor storm........It was cool. I saw a falling star break into 3 small ones and burn up. It was the shit!. I just wish i had someone special to watch it with me. I did ask someone to watch it with me. But she couldn't make it out that late. So its all good. Last thing i would want to do is to get her into trouble.

I almost called my Ex-girlfriend at work. Just so i had someone to talk to during that meteor shower. Talk abt desprate huh. This ex of mine was the one that ruined my life almost. But a few months back we became friends alittle. But i stopped talking to her when she told me that i still won't ever amount to anything. I wish she could see that shes wrong. But i was going to call her and tell her that theres that storm outside. And see hows shes been. BUt something stopped me.

Or i should say the thought of someone.......But thats a whole new blog entry!

MCL all,

Moe