!!it has been booked!!

weds, august 9 - sat, august 12

random friend: hey bri what'd you do this weekend?
bri:

*ahem*

'nuff said

I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy
What is closer to the truth
That if I lived 'til I was a hundred and two
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
-Colin Hay-

i dont know what else i can say or do or change in my life. i'm so frustrated because i know it's fruitless to feel this way.... but i cant stop it. everytime i see that car or hear those words, i go right back to when it was good. this is ridiculous really. i'm like a schoolgirl giggling over some boy in math class. but this isnt so frivolous. this was real and i didnt fully grasp that until now....

until he's gone.

wow its been awhile....

i've definitley had better weekends than this.

i have, currently do, and always will  miss him and i dont care what anyone thinks.

please dont judge