| | Hey guyz wow in the last couple of days there has been alot happening. First of all me and my boyfriend had a huge fight and broke up> He moved out and got all his stuff it hurt so bad but there was nothing I could do. Well I was about to drive out to Emporia because that is where I started dancin at and one of my roomates came running out of her room telling me that my boyfriend Taylor went to jail and I just started crying I ended up not going to work and then my other roomate got mad at me because we have bills to pay but that really wasn't what was on my mind and then she had the nerve to tell me that if me and him got back together that she was either moving out or he wasn't allowed in our house so I said bunnies bitch. lol anyway I stayed up all night trying to find out more information well that was monday and it is wednesday. So far I know his release date and what his charges are I am trying to come up wit 1100$ for his bail and I only get to talk to him when he calls his mom his visiting hours are on mondays so I have to wait it sucks so bad because he lived with me and was wit me all day everyday and I just feel like he is dead or is never coming back and I already miss him so much I feel like I am going crazy but good thing is we are still together because I talked to him last night on the phone and he told me exactly how he felt about me he sat there and told me how much he loved me and what and how things were going to change when he gets back and now I am just staring at the clock waiting for the time to go by!!!! It is seriously the hardest thing I have ever had to do and when I talked to him he told me I was that one girl he wanted to be wit and I dont really know how to take that because if I knew that I had a guy and told him he was that one guy I would mean it as like for the rest of my life like the guy that I want to marry and that is how I feel about him no other guy is even appealing to me when I even think of any other guyz it makes me sick lol no but seriously. I just can't wait for him to get out but no the good news is I have been praying again and getting back to what I know is right and I even got a real job selling products 15$ an hour and I am going to make sure that this time when he gets out eveything goes perfect and we're both getting our lives together and makin it better and I am so excited so anyways I got to go I need to take a nap before I go to his mom to talk to him and so ya ttyl wish me luck and if ya know where I can get 1100$ holla at me for real lol Well love ya lots I will keep posting love Loni |
| | Posted 5/31/2006 4:40 PM - 5 comments
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