I don't like today.....

This divorce stuff is starting to get to me.  I think the worst is yet to come.  My family is so weird.  Sometimes I just want to get away from it all.  I kinda wished I had gone to work today, but I stayed home because I'm still sick.

My brain feels like it's going to explode.  I wish I could take off the top of my head and let it breathe.  Sometimes I'll think about things and the room will start to spin and I have to take deep breaths to make it go away.  This is the worst I've felt so far.

I hope my little brother Aaron had a good birthday. 

-Chel

New South Park is on *yay* SHAMOO!!

Let me see, shit to do .......hmmmm.....

Study for Spanish and Marine Biology tests, done.

Work on Spanish and Culinary papers, .....ummm not even started. *oops*

I'm a last minute person.

Have to work tomorrow and Friday.  Somehow it feels like working for Winn-Dixie is more like a drag than it really is.  I want to put in an application to Bed, Bath and Beyond.  They pay $7 an hour, and it's full of nice stuff.  They drug test...... crap.  *don't like peeing in a cup*

Got my car looked at today.  I HATED going there by myself, because I felt like a retard not knowing what to do.  Well, the dude looked at my car and to get all of the parts my car needs it will cost $800! wtf!  My parents will pay half of it, but practically most of my savings will be gone *cries*  Good thing I'll only need to do something like this every few years.  Still, it's a lot.  And I was scared......and alone.....*wo0o0o0o0o0o00o0o0*

Now it's bed time.

-luvs-

                      Chelsea