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- Brother Love's Travelling Salvation Show - Live - -

Hi Little_Benji! It's been 1005 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium?

   Shit, I fell asleep behind the wheel. Tomorrow (five days ago), a new beginning. Until then, goodnight!


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Currently Playing Petitioning the Empty Sky By Converge see related

- Dead -

   
   So a while back I was forced to stomach the fact that times do change, and as a result...relationships will too. This however, is not something that I will take lying down.
   There was a time when there was a foursome so fearsome that the city of Fargo trembled at their presence. This may be a slight over-exaggeration...but I believe it to be partly true, so it stays.
   Nevertheless. When this gang got together...people knew about it. Whole neighborhoods knew...and most importantly city cops knew. They definately were a force to be reckoned with. Not because of convenience or mutual interests...but because of brotherhood (maybe it was kinship, who knows?).
   But for nearly two years...these tryants roamed the streets, leaving a path of "qua?" in their wake.
   Then something broke the fellowship. Something to this day that still bewilders myself and others...and something that plagues them, US, still and even more than once before.
   Behind all the "would be journalism student" back drop...this is a story of friends. Friends that really aren't that anymore. That is what kills me. To think that people who were once my best friends could be a keystone into what was one of my very few emotional breakdowns really hits me hard.
   Sure we all change and everything around us will too, but friends are supposed to be the ones there for you when there isn't anything else left. It seems crazy to think that maybe you just don't care or vice versa...have our lives changed that much. I know it's easier to sit here and say, "Dude, you changed, cuz I still feel the same." Would that (does that) even accomplish anything though? I know it doesn't, but that just feels like the only rational answer.
   Maybe this next month or so will right a sinking ship...or maybe the dreaded change word has claimed another victim.

                                                                         <3 Ben.
  

Currently Playing Around the Fur By Deftones see related

- Around The Fur - -

   I just found out that I have a new live in tennant at the All -Stop. A cute little bunny whom I shall name Fuzz E. Hopper. Witty, eh?
   Thankfully he found my lettuce I left him and seemed to appreciate it. He shall help the evening go by.

EDIT:
   So I've been chilling in the house all day today on dog watching details. I've just had this overall weepy feeling and really down-trodden and tired. Kind of bothersome, but I never get days to myself really so I don't mind.
   I think it may have something to lend to the fact that all that has been on TV is Matrix Revolutions, and the video for "Existentialism on Prom Night." Bastard TV.
   Apparently Katie Kinz took first in all of her competitions, so go team. Oh well, back to dragging ass about. Cuz I can.
   So if you tried to call me today I was sleeping...

Quote: "Sing like no one's listening/You would kill for this, just a little bit."

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- Ruth Buzzi Better Watch Her Back - -

BLINK 182 IS OVER AND DONE!!!
PRAISE THE WAR MACHINE!!!!!!!!!!

(sorry to any Blink 182 fans, but not really)

 

	Cheer Bear You're the Care Bear cheerleader! Your spunky personality and optimisim lifts everyone's spirit. Though you want everyone to be happy, you stand your ground on issues you feel strongly about and this can bring disunity among your friends. Despite this, you are a true believer in working together.
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I hope this doesn't make me homo...