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| Ah, here I am again, fall quarter at Wright State University. How I missed the 20 minute search for parking. I eventually had to ask a girl if I could have her spot, how embarrassing! Don't know why but my lastest kick has been wishing I could go back to highschool and do things better, how much better life would have turned out (provided I could retain all my knowledge.) Stupid, but there you are. At least this is how my brain entertained itself until Saturday, when I went to my brother Joe's soccer game, he plays reserve for his highschool, yay! And I sat with my sister and some of her female senior classmates. And suddenly my wishing came to an abrupt end. They so reminded me of why I hated highschool so much in the first place!!!!! What a relief. On a good note, Lou and I had the kids all weekend and we had lots of fun playing with Mario party 8 on the WII. And now, onto my first real test of how committed I actually am to getting a masters, Pathophysiology with the bitch dragon lady. | | |
| Brain Disorganization- a condition of the brain in which......... um........... Ok so I've been sorting through a lot of unsorted stuff, and my head is a mess, like a 12 year old messy room only worse because all the junk on the floor is actually undealt with problems and crappy emotional issues. Its tearful and embarrassing and really really messy. So every time I attempt to do this,cause this aint the first by a long shot, I makes lists of all my faults (long) and how I am going to fix them (longer) and then I freak out because it's all so overwhelming, how can so much be wrong with one person who used to be so tiny? So then I turn the lights out and close the door and only come back to sleep. Except when the spirit, or some outside person, forces me to deal with something, I come back the the mess has only multiplied. It used to be ok because I could keep it in my brain, but sadly, the mess has expanded itself to my physical self and I am now not only figuratively carrying it I am actually lugging the fat around. And today, my Mom pretty much ordered me to clean my room. As is lose weight or get breast cancer. Cause she loves me and it's the truth. Where to start? There are so many ways to go about this and on top of every thing else (school, work, money, family) I just want to turn the lights off and go to sleep. Or I could start with the laundry on the floor.... Can someone teach me to do laundry again? Maybe I just need to write my meaningless thoughts on here again to unload. | | |
| Grad School*scary music* I offically sent in my application for grad school today, for better or worse here we (I) go! I'm actually kinda proud that I sent my application in BEFORE Christine. It's kinda funny because she has been talking about grad school since I met her, I really didn't want to go because I couldn't figure out what to do and then I found something (thank you Val) and here I go.  I think it's funny. Although, I do work in a field where you have to have experience before grad school, or at least that's what they want. At least Christine gets to go some place cool for school and will probably get her degree before me, I'm on the four year plan I think, what with full time job and child and husband and house. I'm a little over stretched!! So how come I'm not thinner??? Wouldn't it be great if it worked that way? Although if it did there would be some people looking like Calista Flockhart, Christine......  So on to higher education, maybe I'll get smarter. We finally had another showing of the house today, I really hope someone buys it soon! We move at the end of the month or the beginning of the next one. Scary! So many changes, big ones. Sigh. I just hope it all goes well and doesn't blow up in my face. In other news, I heard some great news the other day, which I can't share for a little while, but I can't wait to tell everyone! | | |
| Random Recent Funny Bits From My LifeGranted, this is written after being up almost all night, making a 45 minute stop at children's ER to have my son's nose suctioned (he was extremely congested!) and still having not gotten much sleep.
Trying to sell the condo is giving me gas and I think my nudity scared away some potential buyers yesterday!!! Ok I was nude, I came out of the shower in a towel and walked into Stephan's room and the curtains were open. I looked down and there was a couple in a car looking at the house. The car had a base sticker so it's a good assumption they were interested. As soon as I saw them they looked at me and drove away  
Recently Stephan has started sort of scratching things because he likes the noise they make, his diaper, boxes, stuff like that. And also recently he has discovered his toes, head and ears which is cute because he reaches up and touches them and plays with his ears and you can just see it going through his mind "Wow! There's something up there!" Well the other day I was washing Stephan in his baby tub and he was scratching his stomach because I think he was trying to make noise. When he got tired with that, he was feeling his leg (Again, "Wow! There's something down there!") and yes, my son has discovered his penis. Sigh. It was pretty cute. He kinda squeezed it and then lost interest, which is good because I was afraid that he was going to hurt himself!
My child loves carrots, he actually squeals and leans in. It becomes a really fun time because he puts his fingers in his mouth and soon there are carrots every where.
Ok I guess that's it, I thought there were more. Maybe I'll add some as I remember. I am going to try and get Stephan to drink some water and sleep for a least an hour, cause Momma needs a nap too!!! | | |
| Tom Cruise Has GOT To Be On Drugs!k, don't know how I mangaged to miss all the clips from the past years of this but I did. I mean I heard about the Oprah and the Brooke Sheilds thing, and I have seen the incredibly hilarious puns on Mad TV, especially the one where "Katie Holmes" pretends to host, and ends up looking like an abused controlled woman asking for help. But for those others of you who have missed this, you hafve got to check out this NPR website because it goes to two really good clips that are great examples of why I think he is freaking on drugs! I was listening to NPR in my geeky way this am about how Tom got dropped by Paramount becuase his crazy behavior casued there not to be a lot of interest in Mission Impossible 3 or at least not as much as they wanted. (And granted, I won't go see a movie with him in it anymore just because he's the star, and I don't want to defend him, but maybe the movie just sucked?) So anyway, I got on the NPR website and found these clips (I really was looking for something else!) And in the Today show clip, he literally does not make coherent sense. He sounds high!!! And then you see the clips of him acting so ridiculous on Oprah (that woman had to be scared for her life!!!!) and you wonder what kind of drugs make you that happy? So now I am caught up with the rest of the world, am I smarter? Nope :)
http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=5698612 | | |
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