| well valentines day was a sucess.....i didnt go to school and i went to jordans school wrote all over his car and sent a card a teddy bear and a little balloon to his 6th hour i got all pretty then we hung out drank some wine....went out to eat and then went back to his house..jordan got me flowers and wrote me a letter which was the best letter i have eve recieved...i love jordan and i know we fight alot and i dont know how long we will be together but this is by far the best time of my life.....he can actually put up with me and my mood swings and doesnt get mad...i really do love him for what its worth and no one will come between us...i dont know what the future has in store for either of us but whatever happens happens |
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| well....jordan and i arent doing good at all....i dont even know if were together...things are real different and i dont even get why.....when i think back on our relationship i know he treated me badly but for some reason i accept it....he always lies always ditches me and just isnt very caring....but then he will talk about how he loves me sooo much and no girl can compare and how he wants to merry me..im so lost right now....we have had our fights but always got over them and were always soo happy then this weekend he ditched me then broke up with me the next day then asked me back and of corse i said yes then monday we were hangin out and he broke up with me again and i was just over it and didnt even really care anymore cause i knew things were different but he was still tryin to hug on me and kiss me and stuff and i was just like no im sorry i dont want you to do that it leads me and makes me feel were still together then he asked me back and i didnt know at first but then i said yes cause i cant picture my life without him i cant picture the first person i said i love u to be out of my life....i havent talked to him since yesterday morning and no1 knows where he is not even his parents he never went home last night.....i wish i knew....is this just a guy thing or is he sick of me....i love him to death but im so sick of wondering im sick of the lies im just over it and i cant handle anymore i want him and i want it back to how it was a month ago everything was wonderful......jordan allen taylor i love you!!!
i also dont have a job anymore i need a new one....please help! |
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| well 2005 is almost over and it really has been a great year...last new years i was with alysin destiny jessica and brittany and me and alysin had to take care of brittany in the lundry mats bathroom...i started the year off with a cursh on corey walsh well that didnt turn out to good..i went through my hockey phase but i think it was mainly cause i was attracted to aaron anderson but somewhere in there brad arnold introduced me to beau fandrick...my life revolved around him for about 5 months...hes a great guy....i went on my cruise....got my license...got a job.... my best friend alysin went to florida for the whole summer then moved down there...my best friend abe went to college in colorado.. frank went to the army..i met jordan and fell in love with him...got in trouble smokin pot...got in trouble drinkin....met kimi and hannah and they are probally 2 of the coolest chick and best friends ever.....this year was amazing....so many ups and downs...i have changed alot this year.....i dont care what people at my school have to say about me i do my own thing...im a bitch....i found the person that accepts me for me completly and that i open up to...we fight and i say a bunch of shit but i am in love with jordan allen taylor and if it ends up that im not then i can not wait for love cause the feeling i have for him is amazing... brooke and i got real close and i love her to death she is one of a kind and shes always here if i need her...i met ingrid and she is awsome she my clone with a different face and body i love her.... i had an amazing summer and this school year has flown byi still fell like just yesterday i was at bonfire bein drunk actin a fool i fell like just yesterday i was with kimi and hannah blowin up balloons and putting them in beaus house i loved this summer i found me and found out who matters in my life....i cant wait for this coming summer i will have the time of my life....i cant wait for this new year im gonna start out with a fresh start and i hope that in a year im still with jordan....i hope that everybody that matters now will still matter then cause they are the best people ever! well HAPPY NEW YEAR! |
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| so i never thought these words would come out of my mouth at this age but i love jordan taylor i love everything about him i am in love with him....i dont care what anyone has to say hes perfect in everyway.... god i just love him
this is the fish i got for my grandpa for christmas
brooke
ember
me and kimi
me and jeremiah
adam and greg i think
hannah
hannah
me and jeremiah
same as above
adam
rodney
jerefuckinmiah
hotties
me and adam
me and greg maybe?
me and jeremiah with his lip that hannah just pierced
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| well.....alysin is home!!!!!
brooke and i at dinner
bobby me steph and hannah
seppi
brooke
joey
jordan
drew
billy and matteo attacking jordan while hes sleeping
cute couple
alysin and i
yeah we rock it
alysin and i
my 2 best friends
whos that?
im a geenie in a bottle baby gotta rub me the right way hunnie
brooke and liz
liz
brooke
alysin and brooke
gettin ready for winter
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