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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 20:41:13 GMT

okayyy.... I just wrote this whole thing and it just went buh byes!!!

but basically I miss everyone

and Iwent through my amazing days w/ Kristen... if you wuold like to know about any of those things talk to me on AIM call me write a letter anything!! I love you all!!:-*

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 19:05:44 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE!!!

OR HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

I Love Christmas time

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 22:33:08 GMT

Christmas is almost here...

...Then I get to see Kristen...

...Then the start of a new year...

...Then back to school...

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 01:29:38 GMT

The trouble with school is
They always try to teach the wrong lesson
Believe me, I've been kicked out
Of enough of them to know
They want you to become less callow
Less shallow
But I say: why invite stress in?
Stop studying strife
And learn to live "the unexamined life":

Dancing through life
Skimming the surface
Gliding where turf is smooth
Life's more painless
For the brainless
Why think too hard?
When it's so soothing
Dancing through life
No need to tough it
When you can sluff it off as I do
Nothing matters
But knowing nothing matters
It's just life
So keep dancing through

Dancing through life
Swaying and sweeping
And always keeping cool
Life is fraught-less
When you're thoughtless
Those who don't try
Never look foolish
Dancing through life
Mindless and careless
Make sure you're where less
Trouble is rife
Woes are fleeting
Blows are glancing
When you're dancing
Through life:

Sounds Good To Me

Just Dance through Life

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 23:28:55 GMT

everything is getting better!!....

....It's kinda like I just woke up one day and... it all made sense....

.... It all just didnt seem to bad anymore....

....even though people always tell me...

....it just kinda clicked that it would all be okay...

And bag-nab-it, it will

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 21:39:28 GMT

....I'm getting a little more settled in here... It's still not home though! I think that the closest thing that I have to home anymore is either Steph's house which I have been going to for six years now and Summer Camp (HC) which I have been going to for seven years!! that is the longest one thing has statyed consistant in my life! I wish I could feel at home in this house that I am stuck in!! its starting to feel a little more homey, which is good!!.. I just wish that I could go to one of my consistent homes and stay there forever!!

hope you enjoyed my ramblings

Friday, December 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 02:35:28 GMT

Thanks to everyone who left comments on my last entry... It does help so much to just get a phone call or a comment on a xanga that lets me know at least someone is thinking about me!! I love all of you!! thanks for always helping me out when I'm down!!

Moving is still horrible though!.. I really am at a loss of what to do! everything seems so pointless anymore!! It's so ironic that right before I move everything seems to slide right into place and life seems so perfect!! ...I dont even know if it was as perfect as I thought it was anymore... maybe I was making it all into more then it really was... I thought that it was so simple; so perfect, I really am at a loss to what it was now.. all I know is that I miss it and I wish I could go back to when I felt so happy and just stay there!! I dont know what we were... I know that we were at least friends and thats all that should really matter now that I'm gone... but I miss you more then that! I miss whatever "it" was more then just an everyday friendship!! and I really dont know anymore!! I wish I did.... I wish I knew if you miss me as much as I miss you! and I wish I knew what you thought it was!!... I dont know if I will ever know those answers but I will always know how happy I felt when I was by your side and I will never forget our friendship!!

:'::'::'::'::'::':

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 19:54:08 GMT

wow I officially hate moving!!... I am back to having no friends and no one to talk to... I usually have zoe to talk to but she hasnt moved down here w/ me!! I seriously think that this is the worst move that I have ever had! I didnt think that I was really gunna miss anyone.... but wow!! I have been SO lonely!! I just want someone that I know is always there for me and can give me a big hug when ever I need one!!... I miss everyone so much.. I'm lost without my favorite people by my side!!

Liza

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 20:06:21 GMT

wow I miss everyone like crazyyy!! I cant live with out all of my peeps!! I think that we need to have a get together...sooon!! I have been alllright I guess... not feeling to good about the move and other things but I'm getting by..... I miss everyone so much!! I love you guys!!xoxo

Liza

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 20:38:24 GMT

Hey yall!! life has been good... I miss everyone like crazy!! And I cant wait to see you! so calll me because if I dont talk to someone soon im gunna go crazy!!!!!!

xoxo,

Liza