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Name: autumn
Gender: Female
Interests: i'm autumn and i never want to grow up. i like bright colors, loud music, fast cars, and rainy days. painting and surfing are my two loves. i'm under the influence of drugs. prank phone calls @ 2 AM is so disco. disco means super awesome and it's probably too cool for normal people to understand. me && alyssa made it up, long story. i lived in california til i was 13 and loved it, although i'd never give up any of the friends i've made here. i'm 16 and you can give me presents on june 30th. i hate suicide more than anything. i don't understand it. there's so much to live for. don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. i hardly ever wear shoes. i walk in the grass bearfoot and i walk in the rain topless. i was put here for a reason and you can't change me or get rid of me so deal with it cuntface. i have a bf so don't try & hook up with me. k bye.
Expertise: jogging freebasers named gary♥
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  awwtummrain
Member Since:
1/14/2006
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hung out with jess and evan pretty much all day.
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| i got layed on the elementary school playground and you should be jealous. jess is naked in my shower so just go outside bitch. lalalala i'm singing and that's what i'm doing and if you don't like it you can suck my dick. k bye.
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| haha i went to bada's today
yeah, i know, freaky.
i hate xanga a lot.
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| i just wanna break you down so badley
when i think of every word you said
i just wanna break you down so badley
in the worst way -
&& next time you're near
i'll makedamnsure
that you don't ever leave
you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far.
yeah, i know that song kinda gives off a creepy stalker obsessed vibe, and i'm not like that @ all, but it represents how i feel i guess, you know, about him. yeah. whatever. i wanna say it's in the past but something tells me it shouldn't be put in the past like my other half or something. like my smarter half is telling me to forget but my other half is telling me to remember. idk.
sooo anywazz...
i went like 10 different places with jess & jeff & evan the other day & i don't remember one of them because i was way too stoned for that shit. omg & me and sarah and nathalie went to codorus and effing mike was hiding in a tree and it was like 2 in the morning so it was like dark and stuff and he kept throwing shit into the water and we were all freakin out. i told nathalie it was the lady in the water and she fuckin bolted to the car. oh em gee it was funny. hoobie came over from peurto rico and stayed over for two nights so that was pretty cool i guess. and i know what you're asking yourself, and here's the answer : damnstrait i keep beaners in my house! lol yeah, don't ask. hmm oh yeah crystal tried to kill herself with a water gun today. i'm drinking hot tea missy made and it is naasty with two a's. probably cause i forgot to put sugar in it... oh well. steph took some hotass pics of me today & they will be on my myspace shortly... so go comment them when you get the chance ;] hmmm yeah wow.
 ♥tummy
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| yo.
i am still very sad over mike.
i am bored.
and i still miss him.
i remember the first time i slept in the same bed as him at this camp
ground thingy
and what it felt like to hold him
but then - while i was lieing there - i realized he wasn't holding me,
even though i was holding him
and that's when i knew...
he didn't feel the same anymore.
i'm a generally happy person,
i really am,
if you know me well enough you would know,
but this has my attitude all effed up.
that's what i mean by
i'm not the same autumn you knew before.
i don't wanna cry anymore.
i don't know what to do though.
i can't control how i feel.
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