| | hmmmyou know working overnight gives me time to think about things. Ive figured out a couple of things.
One... I know what has been making me so irritated lately.. its not Amtgard, its not the lack of people going to the park, its not even the current indifferent attitude people seem to have to Amtgard right now...Its not Crissy its actually never been Crissy or Xavier.... Its one person and one person alone who has become a problem to me... I have come to the conclusion that I need to start remedying this problem.
Two... I love my job
Three... I really truly am going to quit...that means no cigs while gaming or Amtgard. I have to, I need to be here for my children when they have children.
Four... Theres been a lot of talk about Ron. How he is sorry for being the douche he is. I will say this. If I am ever to forgive it will be a long time still. I will never forget, we will never be cool again. We will never be friends again. I will do what I can to make sure he doesn't step foot at our park atleast for now, I'm not the only one whom would have a problem with him there. God help him if he shows up at my wedding, that would ruin it for us and if people think I'm being harsh now, they won't believe what will happen then. The most he can expect for a very long time is that we will be civil. He leaves me alone I'll gladly pretend he isn't there. There will be no friendly conversations, if we ever talk again it will be about possible Amtgard related things.
Five.... God I need a car.
K thats about it for now.
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| | Posted 1/30/2008 2:16 AM - 1 comments
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