LodanReaper's Xanga

gaah

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 01:57:06 GMT

I think people should be required to take an iq test when applying for a job or a license. If your IQ does not exceed that of a trained monkey then you should not be allowed to work or drive a vehicle. that is all.

letting go

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 05:15:15 GMT

you know, sometimes no matter what a person does to you, you love them.

no matter how many times a person turns a back to you, you love them

even when it hurts to even see them or hear them or feel their presence you love them

no matter what, you love them and you always will.

but there comes a time where you have to look at the situation and say enough.

there comes a time where you just let it all go.

i get all O.o when im bored and tired at work

I knew this day would come

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 04:26:33 GMT

Well, here it is... no longer useful. no longer fitting the mold. no longer completely open about my life. no longer giving a damn about others so much that I dont take care of me and those who depend on me.

So discarded I become.

I thought it would hurt, I thought I would be angry. I'm not.

Its just time to move on, though Im not in so much a hurry that I am going to do this with out research first. It will be planned and planned correctly. Ive meantioned it to Crissy to see what she thought, I wont make any move with out her. Yes, contrary to popular belief... I don't force a damn thing on her... eh.. whatever.. anyways. Back to the important things. I meantioned it in kinda a fleeting way and she immediatly said lets do it. I didnt even have to explain how I thought I was going to pull it off, she wants to move on as well.

Of course Ill miss my aquaintances. See the use of the word there. I dont count those who constantly judge and label me abusive as friends. Though I do have a few friends still... or I think I do. One of which, I treated like shit for a long time. Tiki, I truly am sorry. Sox, I hope that you succeed in whatever path YOU chose for your life. Remember what we talked about, don't let ANYONE dictate how your life is to become. Dave, I doubted you, it was for just a second but I did. I dont think I will ever stop saying Im sorry for that one.   Kim, Waylon what can i say... you two have always been.. you heh.. i dont ever want or expect to see that changing. Jeff...you are the most neutral person I have ever met, you don't judge easily. you kinda have to care first lol.

Dont ask what prompted this, dont ask why... frankly its no ones fucking business but me and Crissy and Im not explaining shit. Thats one thing that has gotten old. This is Crissy's and My life, not a committee.

Now we're not totally dissapearing, we're not going back to Texas lol god no. we're just going an hour south to Hagerstown. If any of you give enough of a shit and can stand to be around me (god knows it hard to be somewhere when you feel your moral fiber being ripped from you by just being near me) you can come visit us once in a while, if not, oh well we're not stressing anymore.

There was a point where I had to choose, keep my friends (or those whom i thought were) happy or be true to myself and take care of my family. Everyone who needed help, has it, they are all doing much better now. Its time to pull all my energy into doing that for myself and my family.

We leave at the end of August, that is the plan so far.

As far as the park goes. I got this started for you all. Ive been keeping it going by sheer will power for a year now. Recently Sam of all people has stepped up wanting to help. She was the last one that I thought would. The rest either dont care or cant.   Back to the point of this part. I started it, I kept it alive (on life support but still). I have to move on and make this marriage and family work. I leave it to you all to either let it die or make it thrive.

well thats about it, this is all youre getting out of me. Hate me all you want.    I could give two shits cause it really wont help or hurt either way.

Mike

parody of caroline

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 04:46:57 GMT

thanks to jeff, tiki and nyte for their help in this

Caroline! [Caroline!]
See Caroline, all the guys would say she's mighty loose [mighty loose]
But mighty loose only got you drinks half the time
And the other half either got you cursed out, or knocked out
Yeah, now dig this now, even though [even though]
You'd need a golden calculator to divide [to divide]
The time it took to look inside and count
The number of s. t. d's shes got, yeaahh!!

[Chorus - Repeat 2x]
I know you'd like to think your pink don't stank
But lean a little bit closer, see
your pussy really smells like tuu uuu naa
Yeah, your pussy really smells like tuu uuu naaa
[
Verse Two ]

Caroline! [Caroline!]
See she's the reason for my jock itch [itch]
I hope she's speeding on the way to the clinic
Trying to hurry up and get a
day after pill or penicillin shot or something like that
And trying to use her makeup to cover up the herpies on her lips in the mirror
And crash, crash, crash.. into a ditch! I aint playing
She needs a golden calculator to divide [to divide]
The time it took to look inside and count
The number of s. t. d's shes got, yeaahh!

Chorus - Repeat 2x]
I know you'd like to think your pink don't stank
But lean a little bit closer, see
your pussy really smells like tuu uuu naa
Yeah, your pussy really smells like tuu uuu naaa

[Verse Three ]
Well she's got the hottest body, but her crotch smells like orange roughy
When I met her at a party she was really acting naughty
I said "Shorty, Would you get the fuck off me?"
She said "Pardon me, are you kidding?"
I said "Darling, you look like a prostitute with palsey"
Oh so you're one them freaks, go eep at the sight of a condom box recipt
But game been peeped, dont fuck her she's sick
Trickin' off this bitch is infectious
cant even suck my dick, a quick way to infections
A neat place wreak, fucking crabs for a week, a trick for a treat now
dont do raw sex, her AIDS test is flawled
Regardless, we don't want to get involved with all them doctors
And surgeons, just to hold my dick in my hand in the surgery room
I dont wanna see your support bra or to screw you!

Chorus - Repeat 4x]
I know you'd like to think your pink don't stank
But lean a little bit closer, see
your pussy really smells like tuu uuu naa
Yeah, your pussy really smells like tuu uuu naaa

[Repeat 2x]
Better get off my balls
stop fucking guys in cars
What happens when your vag falls out
Bitch, you ain't that fine
No way.. no way.. no way

Skanky bitch... skanky bitch... fucking hoe of a bitch... shes a hoes hoe....

HAAAAAAH!

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 03:51:28 GMT

HA EAT THAT YOU MOTHER FUCKING CHEATERS! NO WIN FOR YOU!!! cheating fucks got what they deserved.

Giants - 17
Patriots - 14

hmmm

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:16:58 GMT

you know working overnight gives me time to think about things. Ive figured out a couple of things.

One... I know what has been making me so irritated lately.. its not Amtgard, its not the lack of people going to the park, its not even the current indifferent attitude people seem to have to Amtgard right now...Its not Crissy its actually never been Crissy or Xavier.... Its one person and one person alone who has become a problem to me... I have come to the conclusion that I need to start remedying this problem.

Two... I love my job

Three... I really truly am going to quit...that means no cigs while gaming or Amtgard. I have to, I need to be here for my children when they have children.

Four... Theres been a lot of talk about Ron. How he is sorry for being the douche he is. I will say this. If I am ever to forgive it will be a long time still. I will never forget, we will never be cool again. We will never be friends again. I will do what I can to make sure he doesn't step foot at our park atleast for now, I'm not the only one whom would have a problem with him there. God help him if he shows up at my wedding, that would ruin it for us and if people think I'm being harsh now, they won't believe what will happen then. The most he can expect for a very long time is that we will be civil. He leaves me alone I'll gladly pretend he isn't there. There will be no friendly conversations, if we ever talk again it will be about possible Amtgard related things.

Five.... God I need a car.

K thats about it for now.

why even bother

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 12:56:53 GMT

Everyone wanted our own group. So I went and got it. Everyone wanted a place to play. Went and got that too. Everyone wanted their shit updated. So I went and did it.

Now that everyone has what they want, they no longer fucking give a shit. They are either too lazy or have "plans" on a day they know is designated for Amtgard.

Fuck it, its just a game, I shouldn't get pissed about this. I just don't like working my ass off for nothing. So fuck it, I wont anymore. I got the shit rolling, its up to you all to keep it going. If it dies its not going to be my fault.

blah

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 00:38:42 GMT

well this year is done, cowboys lost a good close game to the giants. so no superbowl for the cowboys. well now to root for the packers.

grrr

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 00:41:05 GMT

I know these last 2 games dont matter, I know the cowboys are saving their key players for the playoffs but god damn it why let the Redskins win?

13-3 going into the playoffs

13-2

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 00:31:16 GMT

Cowboys win again :)