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Name: brittface
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Springfield
Birthday: 10/23/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: God, Christianity, my friends, music, art, poetry, photography, drawing, writing, long moments of thought, finding myself, helping people, going to church, being with people who understand me, hanging out with the friends I have who honestly care, listening to people, watching people interact with each other, and analyzing myself.
Expertise: I'm not an expert at anything, but I know a little bit of everything.
Occupation: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  SixftBeneathYou
AIM:  LimitedMindSpace
AIM:  HeyYouJustShotMe
Yahoo:  scarsofletdown
Yahoo:  gaping_hole_shot_thru_my_heart
Member Since:
7/2/2004
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| So, I'm still alive. I just got the internet again, and my gay school laptop. I'm still with Geff, still going to JVS, still being pretty boring, and thats about it. I pretty much just work, see him, and go to school. And thats all I really have time for. Its okay though. It will even out eventually... I hope. I may get a little more in depth about how my life is going later, but my mom wants to go to bed and I'm keeping her up. [<3] | | |
| For those of you who actually check on my site, thanks.
I'm doing well.
Nothing too much is going wrong.
I haven't been to church in a while. I guess I'm just not into it lately. That doesn't mean I've abandoned my faith at all, but as far as keeping up on going, thats a different story.
I haven't been in the best of moods lately. Actually, I haven't been happy much at all. Most of you know me, and you know I go through this from time to time randomly, but this time its really getting to me.
On the bright side, prom at South is this weekend. I'm nervous because I don't know anyone but Geff, Sarah, and her boyfriend.
Geff and I are doing awesome. He treats me really really good, and hes a total sweetheart. I <3 him. =)
Anyway, I'll update as I can/want to.
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| Excuse me for being less than pleasant lately.
I'm really stressed and confused.
I'm sorry.
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| Myspace entry, copy/paste, duh-
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want to know when the lines of who I am, once so prominent, blurred,
and left me uncertain. I guess I don't understand change, and never
will, but what we don't know, we stay curious of, and forever
searching... and I am no exception. My morals, beliefs, and wants are
laying scattered in my mind, and I must choose in an instant with every
situation that arises where I stand and who I want to be. Not only do I
have a fear of making choices, due to my lack of confidence and past
evidence to prove I don't always choose the right answer, I have a
constant anxiety of every day I approach and end. When did life get so
complicated? One second I'm a teenage statistic, and the next, I'm an
example of redemption. Its stressful, changing your whole life- tearing
down everything you know to build it from scratch. Its painful too. I
don't plan on giving up soon, I just have to keep the faith.
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| I'm stressed and happy at the same time.
You wanna know why?
Well, I'll tell you either way.
+ Geff treats me great, and hes wonderful.
- My sister dates a total bleep-bleep-bad-word.
+ I might actually get a job. 
- I'm really nervous about getting a job...
+ I'm still going to church.
- Its hard to "feel" it sometimes.
+ School is good, good grades, blah blah..
- I'm a procrastinator, and don't know what I want to do after high school.
+ I've had a great spring break so far.
- I hate the fact that it will eventually end.
+ I'm feeling a little better.
- I still don't know whats wrong with me.
+ I'm usually really happy.
- But I've been getting really down for no reason.
+ I feel like I'm on the right track for once.
- I still get so distracted.
I hate being so emotionally confused... I just don't know what to do.
[<3]
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