When one door closes another one opens

So its  the last week of my  first year in college. As much as  I want  to deny the fact that i have  changed i cant. I have  grown up and  when I look back on this year i am so happy  for everything. There were  really good days and  some  not so good. A few tears and lots of laughs.  I dont want this year to end  but its just about to. I met some amazing people and  the sad thing is  most of them I wont see ever again.

If I had to pick a semester that i liked the most it would be a hard choice. First semester  i hung out with the soccer team and  got really close with abunch of people. I am not going to lie when i say this  i drank way to much. The second semester  went faster than the first. I met this  guy named Carter Clarke and  its been amazing. even though i didnt see my friends from first semester i met some really cool ones this one. I wouldnt  change  a thing from this year. Its all been good.  I couldn't choice between the two.

Summer 2007 is going to be amazing . I am going to see abunch of my  friends from home. and  most of all i am going to see my best friend that goes to school in boston. I feel bad for him because he has had to listen to me talk about all my problems to him about boys and school but we really have become better friends  this year that we arent around eachother. I cant wait to go to the beach in MD and also go down to Flordia to see Corey.

so day one of ignore boys..... so far so good. I decided i am not goin to talk to them anymore because its not worth getting hurt.

So i lost  $50 last night at the bar to davie...  haha  i am so mad it would have been an easy  50 but no  davie was  right i was wrong ... damn u allan damn you ... he could have went with kat but know  who did he choice to take home... oh yea thats right the same girl... me haha. i am so happy  to have my boys back it was  one of the worst weekends ever.

so saturday i went out with jordan. we ate then decided to go to the  track house... haha  what an experience. let me tell you.  First i got totally lost .... went to the wrong house... and then  we  went down this scary road and turned around and jordan  kept sayin there was a creepy guy following us... .SO creepy! At one point  we were driving down hill and  i put my car in nuetral and  my steering wheel locked out and  so did the pedels! so i turned the car off i didnt no what else to do ... so basically i  killed my  transmission.

But other than the ride over to the party the party was  fun. i let my friend drive home... i dont no if that was a good idea or not. last night  i went to the bar it was fun. i was playin pool and  singing with dj on the  stage thing haha it was great. i had fun just hanging out... i am not goin into the bet but if u really have the desire to know what it is just ask i'll tell you!