Currently Listening Dakishimeru By Boa - Dakishimeru see related

omg what is this? An update????

DEATH to you Cesar.

Hi. Lol so many memories here. XANGA! Lol i still remember how this was the hot new sensation. The old friends. Egh. If any of you guys read this I STILL LOVE YOU! Now give me your damn myspace.

Yes, myspace has overruled my life. Even though I ended up deleting it, but some how i came back..... All hail. ::bows::

Lets see, I'm still the same Ariel i guess. Hmmm no, nevermind. I've discover this technology that has been consumed by society throughout centuries which is called alcohol. Good times. Dammit this is reminding me of all the times I went to chinatown over the weekend. DEATH! I WANNA GO!

For the emo part. I'm missing someone a lot right now. Yes, I know. I should be getting over my thong and I am. It's just... egh. DIZZEATH. Whatever. Omg. This is why i avoided xanga so much. Useless rambling. AHHH!

<3<3<3

www.myspace.com/dietpork

Yeah.... I had to..

Currently Playing My Name By BoA - I Got U see related

Here's my myspace. i think i'll post over there more. This place makes me feel bad.

www.myspace.com/dietpork

Currently Playing Paint Is Gold By Maki Goto - Gensyoku Gal Hadeni Ikube see related

Fucking assholes! Its 2 Paint It Gold!!!

You know, i vowed to stop this teenage agnst shit. I mean wtf. I'm 18.

The past months after my day of birthday i've become emotionally self dependent. I mean i dont give a fuck of what i feel now. It doesn't matter. I'm a fucking species, who, when dies, wont count. I mean seriously. I'm sick and tired of hearing that theres more to life, that life this life that. Get over your thong. ::pretends to smoke a ciggarete:: You see im cool...

Enough with this angry shit. I mean seriously. The other day I got harrased. The day Jenny, Mike, Adam, and David went to go see The Ring Two. Some really ugly, i mean ugly. No teeth status bumboclot grabbed my ass and played with himself and told me "if you want this its urs""c'mon lets do this".. Some people don't know how to compute help signals ::coughmikecough::

I seriously didn't know how to feel about it. Everyone has told me that I should of gotten nasty for being disrespected, but all i did was run to the train when he grabbed my ass. I mean, i felt kinda spesh. That was one of those things that never has happened to me. I was getting hollered at. Isn't that good? I mean atleast if he was hot, i wouldnt of felt harrassed, but i did feel harrassed.

Everyone knows i have a low self esteem and I have no clue why im reenstating that. I mean lately all i really care about, or what makes me feel alive, is when i pretend to be an Asian Pop Sensation.Thast why im always dnacing. I get goosebumps and i pour my heart out. JESUS CHRIST THIS IS GAY. Cut!

Ok this is my last xanga entry. I'm moving to livejournal.. Actually you know what. I'm not moving anywhere, but i will try to see if i can stop using pity as comfort.

Currently Playing That's So Raven (w/ Bonus DVD) By Various Artists - Supernatural see related

Hello. -_-; I feel like garbage. Went clubbing. Got fired. Didn't sleep since Friday and its 3:46am Sunday... Well I got fired Saturday, earlier on. Whatever u wanna label the day as. Wasn't as bad. I was just mad my boss got to it first because I already had plan on quitting today. Jeez, getting fired sucks. Makes you feel like the most horrible person in the world. I wanted to feel spesh and say I quit... Besides it was a long story, i knew it was coming. I just thought I didn't deserve to be treated like that.

Anyways, I went clubbing Friday night! Omg it was great. We went to club Spirit. God! I can't believe I'm still aving about it. Well i guess cause It feels like a few minutes ago since I havent really slept. Well if you count 3 hours sleep. Then sure. I just hope I got in some pictures because I was dancing on a wall stand thingie and on the huge speakers.

I felt french. I felt whore. I felt like Paris Hilton.

Seriously, I don't know. You would think I like attention at clubs but god, if i really like the music Im gonna pour my gay heart out and dance like the biggest whore you seen! Well atleast thats what I was told. In case u wanted to know who I went with, it was Mike, Sabar, Sabar's baby boo, Felipe, Jessica, Jenn, Jenn's friends Jessica and Lauren. Omgomgogmgogm I wanna go back.

Talk about hotties. To bad I no one came up to me and dance v_v. Though I dried hump the hell out of those speakers and wall.. Ok i think i'm going to bed... Do people still read this??? Ahh I think i'm gonna move to myspace... 

Currently Playing Love Like Candy Floss By Sweets - Love Like Candy Floss see related

You know, dispite my lack of talent in the singing department. I wish I could be an Asian Pop Sensation~. Maybe my fake dance skills will compensate. I mean everyone here has heard of a back-up dancer who appears in every shot of a music artist's video, concert, and the albums name happens to be the back up dancers', and gets to have autographs and photoshoots! Right???? o_o Uugh.

Isn't Koda Kumi sensation here??? I just finished watching this video. ~Cutie Honey~ The song is great. I fell in love with it when Knives took me to the tokyo anime festival and they showed Cutie Honey Live Action Movie. I had to post up that pic.....

Anywho. Mood swings lately. Yes. Oh yeah! I forgot to mention! SweetS!!! WWWWHHOOOOOOOOOOO! SweetS!!!! <3<3<3<3SweetS~~~~!!!!!klhsdgtoakhs dg

lol Yes they're fucking great. EVen though they're like 13-14 year old girls! THEY'RE GREAT!

FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT!!!!! UUUGH lets just leave it at that.