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Monday, November 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 20:46:59 GMT

This is Gilbert. I made another named Furgy, and there will be another one on the way named Todd. They're for my friends baby and they'll hang from a little spindly thing. They're so darling, it's going to be hard to part!

Friday, November 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 11:58:53 GMT

brother
why do we ever grow old?

Kharma?

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:14:51 GMT

Yesterday I stole a pair of socks. No, I don't feel bad. I didn't steal them for me and, in fact, I had enough money to pay for them. It just makes me sick, walking through a department store and seeing $150 coats when there are homeless outside freezing to death. Or whole idea of what's right and what's wrong is sickening! It's okay to hate on "niggers" and "gays" but it's not okay for a single mother of 3 to steal some soup just so she can feed her kids this week. So then we spend billions of dollars to lock her up while rapists roam about freely, probably plotting their next move. But that's okay, because stealing is just unpermissable. After all, the Bible says so.

And I didn't really steal so much to take from the rich and give to the poor, though that is the main idea that plaques me. No, this time around I stole just for the sake of showing myself how minor stealing a pair of socks can be, and how people are being beaten, and thrown in jail cells for years because of it. I suppose I was proving something to myself, really.

Monday, September 04, 2006

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 12:13:48 GMT

Okay, I made those photos of me a one time only deal, cause I was tired of seeing myself everywhere on my page!

Hired!

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 09:35:11 GMT

So, I train Sunday to become McDonalds most recent employee! Psyched? Pumped? You best believe! Okay, not really. But this will be a good thing. I just hope that I don't screw up. I'm not sure how good I'll be with punching orders in correctly. Cleaning won't be so bad though, nasty, but not bad. If they have a CD player I'm making them all listen to the Shins and Muse, and that's final!!

Yeah, I'm cool.

So, as of Sunday, I'll be working 2 jobs - the Library and McD's. You know it!

I'm perturbed

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 11:04:45 GMT

but content. Amost happy. Yeah, I'm happy. Yeah. Just yeah.

"Don't grow up too fast, and don't embrace the past." - Muse

And if you feel like letting go, please don't.

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:02:01 GMT

Garage Sale this weekend, Saturday through Monday. You're all invited. I'm feeling a bit better about this photo/art business. I feel bad because the first print I've sold came out really, really terrible, with out any matboard and still cost ten bucks. I tried to knock the price down - I tried to make it free - but I failed miserably. Thanks though, Miss Dana - you put gas in my tank! I'll make you a special one for free...

Anyway, it's raining and it sounds wonderful. I felt prettier yesterday than I've felt in a long time, which is saying something. I'm ready to work on relationships, mend old ties, start something new and spontaneous and exciting. I'm ready now Lord, for whatever you're working on throwing out at me.

And I'm patiently awaiting for September 6th to roll in (I have a GIANT, overdue hug awaiting your arrival Sam!).

Peace.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 14:02:33 GMT

I have seen no bravery

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 11:22:40 GMT

Future plans, dare I say? Hmmm... this could work :)

Confidence in the future, burrrp.

Sigh of the Soul

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 18:02:33 GMT

Yeah. Off of work in 2 hours. That's about all.

I might get a job at Bed, Bath and Beyond (they're hiring, I'm praying).

Lonliness is an uninvited guest.

Sigh.