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Friday, November 24, 2006

love is when you walk all the way to the other side
of the classroom to sharpen your pencil in order to
walk by him, then realizing that your pencil is a mechanical one

You love me one momment.
then like her the next.
you kiss me one night.
you say you still like her.
yet you tell me i`m the one you miss.
i`m sorry babe.but i`m over your games.
i`m gunna show you just how missing me feels.

ho16

You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy.
Somebody who doesn`t complicate your life
Somebody who won`t hurt you. He`s the better guy.

You know as well as I do it`s not about what you look like,
or your job, or how successful you are. It`s about having
people in your life that you love & who love you..
That`s all that matters.

ho11

I`m in love with you.
& i`d kill just to hear
you say the same <3

we're still ~~young~~ ;; we have things to do
liquor to drink & boys to confuse
parties to go to & a few fuck ups
cause right now we're just livin it up

if you're gonna talk about me anyways;;
i might as well give you something good to say

Faith..You give it to the people you love..
But the people who really deserve it
are the ones who come through even
when you don't love them enough.

You know that feeling you get on Sunday where
you just had the whole day to yourself, & it`s been great,
& then you remember that you
have to go to school the next day, & it just ruins the rest of
the night? I have to go home tomorrow & I`ve got that
feeling, just like it`s Sunday night..

i never wanted you to chase me around like a lovesick puppy,
i never needed you to sing me songs or bring me flowers
all i wanted was one fucking smile off that gorgeous face
one stupid glance shot at me in hopes i`d smile back..
that`s all i wanted, & fuck, you gave me nothing.

You can't buy happiness,
but you can buy ice cream,
and that's close enough <3

You want her number? Look under 'W'
in the phone book for WHORE.
Wait, she's not that smart,
look under 'H' !

Don't tell me you love me
when you don't even bother to call.

It's kind of sad that
I have learned to deal
with things like this.

The only thing standing between
me and total happiness is reality.

Someone should come up with a cure
for having +> The Crush <+
Dizziness,
Stomach doing flip flops,
Heart pounding fast;
It can't be all that healthy

sometimes

grew up a lot those first two years of highschool. Like most girls, I sat with my best friends and figured out together how to put on make-up and do our hair. We sat together those years, thinking that it could only get better, and it did. Sure, we had bad times, broken hearts and fights, but we also learned throughout it all that these years were going to be the best; that it wasn't about the parties that we went to, the alcohol we drank or which boys we dated. It wasn't even about how well you did on that test; it was about the nights that we did nothing, and everything, but together. We were best of friends and we had witnessed each other through too much to not be there for each other <3

Don't waste your time worrying about boys; boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you; chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you; you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. Waste your time with friends; live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late and when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends, you have everything.

-GIRL-
My boys are going to be in
soccer & hockey & maybe football.
Yeah, probably football.
& my girls are going to do dance.
-BOY-
Your kids?
-GIRL-
..Our kids?
-BOY-
That's better. ♥

You're the only one that can
convince me I am pretty.

Ya know, people just don't get it. In fact, I don't even get it anymore. Ever since we met, we've always been really close; closer than close. We were best friends, but it seemed like there was something there. We were always together, always smiling. Everything in the world seemed to suddenly make sense when you were right there beside me. I felt it, did you not? Everyone else saw it, they even talked about it to me; did they not to you? All I ever heard was, "Gosh, you guys are perfect, when are you going to go out?" or "What are you guys trying to pull? The longest 'will they, won't they' relationship in the history of the world?" All those times we spent together just holding each other? Did they mean nothing to you? I don't know, maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm blind for ever even imagining us being together. Am I?

You`ve failed many times, although you don`t remember. You fell down the first time you tried to walk. You almost drowned the first time you tried to swim. Don`t worry about failure..worry about the chances you miss when you don`t even try.

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can`t stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked
door just waiting for you to open it.

"Friends forever", you promised. "Together till the end."
We did everything together you were my best friend.
When I was sad, you were by my side. When I was scared,
you felt my fear. You were my best support ; if I needed you,
you were there. You were the greatest friend, you always
knew what to say: you made everything seem better.
As long as we had each other, everything would be okay.
But somewhere along the line, we slowly came apart.
I was here, you were there, it tore a hole in my heart.
Things are changing, our cheerful music reversed its tune.
It was like having salt without pepper, a sun without its`
moon. Suddenly we`re miles apart, two different people
with nothing the same. It`s as if we hadn`t been friends ;
Although deep in our hearts we knew neither one of us
was to blame. You made many new friends, & luckily so
had I, but that didn`t change the hurt ; the loss of our
friendship made me cry. As we grow older, things must
change. But they don`t always have to end. Even though
it`s different ;; you will always be my best friend.

like to kiss you. you know why?
everytime before we kiss, your eyes are so seductive.
they make my heart flutter, & so then when you kiss me,
the feeling inside of me is so indescribable.

It`s better to have loved & lost
than never to have loved at all, cause no matter what,
loving yourself can heal anything.

You have no idea what you do to me,
you can make me feel more emotions in one second
then I would normally feel in one year.

Every night she finds herself lying in
bed, reliving & remembering every
glance he gave & every word he said..

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Life has been screaming at us, "It`s not meant to be." I wish I could stay but the fact of the matter is that that wouldn`t be good for either one of us. I`ve been away from home for too long & you, you`ve been trying to find where you wanna be. I`m slowing you down. You`ll find what you`re looking for faster without me.

Please, please don`t act like you care & drift to my heart like a leaf in the air. It`s your fault I`m in so much pain. Now leave, just leave, cause you drive me insane.

Christmas makes you want to be with people you love. <3

MY LADiES. they're beautiful. personalities? incredible.
our times together? unforgetable. smiles so memorable.
our friendship? S0 NOT REPLACEABLE

You know what I love most about "us"? I love how comfortable we are with each other. I love how we endlessly crack on each other but never take the teasing to heart. I love how you laugh like a little boy when I am tickling you. I absolutely adore how when I walk away from you when we are fighting; you try to stay mad, but then run after me. I love you and everything about you. The look in your eyes when we kiss or how you stay up watching me sleep. I love how I can call you anytime I need to and somehow you never cease to make me laugh. I love how you need me as much as I need you. I love how you love me.

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Mother, look at your beautiful daughter.
She's hurt & broken & you don't even have a clue.
She hid herself from you for too long,
from the world and even her friends;
I guess some things are better left unsaid.

All I want is for you to know me again,
for me to be in your life. And even if it can't
happen right now, I would just like to know
that I'm not blocked from your memory.

I've never wanted to be with someone
as much as I want to be with you,
and that scares me because
I don't know if you want to be with me.

i`ll never forget what you did to me;
but i`ll never let you know i remember.

The best feeling in the world is knowing
someone is missing your smile. :)

it crushes me so bad
to know that i tried
my hardest to be
perfect for you, &
i still lost you..

now you decide to push me away?
don`t bother..i`ll walk..
you just lost me forever.

why did you go? why did you decide to leave?
why? when you realized that you truely loved me
& not her & when you come running back to me,
my arms aren`t going to be open, i`m not going to sit
here waiting. i want you to know. i`ve moved on.

Love yourself & love life.
It`s okay not to be perfect.

& maybe it`s not about who you`re friends with
but how honest you are to your real friends.
& maybe it`s not about what you look like
but how you think you look, & your attitude
& maybe it`s not about what life will bring you
but how you handle all the things that come.

In my lifetime, I've come to realize that you can't depend on other people for what you want, and you can't be scared to go out there and get it. You have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals, because no one else is going to do it for you. And even if things don't work out, you'll always be able to say you tried.

Any problem, big or small,
you can come to me and tell it all.
I'll be there to listen & wont let you fall.
You can always count on me,
whether you're smiling or ready to bawl.

You only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love you
and actually mean it with all their heart.
Don't forget those people who stood by you
through it all, the special few that were
there for you until the end. <3

Never mind. Forget it. They're just memories on a page inside of a spiral notebook.
You can say I changed and I can say fuck you. You never knew me to begin with.

learn from your parents mistakes
use birth control

You didn`t say anything to hurt me. It was all the things you wouldn`t say, all the things I could see in your eyes & you wouldn`t share with me. It was all those things that made me hurt

boys will b.r.e.a.k your heart
friends will b.e.t.r.a.y you
parents will seem too s.t.r.i.c.t
& life will a.n.n.o.y you;;
but you should a.l.w.a.y.s remember
that there`s a p.u.r.p.o.s.e
for these things to be h.a.p.p.e.n.i.n.g
to us..so keep your h.e.a.d up
& your spirits h.i.g.h
cause if you don`t l.i.f.e will just
p.a.s.s you by

You know your b.e.s.t friends
when you can push each other
down the || stairs ||
& wrestle until you
pull each others hair out
& still laugh until you cry

I need someone to hold & kiss me,
&to tell me that I`m beautiful, even
when I look like I just got out of bed.
I need someone to talk to me about
their day, & to tell me that they missed me.
I just want a boy to love me for who I am inside.

Everytime I look at you,
my heart fills with desire.
Can you tell? I think you can,
but you won't show it, cause
I`m not good enough for you.
What can I do to be good enough for you?
I`ll do anything just to get you to desire me too.

in order to move on, you must know
why you felt the way you did & why
you no longer need to feel it.

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

Currently Listening
Don't You Fake It
By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
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sry about not updating soon heres a good one
Enjoy...

1.
who are you to judge the life i live.
i know i'm not perfect
and i don't live to be,
but before you start pointing fingers;
make sure your hands are clean.
-Bob Marley

2.
"A wise girl
kisses but doesn't love,
listens but doesn't believe,
and leaves before she is left."
-Marilyn Monroe

3.
it's better to have loved and got hurt,
then to have never have loved at all.

4.
passion is;
giveing more when you wanna give up
and hanging on when you've had enough.

5.
sometimes the only things we need
are chilly nights & warmer days
because theres nothing like
being held in the arms of a boy
that you're crazy about.

6.
.... when i think i'm alone in the world,
you're the ones who prove me wrong.

7.
All of us together
one family; one team,
6billion hearts
with just one dream.

8.
bought a ticket for a runaway train
like a madman laughin at the rain
just out of touch, a little insane; it's
just easier than dealin with the pain.

9.
I count my lucky stars. I thank God
I've seen a smile like yours; but don't
take it as a compliment, just know
it's straight from the heart.

10.
It's clear; we'll always be the same untill the end of time.

11.
Please don't run from your problems,
you can't keep running, theres no place to go.

12.
" If I were going to give people one clue as to how to
achieve true happiness, It would be this: Find something
you would die for and live for it."

13.
" it ain't braggin if you can do it "
-Dizzy Dean

14.
and I'm still not ashamed and I
have no regrets.

He's just a boy from out of town.
Only stops here twice a year.
He says you're pretty and he adores you,
reciting dialogue from classic romances.
Dialogue from the classics he steals.
But Scarlet my dear, he doesn't give a damn about you.

And I'll hate myself for ever
Pretending I'm someone else
Because everything I've ever done
has gone straight down to hell

your words hit harder than expected
i couldnt sleep because my dreams were interrupted
by the bittersweet fragrance of our childhood dreams
filling my heart but its a world torn apart
we thought we had what no one could ever have
invincibility
but a distance between you and i killed us gradually
a spoonful of your sarcasm helps the pain go down
but if you wanna mend my heart for a while
it'll take a phone call from your side of town
now were left with broken hearts and a handful of memories
and who i am now reflects you somehow
cause you're so apart of me
its not like were over is it?
its not like we'll never be together
i hate it, the way that you say "never"

there's a empty space
that i cannot fill
its like being hooked on the tabs
but not having the pills

i will let you down,
i will make you hurt

one day you're gonna realize
that i really loved you. &&
your gonna ask yourself
"why did i let her go?"

nobody understands how much i miss you
i miss how much we use to talk & i miss all
the things we used to do. i try not to admit
to myself that i still feel this way. nobody
knows that i still wake up thinking of you
each day.

diffrence between giving up and letting go
giving up is sacrificing what was rightfully yours
letting go is forgetting what was never yours

know that i need you, i want you.
i'm dying for you here in my heart where
my veins are combusting for you.
all that i've learned, i'm learning,
i'm falling for you now. i need you in the worst way.
i don't think i'm gonna pull through.

[<3]

How far do i have to go to make you understand i want to make this work so much it hurts.

and all i want is to watch a scary movie
with you sitting right next to me
so then if i get scared you will be right there to hold my hand

I'm so sick & tired of acting like i'm fine,
cus truthfully, i'm not.
I can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad.

Boys frusterate me.
I hate all their indirect messages,
I hate game playing.
Do you like me or don't you?
Just tell me so I can try to get o v e r you.

i never know what to say to you
when you ask me what's wrong
i mean how can i tell you
that your all i want
and knowing that i cant have you
tears me apart

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have,
we lose people. but we never forget them. & sometimes,
it's those memories that give us the faith to go on.

Never forget yesterday but always live for
today, because you never know what tommorow
can bring, or what it can take away.

You dont have to be ''together''
for your heart to get broken

\

I love talking to you, beacuse I
know for that one minute,
you actually paid attention to me

i could search the world until
my life is through, but i'll
never find someone just like you.

even though i remind myself that well
most likely never be together, i just
cant let myself fall for anyone else <3

i love his cute little comments .. the way he
makes me laugh .. the way hes always there,
and the way he knows how to get my heart..
&& it makes me wonder, why is he so perfect

don't come running to me when
that girl puts a hole through your heart.
because i'll just walk away & leave you stranded.
just like you left me when i needed you most.

true friends will be there even
if you refuse to talk to them
because they know deep down
inside you can`t stand the silence

only the people who are crazy
enought to think they can change
the future, acually do...

after awhile you learn the difference
between holding a hand & falling in
love, you begin to learn that kisses
don't always mean something,
promises can be [[ broken ]] as quickly as
they were made,& sometimes goodbyes
r e a l l y a r e f o r e v e r

next time you think
your perfect
try walking on water

friends will be like "ohh
you deserve way better
but best friends will be'
prank calling him at 1 am
making chicken noises

always tell someone how you feel.
mean what you say & say what
you mean, even when its hard.
opportunities are lost in a blink
of an eye; but regrets can last a
L i F E T i M E

i love how i can
be a total dork
around you and
yet you still make
me feel...
Absolutly Amazing

thats it hope you like it<3
JO.

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

heres a nice long update for you i hope you like it

i dont regret the things i did
i regret the things i didnt do
....when i had the chance

There's always gonna be that guy,
that no matter what happens between you two,
no matter how long you go without talking,
you just never stop loving him

It's much easier to turn a friendship into love,
than love into friendship.

lifes too short to wake up in the
morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat your right,
forget about the ones who don't
and believe everything happens for a reason.
if you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, then let it.
Nobody said it'd be easy;
they just promised that it would be worth it.

In life we learn a lot of things. which movie
theaters have cup holders,
which classmate is most reliable to cheat off of,
how to give and take advice,
how and why to love, which roads harbor hidden
cops, times to laugh or cry,
and which towns have your bank's branch. but
among the most important
things we learn is this, just because we argue
doesn't mean theres no love,
and just because we aren't realated doesn't mean we aren't family.

So maybe i want you b a c k, but that topic
is more serious than a heartattack .

where do you turn when the past is all you need,
and the future is nothing to look forward too?

your a sell out. BUT, you couldn't even do that right,
so your price tag has been slashed ..
and now your chillen on the half price clearance rack.

someday you'll see that you made a mistake,
and by the time you wake up it'll be too late cause
i will have moved on and found
someone new, someone who loves me that
way i used to love y o u.

I hope your not expecting an apology,
cause the only thing i did wrong was want you.

laugh when you can, apologize when you
should and let go of what you c a n ' t change.

But you say "you dream of my face" but you don't like me,
you just like the chance to be real.. it doesn't matter
anyway, you know it's just too little too late. -JoJo

Theres nothing you can do or say,
you're gonna break my heart anyway.

Its like a routine. I fall for you on Monday, i like you from tuesday
to thursday. you make me mad on friday, i think i'm over you over
the weekend, but the second i see you monday
morning .. i fall for you again & again.

sometimes we just have to let things go,
~~nothing~~ can be perfect all the time.

its like one of those old fashioned movies,
It's coming to an end and everyone's
s c r e a m i n g at the screen;
"TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM"
..but you ~~can't~~.

if we were walking down a dead end street
would you be the one to let our eyes meet
or would you just keep on walking?

you`ve given me reasons to smile
& good times to laugh about
but most of all,
you`ve given me memories i could never forget

so write me love letters so i can keep everyone of them
and read them everytime i`m lonely.

Sometimes I catch myself wondering where you are,
and how you're doing;; I don't think
I'm ever going to let you go completely.

isnt it fun... realizing you love someone? 
it just hits you one day...
all of a sudden. they're all you think about. 
and when you're thinking 
about them you either have a smile on your 
face or tears running down
 your cheeks. you can't eat, you can't sleep, you 
just lay there and think
 about them. you don't want to go out anywhere,
 unless you know 
they're going to be there. and once you're there, 
you don't want to 
be anywhere else. and then all your friends & your 
family ask if 
you're okay...cuz you just seem so out of it. and
 they wonder why
 you've been spending so much time in your room...
 thinking...

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who 
means the world to you only 
to find out in the end that it was never meant to be
 and you just have to let go

 Love. Easy word to spell. Easy word to say.
Most people throw around the word "love" like it's nothing.
But it's definitely something.
It's that "I can live without you, 
I just don't want to" kinda feeling
that you get when you see that special someone.
It's more than romance, more 
than the exchange of sweet words.
It's the feeling of holding hands,
 soft kisses on the cheek,
knowing that no matter what you're going through in life,
no matter how you're feeling, 
that special someone will
always be there to brighten your day,
to know how to make you smile in their own special way.
Don't throw the word "love" around like it's nothing,
cause it's everything.
Never tell someone you love them when you don't.
Wait for that special someone,
the one person that makes "love" what it is.

heres to the night where i stood in the park
to the night i cried so hard i couldn't breathe
to the night i prayed for him to come back to me
& of course to the night where he never looked back.

Sometimes you wait your
whole life for some thing, &
before you know it,
he's standing right in front of you.
 

I'm waiting for you..for you to come back into my arms
& hold me close once again.
I'm waiting for you to tell me you're in love with me,
& that I'm the only one for you.
It's true what they say..
Some things are just worth waiting for. <3

That whole 'If you love someone let 
them go' bullshit, is just that..bullshit. 
If you love someone why would you want 
to let them go? Wouldn't you much rather
 hold on & try to make it work rather than
 breaking their heart by letting them go &
risk having them not come back to you,
 in fear that you'll only hurt them again..
 

change is never easy
you fight to hold on
and you let go by the worlds standards
we will never be perfect
but for soem reason with you, i feel perfected
i like the fact that someone like you sees someone in me
 

you're not mad because she left,
you're mad because you couldn't stop her
 

pretending the feelings 
aren't there, doesn't 
make them go away.
 

So how do you know
 it's you he really wants, or when
 you're just a replacement of what he can't have?
 

Don't lie to a girl to make her happy.
Be a man & tell her the truth.
cause` in the long run, thats what'll 
make everything okay.
 
 

This is to the nights when you dealt with more
 drama than you wanted to cause you're a 
nice person. To the nights that you drank to much
 & made mistakes that no one forgot 
for months & months. This is to the nights
 that you hooked up with that guy, feeling
 used & alone after. To the nights you would
 have rather sat at home watching a movie, 
but instead got dressed up in clothes that 
weren't as comfortable as your sweatpants, 
went to that party that you really didn't want
 to be at to find the boy you like there 
with some other girl. To the nights that you 
can't wait until everyone grows up, cause
 you're tired of everyone around you judging you. To 
those nights, that unfortunately come too often.
 

You want to know what makes me
love you more than I loved him?
It's cause when he got me I was perfectly unused,
I was fearless & a hopeless romantic.
When you got me I was battered & bruised,
afraid of the world, & cynical about love..
yet you didn't leave. <3
 

So what makes anger different from the six other
 deadly sins? It's pretty simple really, 
you give into a sin like envy or pride and you 
only hurt yourself. Try lust or coveting 
and you'll only hurt yourself and one or two
 others. But anger, anger is the worst... 
the mother of all sins... Not only can 
anger drive you over the edge, 
when it does you can take an awful lot of people with you
 

It's so weird, you know? how we always
inevitably find ourselves wanting to run back
to the ones we used to love, for some reason
thinking it would work out differently the second
time around..
 

Yeah I'm the one walking away,
I'm the one this time,
but you're the one who walked away
from everything we have had
as friends or anything more the day
you decided to say the things you did.
 

oh, sure .. sometimes we get second chances.
but sometimes we dont even get a first
 

i don`t know what he`s after,
___but he`s so beautiful
such a beautiful disaster
 
 

you think i`m stupid,
but its cupid, baby
loving you has made me this way.
 
 

just when you think you`d seen it all..
boy, were you wrong.
 
 

every night before i fall asleep,
i pray for my family
&to help me not lose hope
that there is a guy out there
that`s right for me.
 
 

saw your new girlfriend.
she`s pretty, i thought.
in that caked on makeup type of way


"All I ever wanted was for us to have a 
home & grow old together, But life never
 asked me what I wanted. Now I'm going to 
give him my whole heart, but I don't 
think I'll ever look at another sunset without 
thinking of you; I'll love you my whole life."
-Pearl Harbor
 

Whatever happened to those girls
that were supposed to grow old together 
and marry those stupid boys we always liked?
Whatever happened to those girls 
that sat up all night pranking the boys
that broke our hearts?
Whatever happened to those girls 
that swore they'd be best friends forever?
 

he calls & calls, but she refuses to answer her phone. 
tears pour from her eyes, as she sits
  by it. listening to it ring & ring. but what this eager
 boy on the other end doesn't realize 
is that he's breaking her heart. because the truth
 is she wants to pick up the phone so bad 
and hear his apologies. but she holds back. 
& what she doesn't know is that she's 
breaking the guys heart. because the truth is he 
can't live without her, but she'll never know. 
because it will all end after this. he'll never try 
to talk to her again. and it will break her 
stubborn heart, and she'll wish she 
had picked up that phone and got
 back what she was so sure
 she never wanted again.
 

I felt sad, because I realized that once 
people are broken in certain ways, they 
can't ever be fixed, and this is something 
that nobody ever tells you when you 
are young, and it never fails to surprise 
you as you grow older and you see 
people in your life break, one by one

who cares who's right or wrong tonight?
my better half is gone and this 
whiskey's laying claim to all that's left
so I'll just order up another and pretend I'm alright
but the truth is, I'm just drinking me lonely tonight

his Saturday's still on his breath when he walks in on Sunday
but he's an angel with no halo and one wing in the fire

there's something about the look in your eye
something I noticed when the light was just right
it reminded me twice that I was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

The room is on fire,
she’s fixing her hair
music so loud
she just doesn’t care
&& maybe this time
everything won't change.

we can sit here all night
i promise, they're not going to make us leave
you can tell me everything about you
and i can tell you everything about me

meeting him was fate
becoming his friend was choice
but falling in love with him was completely out of my control

sometimes when two people meet
you know that undenably there can
be an instant chemistry <3

kiss me slow 
and& hold me tight
make me feel like yours tonight

everyone says " just be you "
but what if i don't like me very
much right now ?

& when she sleeps 
she hides her hands under
the pillow so maybe she'll
forget how badly she wants
you to hold them

all you little kids who love the rock 'n roll
you sure got the style but you ain't got the soul

set sail on concrete waves
no survivors left to save
too late for the walking dead
 JOEY

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

ok i have like no subscibers and only 2 comments?
heres ur update

I can't believe I fell so hard.
I knew you weren't going
to be there to catch me.

We scream our insecurities but mutter our apologies.
And that's why this world will always be so wrong.

If you knew how I felt, how completely torn up and hung up on you I am, would you do a thing?

I know it's juvenille to write our names together in a heart in my notebook. I know it's cliche to say our "married name" over and over inside my head. I know how stupid it looks when I stare at you; but I just can't help myself.

Every song that plays is just another excuse for me to think about you.

So tell me the color of the sky up above. Paint me a picture of the things that make you smile. Show me your fears and what you're dreaming of.

I don't know if I like you or if I love you. I can't tell if I need you or if I want you. All I know is that when I'm next to you, the feeling is unexplainable.

The light collects and projects your heart onto a movie screen. And if you close your eyes, we're always going to be that way; the way we were that night.

Anyone could say those words, but they're only special when they come from you.

You and I could make the whole world so jealous.

I know I shouldn't like him, because I know it could never work. So I convince myself I don't. Then I see him. He'll smile or put his arm around me, or just say... anything. And then all that logic and convincing myself just evaporates.

You're not even mine and I'm scared to lose you.

There's something about your hand on my neck that gives me chills and makes the hair there raise, and I can't help but wonder if that's why you do it.

I'm not afraid of getting old; I'm not even afraid of dying. I'm afraid of living a life without you.

Never string a girl along. Sooner or later, her hands get raw from holding on and she's forced to let go.

I know you want it just as badly as I do. What I don't know is why you can't just take a chance on me.

You were just a boy on a bed in a room, like a kaleidoscope is a tube full of bits of broken glass. But the way I saw you was pieces refracting the light, shifting into an infinite universe of flowers and rainbows and insects and planets, magical dividing cells, pictures no one else knew.

Do you honestly think anyone else is on my mind when I'm listening to that song?

You're the kind of guy who makes me throw my head back and let out a real laugh, because when I'm with you, nothing else matters.

I'm making myself nervous trying to be perfect because I know you're worth it.

"I know it hurts. But that's life. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, and it's pretty much all we've got."
-Garden State

When I'm with you, I feel so safe. Like I'm home.

When I look into your eyes, my gut instinct is to look away because my heart races and my palms sweat; but something keeps me hanging on.

I'm just a fucked up girl looking for her own peace of mind.

Set me free to find my calling and I'll return to you somehow.

Afraid my heart, it beats too slow, or that I died and just didn't know, or of a fate I will have to choose; and I'm afraid of how much I love you.

And it's funny how you can forget there's a world outside yourself where the one who loves you keeps on living without you there.

When the day is blue, I'll sit here wondering about you.

I'm jealous of every girl that has ever hugged you, because for just that one moment she held my entire world.

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

001.

When your fightin

And side are takin

You see what friends

Are true and what 1s are

fakin

002.

When you truely love someone with your {whole

heart} you would rather break your heart then theres

TV and Movies

003

If i was handed a gun

&& i had to chose to shoot

either my boyfriend or my best friend

who would i shoot?

My answer would be I'd shoot myself

because i'd take a bullet

&& die for all the people that i love.

004

summer rain chases all our fears away

005

together on the beach

will you take my hand?

we’ll watch the sunset

and lay on the sand.

006

summer;;

time to turn up the music

&& turn down the drama

007

If love is stupid,
I stupid you.

008

one smile from him makes my..
5 am wake up
cold shower
nothing to wear
no hairspray left
missed the bus
late for class
..whole day worth while..<3

009

a girl needs three things in her life --
    1. boys and love to make her weak
    2. family and fighting to make her strong
    3. friends to pick her up when both make her hit the floor