| | ok i have like no subscibers and only 2 comments? heres ur update I can't believe I fell so hard. I knew you weren't going to be there to catch me.
We scream our insecurities but mutter our apologies. And that's why this world will always be so wrong.
If you knew how I felt, how completely torn up and hung up on you I am, would you do a thing?
I know it's juvenille to write our names together in a heart in my notebook. I know it's cliche to say our "married name" over and over inside my head. I know how stupid it looks when I stare at you; but I just can't help myself.
Every song that plays is just another excuse for me to think about you.
So tell me the color of the sky up above. Paint me a picture of the things that make you smile. Show me your fears and what you're dreaming of.
I don't know if I like you or if I love you. I can't tell if I need you or if I want you. All I know is that when I'm next to you, the feeling is unexplainable.
The light collects and projects your heart onto a movie screen. And if you close your eyes, we're always going to be that way; the way we were that night.
Anyone could say those words, but they're only special when they come from you. You and I could make the whole world so jealous.
I know I shouldn't like him, because I know it could never work. So I convince myself I don't. Then I see him. He'll smile or put his arm around me, or just say... anything. And then all that logic and convincing myself just evaporates.
You're not even mine and I'm scared to lose you.
There's something about your hand on my neck that gives me chills and makes the hair there raise, and I can't help but wonder if that's why you do it.
I'm not afraid of getting old; I'm not even afraid of dying. I'm afraid of living a life without you.

Never string a girl along. Sooner or later, her hands get raw from holding on and she's forced to let go.
I know you want it just as badly as I do. What I don't know is why you can't just take a chance on me.
You were just a boy on a bed in a room, like a kaleidoscope is a tube full of bits of broken glass. But the way I saw you was pieces refracting the light, shifting into an infinite universe of flowers and rainbows and insects and planets, magical dividing cells, pictures no one else knew.
Do you honestly think anyone else is on my mind when I'm listening to that song?
You're the kind of guy who makes me throw my head back and let out a real laugh, because when I'm with you, nothing else matters. I'm making myself nervous trying to be perfect because I know you're worth it.
"I know it hurts. But that's life. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, and it's pretty much all we've got." -Garden State
When I'm with you, I feel so safe. Like I'm home.
When I look into your eyes, my gut instinct is to look away because my heart races and my palms sweat; but something keeps me hanging on.
I'm just a fucked up girl looking for her own peace of mind.
Set me free to find my calling and I'll return to you somehow.
Afraid my heart, it beats too slow, or that I died and just didn't know, or of a fate I will have to choose; and I'm afraid of how much I love you.
And it's funny how you can forget there's a world outside yourself where the one who loves you keeps on living without you there.
When the day is blue, I'll sit here wondering about you.
I'm jealous of every girl that has ever hugged you, because for just that one moment she held my entire world.
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| | Posted 9/19/2006 6:42 PM - 2 comments
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