love is when you walk all the way to the other side
of the classroom to sharpen your pencil in order to
walk by him, then realizing that your pencil is a mechanical one
You love me one momment.
then like her the next.
you kiss me one night.
you say you still like her.
yet you tell me i`m the one you miss.
i`m sorry babe.but i`m over your games.
i`m gunna show you just how missing me feels.
You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy.
Somebody who doesn`t complicate your life
Somebody who won`t hurt you. He`s the better guy.
You know as well as I do it`s not about what you look like,
or your job, or how successful you are. It`s about having
people in your life that you love & who love you..
That`s all that matters. 
I`m in love with you.
& i`d kill just to hear
you say the same <3
we're still young ;; we have things to do
liquor to drink & boys to confuse
parties to go to & a few fuck ups
cause right now we're just livin it up
if you're gonna talk about me anyways;;
i might as well give you something good to say Faith..You give it to the people you love..
But the people who really deserve it
are the ones who come through even
when you don't love them enough.
You know that feeling you get on Sunday where
you just had the whole day to yourself, & it`s been great,
& then you remember that you
have to go to school the next day, & it just ruins the rest of
the night? I have to go home tomorrow & I`ve got that
feeling, just like it`s Sunday night..
i never wanted you to chase me around like a lovesick puppy,
i never needed you to sing me songs or bring me flowers
all i wanted was one fucking smile off that gorgeous face
one stupid glance shot at me in hopes i`d smile back..
that`s all i wanted, & fuck, you gave me nothing. 
You can't buy happiness,
but you can buy ice cream,
and that's close enough <3
You want her number? Look under 'W'
in the phone book for WHORE.
Wait, she's not that smart,
look under 'H' ! 
Don't tell me you love me
when you don't even bother to call.
It's kind of sad that
I have learned to deal
with things like this. 
The only thing standing between
me and total happiness is reality.
Someone should come up with a cure
for having +> The Crush <+
Dizziness,
Stomach doing flip flops,
Heart pounding fast;
It can't be all that healthy 
grew up a lot those first two years of highschool. Like most girls, I sat with my best friends and figured out together how to put on make-up and do our hair. We sat together those years, thinking that it could only get better, and it did. Sure, we had bad times, broken hearts and fights, but we also learned throughout it all that these years were going to be the best; that it wasn't about the parties that we went to, the alcohol we drank or which boys we dated. It wasn't even about how well you did on that test; it was about the nights that we did nothing, and everything, but together. We were best of friends and we had witnessed each other through too much to not be there for each other <3
Don't waste your time worrying about boys; boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you; chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you; you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. Waste your time with friends; live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late and when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends, you have everything.
-GIRL-
My boys are going to be in
soccer & hockey & maybe football.
Yeah, probably football.
& my girls are going to do dance.
-BOY-
Your kids?
-GIRL-
..Our kids?
-BOY-
That's better. ♥
You're the only one that can
convince me I am pretty.
Ya know, people just don't get it. In fact, I don't even get it anymore. Ever since we met, we've always been really close; closer than close. We were best friends, but it seemed like there was something there. We were always together, always smiling. Everything in the world seemed to suddenly make sense when you were right there beside me. I felt it, did you not? Everyone else saw it, they even talked about it to me; did they not to you? All I ever heard was, "Gosh, you guys are perfect, when are you going to go out?" or "What are you guys trying to pull? The longest 'will they, won't they' relationship in the history of the world?" All those times we spent together just holding each other? Did they mean nothing to you? I don't know, maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm blind for ever even imagining us being together. Am I?
You`ve failed many times, although you don`t remember. You fell down the first time you tried to walk. You almost drowned the first time you tried to swim. Don`t worry about failure..worry about the chances you miss when you don`t even try.
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can`t stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked
door just waiting for you to open it.
"Friends forever", you promised. "Together till the end."
We did everything together you were my best friend.
When I was sad, you were by my side. When I was scared,
you felt my fear. You were my best support ; if I needed you,
you were there. You were the greatest friend, you always
knew what to say: you made everything seem better.
As long as we had each other, everything would be okay.
But somewhere along the line, we slowly came apart.
I was here, you were there, it tore a hole in my heart.
Things are changing, our cheerful music reversed its tune.
It was like having salt without pepper, a sun without its`
moon. Suddenly we`re miles apart, two different people
with nothing the same. It`s as if we hadn`t been friends ;
Although deep in our hearts we knew neither one of us
was to blame. You made many new friends, & luckily so
had I, but that didn`t change the hurt ; the loss of our
friendship made me cry. As we grow older, things must
change. But they don`t always have to end. Even though
it`s different ;; you will always be my best friend.
like to kiss you. you know why?
everytime before we kiss, your eyes are so seductive.
they make my heart flutter, & so then when you kiss me,
the feeling inside of me is so indescribable.
It`s better to have loved & lost
than never to have loved at all, cause no matter what,
loving yourself can heal anything.
You have no idea what you do to me,
you can make me feel more emotions in one second
then I would normally feel in one year.
Every night she finds herself lying in
bed, reliving & remembering every
glance he gave & every word he said.. 
Life has been screaming at us, "It`s not meant to be." I wish I could stay but the fact of the matter is that that wouldn`t be good for either one of us. I`ve been away from home for too long & you, you`ve been trying to find where you wanna be. I`m slowing you down. You`ll find what you`re looking for faster without me.
Please, please don`t act like you care & drift to my heart like a leaf in the air. It`s your fault I`m in so much pain. Now leave, just leave, cause you drive me insane.
Christmas makes you want to be with people you love. <3 MY LADiES. they're beautiful. personalities? incredible.
our times together? unforgetable. smiles so memorable.
our friendship? S0 NOT REPLACEABLE You know what I love most about "us"? I love how comfortable we are with each other. I love how we endlessly crack on each other but never take the teasing to heart. I love how you laugh like a little boy when I am tickling you. I absolutely adore how when I walk away from you when we are fighting; you try to stay mad, but then run after me. I love you and everything about you. The look in your eyes when we kiss or how you stay up watching me sleep. I love how I can call you anytime I need to and somehow you never cease to make me laugh. I love how you need me as much as I need you. I love how you love me. 
Mother, look at your beautiful daughter.
She's hurt & broken & you don't even have a clue.
She hid herself from you for too long,
from the world and even her friends;
I guess some things are better left unsaid. All I want is for you to know me again,
for me to be in your life. And even if it can't
happen right now, I would just like to know
that I'm not blocked from your memory. 
I've never wanted to be with someone
as much as I want to be with you,
and that scares me because
I don't know if you want to be with me.
i`ll never forget what you did to me;
but i`ll never let you know i remember.
The best feeling in the world is knowing
someone is missing your smile. :) it crushes me so bad
to know that i tried
my hardest to be
perfect for you, &
i still lost you..
now you decide to push me away?
don`t bother..i`ll walk..
you just lost me forever.
why did you go? why did you decide to leave?
why? when you realized that you truely loved me
& not her & when you come running back to me,
my arms aren`t going to be open, i`m not going to sit
here waiting. i want you to know. i`ve moved on. 
Love yourself & love life.
It`s okay not to be perfect.
& maybe it`s not about who you`re friends with
but how honest you are to your real friends.
& maybe it`s not about what you look like
but how you think you look, & your attitude
& maybe it`s not about what life will bring you
but how you handle all the things that come.
In my lifetime, I've come to realize that you can't depend on other people for what you want, and you can't be scared to go out there and get it. You have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals, because no one else is going to do it for you. And even if things don't work out, you'll always be able to say you tried.
Any problem, big or small,
you can come to me and tell it all.
I'll be there to listen & wont let you fall.
You can always count on me,
whether you're smiling or ready to bawl. 
You only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love you
and actually mean it with all their heart.
Don't forget those people who stood by you
through it all, the special few that were
there for you until the end. <3
Never mind. Forget it. They're just memories on a page inside of a spiral notebook.
You can say I changed and I can say fuck you. You never knew me to begin with.
learn from your parents mistakes
use birth control You didn`t say anything to hurt me. It was all the things you wouldn`t say, all the things I could see in your eyes & you wouldn`t share with me. It was all those things that made me hurt 
boys will b.r.e.a.k your heart
friends will b.e.t.r.a.y you
parents will seem too s.t.r.i.c.t
& life will a.n.n.o.y you;;
but you should a.l.w.a.y.s remember
that there`s a p.u.r.p.o.s.e
for these things to be h.a.p.p.e.n.i.n.g
to us..so keep your h.e.a.d up
& your spirits h.i.g.h
cause if you don`t l.i.f.e will just
p.a.s.s you by
You know your b.e.s.t friends
when you can push each other
down the || stairs ||
& wrestle until you
pull each others hair out
& still laugh until you cry
You know your b.e.s.t friends
when you can push each other
down the || stairs ||
& wrestle until you
pull each others hair out
& still laugh until you cry
I need someone to hold & kiss me,
&to tell me that I`m beautiful, even
when I look like I just got out of bed.
I need someone to talk to me about
their day, & to tell me that they missed me.
I just want a boy to love me for who I am inside.
Everytime I look at you,
my heart fills with desire.
Can you tell? I think you can,
but you won't show it, cause
I`m not good enough for you.
What can I do to be good enough for you?
I`ll do anything just to get you to desire me too.
in order to move on, you must know
why you felt the way you did & why
you no longer need to feel it. | 
