| Find me at a new location. =)
GOODBYE! |
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Night by night goes by with the memory of your hands caressing my head. Rather than being a lover, he became the one I would lust for. I never intended to love his soul or his heart, but surprisingly my mind became infatuated with him. It seemed as though each star in the sky represented a bit of his importance to me. At night, he would come lurking, seeping through my dreams, but by day, he was gone with the moving white clouds. I never took the relationship seriously. It was left on the shallow smooth part of the ocean like a message in a bottle. I became a cut that couldn't heal without the help of an ointment. Without proper care, I would have been left as a deep scar that had left its markings embedded. Instead of protecting me, he exposed me wide open. What doesn't hurt you one only makes one stronger. You exposed me, but you only made me tougher. Thank you.
(guestbook)
Sadly, I have taken my chapters off this site because there's a certain sad girl out there, who chose to copy my words and take it as her own. Ultimately she blocked me so I can't say anything to defend myself. GET A LIFE AND GET YOUR OWN SKILLS.
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| Attraction. Attraction comes from chemistry, genetics, appearances. I have developed an attraction to this one guy. My attraction has become less of an innocent one. It has become so fiery and hot that the control is not there. The moon can take me in its crescent and fly me into the sky. The thoughts are going into the wraths of sin. The mind is bursting into bubbles with unspoken words. I would dive into the ocean and swim for him. I want to scream into the sea. I want to scream to the world. It's like a feeling of unwanted ecstasy. This is the feeling I've been waiting for. This is the feeling I've been dying for.
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| I still remember your tender kisses.
Jessica Deng's party. It was awesome. Comment entry below.
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| You either need to accept the truth or you need to fight it hell all the way.
I chose to fight. |
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